I'm going to start working out tomorrow. (tomorrow comes) Oh man it is 7 already? I had so much to do, okay I will start tomorrow. (tomorrow comes) I have guests when I come over tomorrow...by the time they leave, I will be pooped! (the cycle just continues)
school was okay today. i almost had panic attack in the morning but i’m not totally sure why, but i guess you never know really. i talked myself down from it because i was at goodness, but i’m 90% sure it was a panic attack coming on. scary. hoping that doesn’t happen again anytime soon ever. i’ve been having trouble feeling like i’m getting a full breath. this happens every now and then. hoping class tonight will help.
my uncle came by after school to plant some arugula. he says it should start coming up in about two weeks. kinda excited!
after i got home, i made taco tuesday for pete and i had a bowl of cereal lol. it was great that he was already home when i got home. love getting extra time with him.
i’m headed to body flow tonight, as i mentioned before, & i’m looking forward to it, hopefully it’s de-stressing. tomorrow since i’m not taking a class, i think i may try to do a yoga with adrienne at home.
i filled out the paperwork for the nutritionist. i have to write down everything i eat tomorrow, portion sizes and times to bring to her for next week. i have the urge to eat better because of it, but i’m just going to do what i’ve been doing lately so she gets an honest picture of what i’ve been doing. i know it’ll be better to give her the real deal. i’m nervous about seeing her but i’m looking forward to it as well.
the day before the nutritionist, i’m going for a physical at a new doctor’s office. i’d been going to an urgent care type place for years, and was just going there and to my ent when i was having health issues. i think it’ll be good to have one doctor who knows me. i know it feels nice to have someone who knows you and cares from going to my awesome ent.
i got both of my personal days approved for may, which i think i already mentioned. i am going to do some self care/me stuff on those days since they’re random days that no one else will be around. i’m absolutely going to make a massage appointment.
thursday dinner is at our place this week. going to make a shopping list and try to get everything after school tomorrow so i can make the meatballs tomorrow night and be in good shape. my cousin will be here (my cousin, hope, who recently moved to delaware for her nursing job) and my friend danielle may bring my goddaughter and her youngest (her husband and oldest have softball). it’ll be fun.
the issues going on in baltimore break my heart. violence doesn’t solve violence. a friend of mine said it so well; “people resort to violence when they feel scared, hurt, and unheard. it doesn't make it right, but it does make it an outcry for help and change.” so true.
nepal also, my goodness. horrifying and so scary. thoughts and prayers are with everyone that is struggling with the aftermath of the earthquake.
i found this randomly on tumblr the other day. may look into some of the meditation apps or positive affirmation apps. couldn’t hurt. also, other good resources for people who may be struggling with other issues.
did i mention how much i love pete? ugh. he’s just the best and i feel so lucky. it’s so amazing feeling so super connected.
oh, also! my sister in law and her fiance are back from their trip to italy. i missed her a ton! not that i would have seen her really but we didn’t get to talk at all while she was gone. she said there was a bit of drama so i’m hoping there were at least some parts that were enjoyable, but i’m glad she’s back. hopefully, we’ll be able to get together soon. she also mentioned she’s setting up her wedding make up trial with kristin soon (who did the make up for our wedding) and i’m hoping i get to go with her lol.
alright, i feel like there were other things i wanted to share but i guess that’s all. happy tuesday, dudes & dudettes!
as april is coming to a close, my stress is basically gone, as i just took my last final this morning. in a week & a half, i will start summer math classes, but for right now i am going to try and relax even though all i really want to do right now is pack. stay positive!
