(Rant) You have been warned
I know there’s a lot of things that will hurt a person- A cut, a bruise, a broken bone- but I don’t think anythings hurts more then a broken heart after being betrayed, manipulated, and lied to by a person you hold extremely close. And I mean REALLY close.
I trusted someone whom I loved and held dear. I gladly and willing helped them in a time of need to only have them turn around and pierce a knife in my back and twist.
They blatantly lied to my face, saying things were going to get better, but only made it worse.
They justified their actions by telling the world that they were in the right.
They’re manipulating others into thinking that I’m wrong, and that my anger is uncalled for.
Why don’t you grow some balls and give them the full story, rather then showering them with sugar-coated half-truths that makes you look like the tragic hero?
You’ve lost my respect and trust for good. It’s literally all because of them I have an EXTREMELY hard time trusting people in certain aspects.
They’ve broken my heart, my willingness to help them in the future, and shattered my trust. They’ve disappointed me on a numerous of occasions and have slowly chipped away their place in my heart until there’s nothing more then a small shard hanging by a thread. But fortunate for them, it won’t break. It can’t break. As hard as I may try to rip it out, I’d be missing an important part of my life. So unfortunately for me, you’ll always be there.
But there will be walls between us. I will never help them again. I will never trust them again. I will always be disappointed in all the mistakes they’ve made toward me and will never be able to wipe it from my mind and will always find it hard to forgive them, as I haven’t even now.
And I will always find it unfortunate that I love them the way I do.