#angeldogkin

[angeluscanis]

hi

[angel-dog]

@everyone who's GHSkin:

I hope ur doing well and I hope you all find your cannon mates soon!! ☄Best wishes!!☄

[d0gbite]

pair of earrings my girlfriend gave me for my birthday :)

i LOVE them!! i LOVE that they are angelic! they make me feel angelic when i wear them, like having wing ears and sparkles :)

my partner specifically chose them because they said i told them i wanted more angel-themed accessories. i don’t remember saying this, i must’ve made an offhand comment once and they remembered, but they’re so right. i’m so happy that they embrace my nonhumanity and see me as both angelic and a dog just because i said i am. i’m so happy they believe me. the joy i feel over being seen as angelic in their eyes is immense. i am euphoric and i love them <3

[d0gbite]

recently my angelic identity, which used to be mainly cyber/digital based (otherlink) has been merging with my church grim identity. at the moment they feel veeeerrry similar in a way that isn’t always easy to tell apart.

i think i may be angelic in a church grim sort of way. like yes i am a big black dog but i am also from the heavens and i am also connected to the christian church and i am also holy and i used to lead spirits to the afterlife. they used to feel so different to me but now they feel so alike, in a way that surprises me that i’ve never seen it before.

i do think i still have my cyberangel link identity. but. i’ve accidentally developed another, involuntary, angelic identity along the way. i am now possibly multiple types of angel.

one digital and trapped, one holy and traditional, one canine and feral.

[d0gbite]

i love being an angelic dog. angeldog ,,, literally me. i don’t consider myself an angel in the typical or traditional sense, but i am inherently angelic. inherently canine.

i am unholy and a sinner and a wild animal and angelic. i am both and i love it. i love being a contradiction, an enigma, a paradox.

i feel unholy and sacrilegious due to being a church grim, and it is highly connected to religious trauma. i was once holy, i was once pure; i am no longer. im a church grim who is lost, who has no graveyard to watch over anymore. i don’t need one. they would consider me a sinner, a traitor; i consider myself free.

and yet i’m still angelic. some part of that persists. there is no me without being angelic, there is no me without being a church grim, there is no me without being a dog, there is no me without being unholy. i revel in being then all at once. they are all connected, all related in my core being.

as a church grim, i am an angeldog. a black dog who wanders the streets at night. you can’t see my wings, but they are here. you can’t feel my divine presence, but i am here. i am angeldog in every sense of the word you could possibly imagine.

another addition to @skylargoesbark’s alterhuman new year’s resolution posts. i know it’s pretty late, oops. but i still wanted to talk about being a church grim in this way, it’s important to me:)

[angeluscanis]

kinsona .. mhm yes

[angeluscanis]

ack ! it’s blinding !!!

took a picture w / my favorite star projector ! ofc the image is edited to be a lil more vibrant

｀･ω･)9

[angeluscanis]

MY PAWS CAMEB IN IM SO HAPPY

THEY HAVE SQUEAKERS IN THEM AHAHHH