My psychiatrist: well, it's been a year, and we don't necessarily think that this medication does anything? So, I think it's good to try to stop. Hey, let's put you on a stimulant instead~
Me 2 or so months later: *is experiencing dysphoric mania and is being crippled by my OCD* so in conclusion, absolutely everyone to ever exist is a bad person. No matter how good your intentions are, you are a bad person. But you know, even if I know everything I am is bad, I still have to make sure everything I say is 100% morally correct and 100% factually correct. Everything I do is morally correct, but emotionally wrong, so therefore, everything and everyone in existence is just bad. And you know what? I don't deserve people in my life, and no one in existence deserves to have anything really. Everyone is always eternally suffering, and those who believe in an afterlife think people suffer eternally, so. ¯\_ʘ‿ʘ_/¯
Guess this is just how it is. The world is bad. Everyone is bad. If you have thoughts you're bad. If you talk to people you're bad. If you look at people you're bad. If you exist you are bad. And that's just how it is.
My psychiatrist:
