You’re an unstoppable bane of existence
Lightning bugs glow
Hidden in cars
The forbidden lives inside the lost
Burying the fate
When you told me to knock on heavens gate
Your paintings were all reused but i didn’t know you would never put me in your portrait
You told me we would end up together
Saw me in your future
Ultimatums faded with every sorry
We kept making love stories
Never kept the date of what could be
Constant doubts of you and me
A bigger hit with every doubt
Our setting wasn’t right for a marriage
Because you were pushing baby carriages with someone else
Locking me in the dark
Leading me on in such a foolish way
I forgave you each time for the magnetic vacation
You would have sold me off to mark
Dropping me off at the train station you didn’t pick me up from
Canceled hotel reservations
Revealed the biggest lie weeks before
That was almost when you tore my heart completely
You still had a few wounds left to fix
Mixing up a few more potions to hurt me
Seasons fade crackling cold and sizzling summers
New states but there were still heartbreaks
The day after 25 i couldn’t take your slithering vibe
I got drunk and revealed all my truths
So much vulnerability
The game you played left me with so much shame
The pain was unbearable
Even after i still cared