Honesty
I wanted to get a few things off my chest without having talking directly to you, and I wanted to do it somewhere where I wouldn't have an audience so... here I go. I miss you, but I wont go on and on about how I can change and how I could make things good again, because it's clear you had thought this through long before the day it ended, and I don't want to sound like an obsessed desperate sad little boy. I don't know why exactly you left me and I don't think it is really my place to ask either, but I will admit it makes me very sad that I don't know as my mind has gone to work thin king of the worst possible reasons. So I am writing this to let you know that I now know that I've come to accept it the best I can, and that I now know how it feels to be truly alone, and it does hurt beyond what words can describe. I guess the term "you don't realize what you've lost until its gone" applies. If I could have anything in the world it would be a second chance to be a part of your life again, but sadly, I know you are done with me. I am not going to lie and say seeing you happy with someone else fills me with butterflies, but seeing you happy is the only thing I want to come out of this. So if you are happier now living without me then I am happy for you. I'm glad you have found what you truly want out of life. I love you with every fiber of my being, I'm sorry for everything. I know someday everything will work out. Goodbye darling.
