#and i keep thinking i am just...not...good...enough

[forgettable-au]

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* I-I don't think we were talking about the same thing...

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[orcelito]

Honestly it rly is frustrating that the dominant discussion in the trigun tag has been primarily people bashing on trigaze for being imperfect (when tbh so many of its imperfections were due to the severe time and production constraints they were working under). So Many People saying that trimax is the "superior" version (it's my favorite too, but that's an incredibly subjective thing that you shouldn't be making sweeping statements about!). And so many people NOT actually fucking talking about trimax!

It's just like. So you hate trigaze. Okay. What *do* you like, then? Why do you keep focusing on hate-watching this show and posting mean things about it and its fans online? It makes you angry. Okay. Maybe you should try to redirect yourself. Focus on something you DO like. If you claim to love trigun, then talk about what you DO like about it instead of making all the rest of us miserable!!!!

Toxic fans, the lot of you. I've long been a trimax fan, even though I watched Stampede first (right when it first ended). Trimax was my Life. My beautiful baby of a fic, the love of my life, In the Next Life (that has been on indefinite hiatus but shhhh) is a trimax-only fic in terms of canon events (with bits of dashes of 98 and tristamp put in to fill in some blanks for flavor). Fueled by the love and adoration I had for the manga. Right now? Fuck man, right now I'm so sick of you toxic trimax fans, it almost makes me not wanna engage with your shit and my own fic that I love, because I'm SICK of thinking about how you've all been acting. And the worst offenders of this won't see this, because I've got you all blocked, but I'm still yelling it to the void. Because I'm frustrated. Very deeply frustrated. Trigaze is over, so hopefully you toxic assholes will leave us be and go on your way. But it still feels like there's a wound there in the fandom. And there probably will be for a long time. Whether you like the new anime or not, that was never an excuse to treat people as awfully as you all did. I personally encountered several instances of harassment and/or shit talking about this all, and I'm just a relatively average blogger who's written a few things people like and who's been pretty outspoken about this all. If I'd tried to engage more directly, I probably wouldve gotten more harassment! Since, again, I've been blocking all the worst offenders of this. Yet even then, I haven't seen peace.

Love and peace, guys. Love and fucking peace. You've forgotten the central message of the manga you claim to love, and it's really fucking sad.

[daftpatience]

my thing that i do is sometimes something really good comes out and we are all living in the moment with it im right there going WOW thats so awesome and i loved it so much that im gonna go pick up somethjing else to play with immediately????????????

[yearningpine]

hello!! no pressure to answer this one but could you do something about Lohen and sleep? (i feel like while he does prioritize sleep he will also absolutely skip it if the chase is interesting enough) and i hope you are doing well also here is a flower for your troubles 🌻

Once upon a time, Lohen dreamt of you.

In those dreams, you sat across from him and smiled without word. After all, in a dream, nothing could hurt you nor him.

“When will you come home?”

“I don't know. Maybe a month?”

The expedition took 5 years.

“Where are you going?”

“That's not up for me to decide. Where the grandmaster goes, all I have to do is follow.”

During the expedition, even Varka didn't know where he goes on most days.

“I'll miss you.”

“... I'll miss you too.”

... He missed you.

He missed you every time he rubs the ring on his right hand, remembering how he promised to slide it on your left ring finger once he came back from the expedition.

He missed you every time blood splatters onto his face, grimacing that there was no one left to wipe them away in his stead.

He missed you every time your face shows up in his dreams, every time your handkerchief falls out of his pocket, every time his head hurts trying to remember what your smile looked like.

The moment he stepped through the gates of Mondstadt for the first time in five years, up until the very moment you threw yourself into his arms and burst into tears— he still missed you.

“What took you so long to come back?!!”

“Heh, nice to see you too darling. I didn't know Mondstadt recently changed it's greeting for knights who are returning home after a long, tiresome journey.”

“Hnnggggg you know what I mean!! Stop avoiding the question!! 💢”

“Alright alright, easy~ I'll explain everything to you once I drop off all these letter, m'kay? Wait for me. This time, I promise it won't be long.”

“... It better not be.”

A small chuckle drags itself out of his throat after his eyes land upon the pout forming over your face (you're so cute, oh how he can't wait to tease you again in person again instead of in letters). At the same time, a pair of cold lips gently press between your pinched brows, loosening the wrinkles stretched over your forehead. Until a ghost of a smile forms over the knight's yearning expression.

“It won't. I'll make sure of it, this time.”

(Tonight, Lohen doesn't dream of you— not when you were sleeping in his arms, no doubt dreaming of him instead. Otherwise, why would he be awake?

He can't wait to propose to you tomorrow.)

[starscream-is-my-wife]

Ok I understand why sparkling ocs are so popular designing one is addicting

Alt forms/ adult designs under the cut

So when he's littler he can be a Nissan atla, they're pretty cute, but reaching adulthood he'd be a Nissan big thumb, and getting a mod to have a trailer too.

Optimus only has a flat bed so Im doing the old reliable transformer design of putting stuff u don't know how to fit into the back. If he diddnt have a trailer, the bed sides could just be a part of his legs but he modded to have wings so he can get used to the weight distribution easier.

Big thumbs are 12 feet tall, G1 Optimus is a Freightliner making him also 12 feet, and G1 Ratchet is a Nissan cherry vanette, which are almost 6 feet (5"10 to be exact)

I thought that the big thumb would be a bit smaller then Optimus but damn, Ratchet is gonna have to deal with 2 giant trucks.

[lunarriviera]

"I just want to be one of you guys, I don't want to be left out. It feels really bad!" [Fei Du, imitating Lang Qiao except making it deliberate amateur-hour sajiao]

[rattusrattus3]

You know when you’re reading(or listening to audiobook of) classic lit and it’s like OHHH THIIS IS SO GOOD and it’s like . Yes . Popular things are often popular for a reason. 🙃

[pixlatedvampire]

Someone come help me kill my ghoul and skeleton so I can have Ragnvaldr and Cahara in my party