#also rambles

[toripafu]

"Who is this sassy lost child?"

It's been a while, I did not have mental strength to post anything the past few weeks. I've been doodling during that time but depression has suck all motivations to post.

Things have been better as of late and I'm starting to find the energy to post again. It sucks that there are so many dramas in some fandom that I followed (like TADC), I just hope that even there will be more healthy engagement among the fans so we can continue to enjoy things together in peavce.

There's more I want to talk about but I'm currently not sure how to phrase my thinking clearly and concisely so I'll leave it at that for now.

[taiyohima]

Rei-sama AAAAA Mafia! ADA has been plaguing me for days and now I'm stuck on the opposite, ADA! Mafia.

Like imagine, Mori as the director, Adult Elise (pretend he isn't that) in Haruno's place, Chuuya as Akutagawa's mentor, Mama Kouyou maximizing Mama Kouyou abilities, everybody aside from Chuuya being forbidden from coming near the Mafia because with Fukuzawa's ability to help them control their powers AND Yosano-sensei, they're basically unstoppable, (Chuuya can at least do enough damage to make them no longer repairable—much to Yosano's ire), Q being the youngest of the family and completely not allowed from using their ability unless completely necessary since they know how much they hate it, the soukoku scene where Dazai gets captured by the Mafia in reverse but then Chuuya just punches him and leaves. gsgdfhs I need more of the company swap AU also sorry for clogging up your inbox with my love for PM but just KSGKSFSJAGSJGA *dies*

AJSAJSJAJAJS ESS YOUR RAMBLINGS ARE GIVING ME MORE AND MORE BRAINROT I- *dies* 

*rises from dead* Yeah- ok lets get this from the start, 

Aku gets kicked out of his orphanage just because his ability got out of hand and actually killed Gin and many other kids. Ashamed, he decides to let himself die near the river bank but actually saves Chuuya who fell into the river because he drunk too much last night. Chuuya, then brings him to the ADA. 

Remember the scene where Kunikida gives a photo of Aku to sushi and says to stay away from this man? reverse that too. Hirotsu-san tells Aku to stay away from the white reaper of the mafia, Atsushi Nakajima but yes they meet in the alley. Dazai saves them but its not goofy style but rather he just deactivated their abilities and walks away giving sushi a dark look 

Also where you said about the soukoku scene in s1, lets make it reverse, Chuuya actually asks Dazai why he left the ADA while that bastard just smiles and says “You guys killed Odasaku, strangled him with a rope and made him a traitor” Dazai grabs Chuuya’s hair “If only he was alive right now, i might have found a reason to live.”  frees him and kicks him out 

I HAVE WAY MORE IDEAS BUT IT WOULD BE STUPID TO RAMBLE SO MUCH I- help 

[snowflurried]

Rambles

These weirdos need to leave Rachel Zegler alone because, specifically on Reddit and Twitter a bit, they obsessively hate her for having a personality, being earnest, being pro-Palestine and left-wing.

It's definitely misogyny and a bunch of right-wing trolls that throw tantrums over a person of colour or woman on their screen. People are way too comfortable being openly bigoted like that nowadays, and it's definitely going to get worse.

Like as we saw, Rachel had to retract her (based) statement about Trump winning the election. And people wouldn't do the Actors on Actors thing with Sebastian Stan because their publicists or PR teams didn't want the celebrities expressing their distaste/disgust with Trump.

Hollywood seems to be on their way to censoring any "controversial" (meaning left-wing) political talk and not combatting the bigotry the right is spewing. Especially with the McCarthyism-like blacklisting that's happened to some pro-Palestine celebrities recently, and with how Zionist a lot of production companies are, I feel like there is going to be far fewer celebrities speaking out about important issues.

I assume it's going to feel kind of defeating and isolating over the next few years -- like those with power and reach don't care -- but this just emphasises the importance of keeping using your voice and maintaining momentum in fighting for issues like Palestine, immigration and abortion. Community will become even more crucial.

[unbeauchaton]

Not NSFT but I wish my experiences with other polyam folks weren't so drenched with trauma.

My previous ex meta was absolutely selfish and felt so inferior towards me that she often verbally lashed out at my ex partner and was quite passive aggressive with me sometimes. Her behavior then reminds me of how my father acts.

I hope she's improved since then, to give her some benefit of the doubt. Yet, I don't have a very good narrative of her. My ex partner and I are on decent terms and talk once in a while, but my ex partner and my ex meta are spouses and still are married.

I think that because my ex partner and I had a really good, much healthier relationship in contrast to my ex partner and ex meta, this probably fueled some of my ex meta's resentment towards me.

My ex meta really wanted a kitchen table polyamory experience, but I'm much more parallel. Let me meet metas on my own terms, and not rush into being "besties." I don't think any of us knew that consciously then, so I don't hold that against my ex meta.

So any polyam people who stumble across this blog, I'm mainly parallel. This doesn't mean I don't want to meet any future metas! I just want to befriend them on my own time and terms.

[nootseirre]

happy new years

I've been on here for almost 4 years wtf

[glass-to-asset-blog]

Lonely tops. (Open rp)

her mouth was open slightly as she looked down at the drop bellow her on one of the many huge rock formations that made up venues landscape. She could feel her anger building more and more as she stared at the vex below. Disgusting.

after watching for some time ad they fought against the fallen she very slowly changed the song mumbiling to herself 'I'll bleed it out, dig it deeper just to throw it away.' Her arrow saild threw the sky landing and killing one of the goblins teathering the rest as she simply jumped down landing on her feather to break her fall already shooting. Nothing was walking away from this one.

[bitchslapbeauty]

i think it's funny when blogs follow me and enter in whatever i'm doing then unfollow me. no like really tho i find it really funny