#amber probs

[hemmingsismypenguin]

Life is hard.

I just feel like lying in my bed and crying but I have to run errands and go back to the dorms which I hate and wow this sucks. My best friend told my other best friend how she basically treated me like a charity case for almost all of our friendship and I don't even have time to cry about it. Fuck.

[hemmingsismypenguin]

i have my first test in a college lecture tomorrow and i don't think i actually know anything but instead of studying i'm on tumblr so oops

[hemmingsismypenguin]

why do guys have to be so damn confusing

[hemmingsismypenguin]

why do I feel the most alone when I'm with a group of people

[hemmingsismypenguin]

we are only 3 days in and college is stressing me out so much all I feel like doing is throwing up and not living so yay for new beginnings :))

[hemmingsismypenguin]

so I’m going on a week long church trip and we get back in time for 11am church on August 2nd and 5 hrs away 5sos have a show that same night so I’m trying to talk my mom into letting me and a friend drive right after church to the concert and idk if it’s gonna work but I could get 23rd row tickets for $120 a piece

[hemmingsismypenguin]

every single morning

Me: *physically getting in the shower* Mom: *yells into bathroom* Are you getting into the shower? I was just getting in. Me: uh yeah *takes shower and gets out* Mom: *still laying in bed watching tv*

[hemmingsismypenguin]

I’m tired because I’m not happy but I’m not happy because I’m tired.