#andytheapplekin

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my kinlist is really funny actually. only place you can see andy the apple, sammy lawrence, marcy heathcliff, an au version of marcy heathcliff, isabelle animal crossing, shadow the hedgehog, the blue addison, spongebob, wally franks, and william afton in the same place. idk just funny to me. world's worst meetup.

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thinking about... my identity, i guess? who i am.

i'm not thomas. i never WAS thomas. i was always andy. but i know thomas was a part of me, a part i couldn't get rid of. not that i minded, he was nice, but like... hm.

but i'm also not andy. andy was always his own person. sure, i possessed him from time to time, but... i wasn't him. i never was him.

at the start, when i was figuring things out, i thought i was just thomas, but... no? apparently i had my own life as andy. i wasn't just an avatar for mr. eastwood, i was my own person?

and like... where does andy end and thomas start? how many of my memories from being in the game come from me being andy? me being thomas? is there overlap? there's probably overlap.

just thinking out loud. so weird being a guy who's haunted by a ghost AND also being said ghost, haha.

- andy the apple/thomas eastwood (#💫🪓🎶)

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laying on my back. i'm both excited and nervous for the release of chapter 2 of andy's apple farm when we get it. like... it's gonna be great seeing myself and my friends again! we're gonna say and do new things! it's gonna be so cool! and i wanna see all the new people too! especially excited to see pierre, it's so neat seeing another fruit!

but also... what if i don't remember anything from it? what if my memories aren't anything like the real thing? if my memories are different from what i see when we get chapter 2, or i don't remember anything from chapter 2, am i still that andy? will all that new stuff feel... wrong?

i'm... probably just overthinking things... - -'

- andy the apple (#💫🪓🎶)

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i feel so bad for peter. not the weird, messed up one that chased me in the barn and ruined christmas that one time and was probably hellbent on making my life miserable, i mean like... peter himself. the peter i probably never got to meet. sometimes, i like to think about what he might've been like. was he a nice person? what did he do for fun? what were his interests? would he have been my friend? would we have liked each other? what would his job be? would he have even been like the rest of us?

just me thinking out loud, i guess.

- andy the apple (#💫🪓🎶)

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canon holidays!

everyone would always come over to my house on christmas! we did typical christmas stuff, like decorate the tree i had and bake cookies, and we always did secret santa! everyone was pretty great at getting gifts, i always loved what everyone picked out for me! except that one year of course, that one was... hm. not a fun one, that's for sure. i think everyone kinda... noticed the human skull in the box claus handed me... yeah. he told me after that it wasn't supposed to be that though! he gave me the right gift after, it was a book about flowers! i vividly remember that, it made me pretty happy! and it was a nice change of pace from what happened beforehand...

we would also decorate the farm sometimes! putting up lights on the trees and fences, little decorations on the barn, that sort of thing! it always looked so pretty all lit up! sometimes people would come by to check it out! i think we offered something like a lights show? it was pretty cool! ^^

if any of my friends see this, happy holidays! i hope you guys have a nice winter! i love you all! /platonic

- andy the apple (#💫🪓🎶)

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so funny to me that the line where claus offers me an apple is supposed to probably be out of pocket but! i DID eat apples, actually! i mean, we did all live on an apple farm so it makes sense, right?

anyways yeah, i ate apples pretty frequently. never the red ones, that always felt a little TOO weird to me, but any other ones were fair game! so that could be why i've been wanting apples for the past few days...

and we grew other fruit too! cherries and pears, obviously, but i also remember blueberries being one of them! oranges too, i think. so it wasn't like we were all just living off apples! that'd be silly, haha ^^

and there was other food too! it's just that fruit was the most prominent one i remember, since again, i lived on an apple farm!

- andy the apple (#💫🪓🎶)

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AUGH I MISS MY FRIENDS!!!! I MISS THEM ALL SO MUCH!!!! IT'S SO WEIRD BEING SEPARATED FROM THEM!!!! especially melody!!! melody was my best friend!!! her n i did almost everything together!!! it's soooo weird not having her with me!!!

i hope everyone else is okay... again i really miss them all...

IF ANY OF MY FRIENDS ARE READING THIS HI!!!!! IT'S ANDY!!!!! I MISS YOU GUYS SO MUCH!!!!! and uh... i'm also really really sorry! ,:[

- andy the apple (#💫🪓🎶)

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