Sep 21, 2023
out of character for my obsession to have tilted so rapidly and completely towards shiv roy tbh history is any time theres an annoying tortured or domineering elder sibling i study them like a bug and develop only passing affection and understanding towards the younger
#do usually lean more sympathetic towards younger siblings though so. that part tracks#but the fact that foremost the interesting aspect of kendall to me is his rship w shiv. when in many ways hes literally me. unprecedented#i mean he is the character i think about the most after shiv but. none of this is for the familiar/typical reasons. its weird succession is#my favorite show undoubtedly but also such an outlier in terms of how i approach/view my feelings abt characters and how i let them affect#analysis. anyway#mirror traps#shiv roy#they should invent a tagging that doesnt show up to anyone but the mutuals. i need an archive but at what cost