Since all that mess...and when I first got sick...and I realized today that yesterday was the 3yr anniversary of me sitting in the doc office...feels like so much longer....waiting for them to tell me I had Leukemia...2 1/2 years I got checked every 6 months...causing me great anxiety...last March or so my new O doc said I can be tested yearly now...so this has been the first time in 3 years August hasn't been a month of me suffering...dreading the drawing of blood and the week wait...I'm so grateful for that. Just thinking about it still stresses me out. Maybe that's why I've been having heart palpitations lately...my body subconsciously dreading this month...though plenty is going on to stress me out still lol...now I realize part of it may have been this.
So when people ask how I'm doing and I say, "I'm alive and breathing. What more can a girl ask for?" Well it's more true than ever.
