#alastor introject

[alisbackonair]

I love helping people. I love being helpful. It makes me important and useful! They can’t possibly leave/replace me so easily if I have some use to them. And it makes their perception of me positive :) so I build a good rapport. Everyone’s more likely to love me and look up to me. And if I’m in a predicament, they’re more likely to come to my aid. So much benefits for keeping up this mask.

Drawback is that I can’t be my authentic self, especially if people have befriended me for the mask version. And being nice to people who genuinely piss me off—it would be nice to just let go and go off on them. But that would risk screwing up my image (unfortunately).

On one hand, they love me and think highly of me! On the other hand, they don’t actually think that of me. They love me for who they think I am: the perfect personality that I have slowly crafted over the years. But when they see me for who I really am? Suddenly they no longer love me—it’s as if they never did. I am the object of contempt and disgust. Even if my intentions were good, I am seen as a pest—an infection—a virus.

It all falls apart and they all drift away as if they never knew me. Once I am no longer perfect I am no longer worthy of their “love”. How can anyone be as foolish as to consider that “empathy” and “unconditional love”, when the main condition is that I become whatever they want me to be? It’s all conditional if you ask me. One wrong move, one negative emotion—and suddenly I’m irredeemable scum. I’m not allowed to be upset or agitated, or else I may “scare them” or set them off. I have to carefully choose how I present myself, yet they can do whatever they want to me? They get to pick and choose who is worthy of their “empathy”, yet I must always have altruistic intentions when being nice to people? Oh, how unconditional their love is..

[radiodeer-onair]

living my best and most glorious afamilial aplatonic aqueerplatonic aromantic asexual spectrum life.

[vinylsradiotower]

ℍ𝕖𝕝𝕝𝕠 𝕊𝕚𝕟𝕟𝕖𝕣𝕤!

An explanation + info about my Velvette from my source under the cut. If you're just here for the art that's fine too. But please respect this is a system account. I just need to get it out there into the world about my own source.

I miss the gorgeousness that was my beautiful doll, Velvette. We were all a polycule and she was the first person I started dating in the Vees before we became a big poly group essentially. I thought she was so wonderful. She was big on 2000's fashion. She adored anything that could show off her more feminine traits. Enjoying low V lines, or anything that exposed her doll joints. Her and Vox would call each other "Barbie" and "Ken" cause of their hyper-feminine/hyper-masculine look. Velvette started the Vees. She was looking for a group she could make of power-hungry overlords or hells most ambitious sinners alike. She was also always looking for models in hell, which led her to Rosie's Emporium. Leading her to meet me in cannibal town after having recruited Valentino and Vox. I was working under Rosie as her waiter for the emporium and a small cafe Rosie had attached. Velvette spawned in the Pride ring. She became infatuated with the fast-paced lifestyle of the Lust ring and lived there for quite some time. Her favorite foods were anything from Lust. She was a huge sugar fanatic. Personality wise she was incredible. She was hard working, ambitious, and had a take no shit attitude. She absolutely adored me and the Vees. She was passionate and fucking perfect. I loved her as much as I loved the other Vees. Sorry for no other mini drawing. I'll add one in later, I'm tired. That's all!

[thecouncilofoutsiders]

Hello, dears!

I am Alastor (he/deer), and I am searching for my Rosie ♡

I am mostly source compliant, but source divergent Rosie's are not a deal-breaker - we do not have to be from the same canon to match well

I am looking for a BDSM playmate, a pet Owner to talk to, and maybe one day have a dynamic with

Must be at least 18+ bodily (preferably 21+) and pro-endo/endo-safe

I am aroace and not looking for a romantic or sexual relationship. But a... friends with kinky benefits relationship would suit me well

A Rosie who is a switch/versatile would be wonderful, as I too am a switch/versatile, but again, not a deal-breaker - femdom Rosie is perfectly acceptable

If you're interested, please DM us ♡

My BDSM results are as below

[radiobroadcaster]

🔊INCOMING BROADCAST🔊

Today, I am scrolling through Pinterest and enjoying all of the RadioRose artists there are. Those who swap our clothing items always make me look fabulous. And I'm not even a fan of dresses!

Very much thinking about making myself my own Spotify playlist, as every other already made one always includes the same songs. For example: they always have Mother Mother songs on them! I'd love some music diversity in my everyday listening.

No hate to Mother Mother! I'm just (more than) a little tired of seeing them everywhere!!

[thestagsstation]

Well now! I think we have everything adjusted just as I wanted it. The main system's host has been helping to set this up. I almost feel compelled to go threaten xir neighbors over their heinous music they've been blasting at a truly obnoxious volume all evening, but I don't think xe would appreciate that. If they do not cease soon, however, that may be the route I'm forced to go for my own sake. Positively terrible taste in music!

But enough about that! Pleasure to meet you all! I admit, I do feel a bit foolish writing to people who are not reading this. However, I've been assured by both Rowan and Angel that that will come with time. And I think the proper audience shall find me. With time. The internet is not something I'm terribly familiar with. I don't get out much, you see, and typically only when we aren't at a computer. We've been discussing going to a museum about music sometime soon, so I think I'll enjoy that! Otherwise, much of what we do is the main host's job and I've no interest whatsoever in that. My system and I are still trying to determine if there's a way for us to not share a body in the innerworld. That way my host could go and help with the main host's incredibly irritating job and I would not be stuck with no one but Mustang for company. It would certainly help. We aren't sure if it's something we can achieve, though. We shall see! It will be an adventure!

[alisbackonair]

I made some doodles, so I thought I’d share them.

