#always looking

[godisthesun]

god

GOD

GOD.

[crmsnmth]

Everything is Everything

I keep looking for love in the places it might've passed through in the echo of a laugh that wasn't meant for me in the warmth left behind on a seat someone just stood up from

I tell myself it has to be somewhere simple something small I keep overlooking like a loose thread on a sleeve or a song I forgot I knew by heart

But everything is everything every glance that lingers too long every almost-touch that never quite lands every "maybe" dressed up as fate just to feel like it matters

I've tried to build it from fragments a conversation at 2 AM shared cigarettes in borrowed silence the way someone says my name like it might mean something more

Still, it slips like trying to hold water in open hands like trying to convince myself that wanting is the same as having

And maybe love isn't missing maybe it's just scattered in the cracks of things unfinished in the spaces between words in the quiet understanding that nothing stays whole forever

everything is everything they say so maybe love is here too hiding in plain sight waiting for me to stop searching and finally see that even this emptiness belongs to it

[introvertedlass]

[slugesh]

Oscar, babes. Blink.

[to-all-the-stories-i-love]

Do I share these just to save them? Possibly? Cr: IG

[wordsbyt]

But see, here is the real problem. When I don’t care, when I am not looking, it always finds me. And by it, I mean what I have given up on. When I care, it all falls apart. And that, is my story. Always searching until I am not, because I am never successful, until I am not.

[desperate-rp-bud]

Looking For MxM RP Buds

Hi there, this is my first post on tumblr, so that’s a proverbial cherry popped lmao.

That aside, I’m trying to find some new RP mates. I’ve been really craving some MxM fantasy, and by gosh I’m gonna get it!...Somehow. Anyhow, I guess it’s time I share a bit about myself. ~19 year old cis male

~PST timezone

~Discord preferred

~3-4 Paragraphs average response (this can fluctuate depending)

~At least a post per day, usually more depending on how enthralled I am

~Semi/adv lit

~Adore relationships in RP

~Story over smut (NSFW can happen, but I just don’t want it to be the focus)

~Big fantasy nerd. Love it to death, been really craving just some general modern fantasy since I’ve been doing medieval to death, but I’m always open to suggestions. Characters of mine can range from drooling werewolves to massive centaurs, I love fantasy creature x human plots, or really anything interesting like that

~Love semi-dark themes/pairings like mythical creature x hunter and whatnot

~Prefer if partner is 18+ solely for sake of comfort

All I really want is someone that I can enjoy a solid story with! I’d love to meet a fellow RP bud that I can constantly bounce replies back and forth with. I don’t really do much throughout the day, so having someone that I can spend a fair amount of time RPing with would be amazing! Of course, I totally understand that unlike me, a lot of you have lives. I just really want someone that can do more than one post every couple of day/one a week. It really does get hard for me to be interested in a story that takes so long to develop. I can’t help it, I’m excitable and really do love a lot of plots I’m involved in.