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covid stop having pools be closed challenge

#I AM GAINING SO MUCH WEIGHT #body image cw #i had to stop running bc my ankles and knees were in agony bc i rlly need new orthodics/better shoes #so ive started biking #but swimming is really my fave workout #and lifting #(very small weights bc i am weak)#BUT THE GYMS ARE CLOSED #THE POOLS ARE CLOSED #THE BEACHES ARE CLOSED #thank GOD i still have my old bike from like 8 yrs ago and it still is functional #and yet i KEEP EATING #im hungy constantly but SO MUCH WEIGHT #and i ONLY hold weight in my stomach apparently #so it just looks AWFUL #i cant wear half my clothes #i fear for autumn when i have to wear my button ups again and nothing FITS #gosh i wish i was a petite conventionally attractive white girl #im like the offbrand whiteish short but stocky knockoff model

New work schedule for the fall means more hours in what's hopefully a better arrangement than I've had before, so more energy will be a thing. Knowing thise I went ahead and dove (pun intended) back into a full workout schedule. I feel like getting all the initial pain over with at the same time will be better in the long run but as I can't currently feel my legs we'll see how big of an idiot I am next week XD

#i love swimming #and lifting #thats what i keep telling myself XD