ngl it does feel really bad to find out that way, i dont blame anyone for doing what they gotta do tho. i think it was cuz of me and my issues, still feels bad tho
it feels even worse when it started with once again someone reaching out to me and im apprehensively like "okay, i hope i can be a good friend" and the response is "youll be fine! dont worry" but then it ends like, it has consistently the past 3 years now :u
i do legitimately want to be a good friend to ppl but i have a lot of issues that makes it difficult













