#alas talks

[thepundemonium]

The coolest fucking thing happened to me the other day.

I was getting a kebab from a small restaurant near my usual grocery store, and upon packing it into a bag for me to take out, the cashier called me “my lady.” I was like “Ehh, I don’t like that word a lot” and he asked me why not, and if I wasn’t a lady. I’m completely open about being trans to every new person I meet if the topic comes up, so, prompted like that, I straight out told him “Nope, I just look like one, but I’m working on changing that.” He asked something along the lines of “You mean a sex change?”, and when I said Yes to that, he was like “Ayyy, welcome on board bro!” and fist bumped me.

It felt fucking good.

[thepundemonium]

Why are so many of the demons on here so obsessed with angels? Having had relationships (of any kind, be it hostile, platonic/friendly, romantic, or anything else) with angels, being fallen angels themselves, it’s tiresome. As a demon who had nothing to do with angels ever, from a world where there were no places called “heaven” or “hell”, and where neither one singular God (meaning, there were countless gods and deities), nor Satan/Lucifer/a devil, and perhaps not angels either existed, I feel really damn annoyed sometimes. I wish us demons weren’t constantly thrown into the same pot as angels - I do not belong there, and I hope there are others out there who feel the same.

[thepundemonium]

Kinda in the mood to get my ear/s pierced wtf. As long as I could think back I’ve been terrified of the idea. Not to have earrings, but the process of having them pierced, because I’m still not a fan of needles. But lately I’ve just really wanted an earring or even two? I don’t even know anymore.

[thepundemonium]

I’m bored out of my mind and also really really pissed off for whatever reason, and the only thing I really want to do right now is get into the car and drive, but I won’t have the car until tomorrow evening, so I guess I’ll just have to sit here and boil on the inside.

[thepundemonium]

Me in the past: I'm not a real artist, I don't have a consistent style, I don't even use the same medium all the time.

Me now: Variety is fun, I enjoy experimenting with different styles and media, which helps me find out what works best for me, and ultimately develop as an artist.

[thepundemonium]

I have a habit of naming myself after my favourite OCs and I have zero shame about it.

[thepundemonium]

Really really in the mood to talk about Saarnos, anyone willing to ask me shit about him? Any question is fine!

[thepundemonium]

It’s like 5000 times easier to draw a halfway convincing qunari with actual references to look at.