Alex’s romances are so funny to me because you have like
- you are the first person who sought me out and understood me on my terms, you made me feel safe and strong again and you loved the same way I did, we built a home and life together and despite the way that it shattered (that I shattered it) and how we have grown apart we retreat to each other constantly, in search of the same familiarity of love, in search of the same gentle touch
- maybe we are only shadow selves but you have been failed and I have failed so egregiously it can never be fulfilled so I will hold you up until it saves me. I will atone for someone else’s crime until I have redeemed myself unto you, no matter how damned I become in the process. I will do anything to help you (and you will question if I am ever truly looking at you, ever truly seeing you, the thing you want most) and you will do anything keep me safe to until you yourself are the one killing me
- set up by telepathic eight year old
- AU kid’s hot nanny, Elektra Natchios
and
- woman who probably called him a slur