I’ve seen the cat Alastor meme a few times, so I thought I’d make my own edition! Is he called Catlastor? If he’s not, that’s unfortunate—it’d be a fitting name for him. That shall be the name of mine then.

Because of the suit, I went with a tuxedo coat color/pattern. I was considering a Chartreux breed of cat since their muzzles make them appear as if they are always smiling. However, I’m uncertain if they can be bobtailed, so I went with a typical domestic short hair (for the breed). I suppose most cats sort of look like they’re smiling with their muzzles anyway, right?

I feel like he should have deer-like movement still despite being a cat. Perhaps I should give him more radio features? A collar that has some sort of radio on it? Who knows

I just made some crappy doodles here while practicing drawing references from the original media/show. Everyone is all dressed up in suits it seems. Nothing wrong with being classy, but where’s the variety?

We used to watch Fandroid when we were much younger. We would draw him a lot. When drawing Vox, his head and face design reminds me a lot of Fandroid. Hence the comment on him being “an evil Fandroid”. If you’re unfamiliar with him, Fandroid was a YouTuber who made music and did gaming; he was primarily known for his music however. He was originally Griffinilla, but used a voice changer and editing to make a robotic voice. If I’m correct, he has since changed careers and is no longer running the Fandroid channel. Thought I’d give a little context!💔

We thought we’d go for a semi-realistic approach to my(Alastor’s) design. I’ve seen others do similar. I’m unsure if I did it well, but it was fun. This isn’t meant to be a human design.

Technically, with how the ears are—if there are no human ears, then the deer-like ears should start lower so they can connect to where the eardrum is. I know, I’m being all nerdy here over how the ears should be “realistic” on a deer-radio-demon-man. I just thought it’d be interesting to consider.

[alisbackonair]

Salutations! Thank you for tuning in today, dear listener(s); it’s good to be back on air . . .

..._-~*°•.On Air.•°*~-_…

As indicated in my bio, I am an Alastor introject / fictive (so, not a roleplay blog).

I am not necessarily seeking out sourcemates, but they are welcome to interact (as well as “doubles”—I prefer to use the term “source twins” as I feel “doubles” aren’t actually a thing, but I won’t go into detail about that here). I would consider myself canon divergent since I don’t think I adhere that much to source, so I won’t act how you expect. That being said, introjects are not source; I feel it’s fair to not expect me to be a carbon copy of my source. Please do not make assumptions about me, etc. Source memories are valid and can be painful, but I do not appreciate people projecting onto me; I am a stranger, you do not know me. Respect me and I’ll respect you!

On a similar note, please do not objectify me or flirt with me. I am not here to role-play or act out any sort of fantasies. I’m here to unapologetically be myself. As I’ve been told (by fellow alters), I’m violently aroace; I’m not interested in that sort of stuff(romance, etc.), so I’d appreciate it if you could respect that. I am fine with making friends and mutuals however, so don’t be shy.

I prefer to be referred to by my name. When it comes to nicknames, I would rather that be reserved for mutuals and friends. I generally prefer he/him, but I’m okay with it/its. Nothing else.

I’m familiar with tone tags, so I will use them as need be. However, you’re free to ask me for clarification on my tone. I’m open to adding a list of common tone tags here for reference.

I will add Trigger/Content Warnings as needed, but feel free to let me know if I missed something or if something needs a tag. I will also try to add ALT text or image IDs if possible (let me know if you’d like plain text or image IDs for certain things).

This is not a discourse blog; I am not here to debate shipcourse and syscourse, etc.

I think I will lay out a brief DNI list, but I’m well aware that does not prevent people from interacting with me. I will block freely.

DNI:

Proship, darkship, etc. I believe darker content can be written without glorifying and sexualizing it.

Endogenic systems, willogenic, westernized Tulpas, etc.

TERFs, transandrophobia, etc.

Radqueer, TransID, etc.

General DNI: LGBTQIA+phobic, racist/xenophobic, misogynistic, ableist/sanist, antisemitic, zionist, etc.

If you believe a disorder makes someone abusive. “Narc abuse” does not exist, I will not be negotiating with you.

Support of AI art, generative AI, etc. AI can be used for beneficial things, but not when it’s stealing content (as well as negatively impacting the environment).

Anti therians & otherkin, anti furries, etc. (We’re therian and otherkin ourself after all)

NSFW/NSFT blogs; DDLG & other harmful kinks. Sexualization of age regression & pet regression.

Anti educated/researched self diagnosis.

⚠️Not an exhaustive list; I block freely⚠️

⛔️If you don’t like my radio show, then you’re free to tune out at any time⛔️

Here are the tags that I will be using to organize posts on my blog. They will be tagged on this post for navigation, but they’ll also be added as featured tags.

Reblogs tag: Sponsoring . • ° * +

Text posts: Broadcasting . • ° * +

Asks tag: Featuring . • ° * +

Rambling & Miscellaneous tag: Tuning In . • ° * +

Images & art tag: Commercial Break . • ° * +

Personal & rants tag: Ending Broadcast . • ° * +

Vague-posting tag: A Poem For a Friend . • ° * +

Important posts tag: Announcement . • ° * +

Song recommendations tag: Turn The Volume Up . • ° * +

Credit for graphics & dividers used: @faviconarchive; @puppy-puk3; @strangergraphics; @bernardsbendystraws; @thecutestgrotto; @saradika-graphics; @submarine-06. The dividers and graphics I used will be reblogged, so check them out if you’re interested.

That’s all for now, folks. Cheers!; . . .

*Ending Broadcast . . .