#ames.txt

[redbullseb]

the days i spent crawling hands and knees through getty images and the late motorsport images (rip 1895-2024) have led to an online footprint so inconceivably widespread that i'll see one of my edits randomly on twitter with the watermark intact and wonder just how many eyeballs have glanced off the letters "xoames," even for half a second. does that make me a ghost of sorts? is my 20-yr-old self immortalized in pixels that portray the greatest love of my life? not to rhapsodize but it makes me feel Funny inside that little bits of my heart, lovingly placed in every colouring change, are sprinkled across hard drives and servers and phone photo albums. i can't believe i thought about giving up today and cried over my life when my love literally endures space and time. sebastian vettel forever

[ameserly]

I came out to my mom the other day. It wasn't planned; honestly I had expected to stay closeted until they day both my parents were dead. But she was being vulnerable with me, honest about how hard things have been lately with my dad, that I couldn't keep it in anymore. I told her I had something to say, something I needed her to take seriously.

She said, "what, that you want to be a boy?"

She knew. She'd recognized my tells and figured it out. Even though there are things she doesn't understand, things she needs to unlearn, she accepts me and is doing her best to understand. I bawled as I thanked her for not throwing me away and told her my name.

[calikoghost]

Hey I don’t know who needs to hear this tonight, but your life doesn’t need to have a purpose or a spark to be worth living. You don’t need to have it all figured out, and it’s okay if you never do figure it out. Just you being here is enough.

[watchpartygc]

[gran-r]

jveux vraiment come out à mes parents mais je choke tellement à chaque fois pis ça commence à me rendre anxieuse af✌

[cibolasburn]

college campus gothic is burning a giant effigy of your rivals on the field in front of hundreds of chanting students

[redbullseb]

hii as some of you may know i've been shadowbanned on my other acc for three months now and life has been a Whirlwind so i'm taking shelter here for a bit. quick updates since it's been like almost 3 yrs since i dropped one of those here:

i'm one (1) exam away from finishing my second yr of law school !!

starting baby's first big boy office job in less than a month which is Crazy! (if i don't get detained at the border for the crime of being asian and canadian :P)

recently i have gone absolutely nuts over tom hardy and it's clinical. (though ofc he is nowhere near seb on my ranking of White Men Of All Time)

somehow i've also reached my health nut home pilates princess evolutionary form which i didn't think existed in the amesdex but the human body is a miraculous creature

anyway i hope u folks have been doing well (or as well as possible given global Circumstances)! sending hugs and energy out to u all 🫶

[ameserly]

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