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[xandra-warrior-princess]

✨LIFE UPDATE ✨

Hi everyone! As you can see, I am not dead. I swear to God, the past year has just been one personal tragedy after another.

Anyone who knows me knows that I HATE complaining to people about anything that goes wrong in my life bc I HATE showing weakness, but above all else, I want to be honest with y'all about where I'm at rn and why I've been so radio-silent on here lately apart from the occasional quick reblog or queued post.

First, my four year relationship was ended out of the fucking blue by my now ex-fiancé over text literally in the middle of my preparations to move in with him so ALLLLLLLLLLLL of my stuff that had already been either stored up at his place or packed up to send had to be either mailed down to me or unpacked.

So I had to essentially put my whole room (and my whole life) back together from scratch, so that was fun. 🥴

Then we started renovating our house, which has been an on-and-off thing due to conflicting schedules.

Then I started working 2 jobs to pay off my car and my student loans (both of which I'm still paying 💀).

Then the dog who I was taking care of died (he was very old and in pretty bad shape so we kinda saw it coming tbh).

Then my mom was in a major car accident that resulted in her becoming hospitalized, bedridden, and currently, fully disabled.

Now I'm working full-time at the restaurant and when I'm not doing that, I'm helping my mom out at home because she needs a lot of assistance with making meals and cleaning up around the house, taking care of our two dogs, etc.

Then my aunt died after being hospitalized for her health issues and we have been at her house whenever possible to go through her things and get the house itself ready for eventual sale.

So as you can see, my life has been insane lately and I barely have time to eat and sleep, let alone read, research, and write like I used to when I was not working and not acting as a free, live-in aid for my mother.

I love and appreciate you all, and I can't thank you enough for all the support you've given me! 💖💖💖

TLDR: Know that I AM still working on FOF but it will probably take awhile for any new chapters to come out bc of the way my life is at the moment.

Your reblogs, replies, tags, asks, and comments on my work mean the absolute world to me and it warms my heart to know that there's other people out there who love and enjoy the story I'm writing and its characters as much as I enjoy writing them. 💖💖💖

[ask-davidhansen]

Okay well

Hi guys I hurt my arm yesterday and when I hurt it, it went completely numb and I can’t use my right hand which is my dominant hand (yay!!1!1!!1) so I can’t draw right now and I can’t go to the doctors because my mom said “they aren’t gonna do anything for you” so I’ll be a cripple until my arm heals by taking natures course 🙄🙄

[xandra-warrior-princess]

Me rn, writing my lil WW2 Era story like

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Frank John Hughes just showed up as the perp on the episode of NCIS I'm watching & I just involuntarily yelled "William Guarnere" like a disappointed mother scolding a misbehaving child 😭😭😭

[xandra-warrior-princess]

And to celebrate the end of Pride Month, the Duffer brothers have generously revamped a new version of homophobia just for us 🥴

[xandra-warrior-princess]

Let the Music Play

{I was tagged by the lovely @olivverqueenn; Go check them out! Their blog is amazing! :) }

Directions: You can tell a lot about a person by the music they listen to. Put your MP3 player, itunes, Soitify, etc. on shuffle and list the first 10 songs, then tag 10 people! No skipping! 

NOTE: So I did this via iHeartRadio because I don’t download music because my phone has like zero space left. Because I did it on iHeartRadio, I had to skip because a lot of channels give you songs you’ve never listened to, so I just hit skip until I’d seen a song that I’ve actually listened to so you guys really get to know what I actually listen to versus what iHeartRadio thinks I want to listen to. Just an FYI.

1.) “Jamie All Over (Acoustic version)” by Mayday Parade

2.) “All Again For You” by We the Kings

3.) “Tell Me I’m A Wreck” by Every Avenue

4.) “Mr. Right” by A Rocket to the Moon

5.) “Safari” by J. Balvin

6.) “I Write Sins Not Tragedies” by Panic! At the Disco

7.) “Give Me Your Hand (Best Song Ever)” by the Ready Set

8.) “Hall of Fame” by the Script feat. Will.i.am

9.) “The Phoenix” by Fall Out Boy

10.) “Rhythm of Love” by the Plain White T’s

I tag @hella-gaybe , @acciopevensie, @multiplefandomsblog, @i-just-wanna-ahs-okay, @julismythmusic, @hpimaginethat, @formyfandoms, @goblackhatwithme, @untexting and anyone else who wants to do this.

[xandra-warrior-princess]

I never realized just how inconveniently-placed my nose was until I got it pierced 💀 I accidentally bump this stupid little diamond like 3 times a day just going about my life

[xandra-warrior-princess]

Physically, I'm here but mentally, I'm standing on a table, threatening my mental illnesses with a baseball bat