Nov 22, 2021
god tomorrow is my 21st birthday and im gonna be completely alone
#all my friends either went home for thanksgiving or are working#i just want to have someone to talk to#is that too much to ask for#the prospect of spending the rest of my birthdays with my family for the rest of my life is inescapable#also miserable#i want to go out and get drunk legally in some dive or something#go find a weed shop and buy some edibles#and like i could do that#i just hate getting drunk or high by myself#i get so clingy when i get high lmao#but i cant do that if theres no one to cling to#personal
