#andyspeaks

[songbirdpyka]

Hey..it's one of your mutuals..um..I have a crush on you hehe

So, if I hadn't seen this get sent to another mutual of mine, I probably woulda been flattered and let ya down gently. As it is, :P

[songbirdpyka]

HOLY SHIT THOUGHTS

OH MY GODS I KNOW WHY ANXIETY WAS UPSET AT THE END OF THE VIDEO ROMAN/PRINCEY COULD NEVER LET THOMAS DOWN BUT ANXIETY CAN NO WONDER HE WAS SO SHOCKED AT THAT "No?" "No..?" "No." HE HAS LET THOMAS DOWN BEFORE BY DOING HIS JOB RIGHT BUT THIS GUY THIS GUY WHO FAILED HAS NEVER LET HIM DOWN? OHHH MY GOOOODDDDSSSS

[arunaeofarol]

i wanna get to know the fucking world before i die

and also go to harry styles’ show in october because its my dream omfg whY cant i just sleep

[arunaeofarol]

its been a while since ive been here its like... i dont have much these days, everything keeps falling apart and i dont feel like i can count on anyone really  i want to escape so bad, so freaking bad  i dont wanna die because there are a lot of stuff i wanna do, so that makes me feel less shit, but still, i think it would be better if i wasnt here anymore??? i need something to make me feel worth fighting for

just god i cant 

[vanitiously]

Loooove feeling like my significant other has never wanted to see me in his life and that’s why he’s not seen me at literally every opportunity. So now because of that when he says he’s gonna see me at Easter, my brain goes: hah no he’s not, it’s gonna be like last Christmas. He’ll find a way out. So yup, that’s how it’s going and we’ve blocked each other bc nope rn.

[rockingalldayeveryday]

Not good

Had a bad meltdown prompted by a fight with my dad that led to me feeling like I had no control. I just cried, yelled, banged on the counter and when my dad didn’t seem to recognize my meltdown (my parents refuse to believe I have autism) I feel so frustrated I ran upstairs still crying and banged my head into the wall 3 times in an attempt to regain control ...my head still hurts

[rockingalldayeveryday]

I’m learning

To doubt myself less just because I don’t do everything typically associated with autism and to accept myself more!

[rockingalldayeveryday]

Yo! A bit about me

One of my special interests is Fullmetal Alchemist/Fullmetal Alchemist Brotherhood! Others are various shows/anime and YouTube things like vocaloid along with music and art! I can’t really handle large crowds or lots of voices without being able to tune it out with music! I’m not great with social interaction and I love to rock and shake my body around in private for fear of judgement! I’m barefoot a lot and love laying on the floor! Special shoutout to end this post goes to my awesome friend Mikey!