I'm tired

Hi, 24, nb (they/them), osdd 1a system, part-time furry, lover of the devil's lettuce, and cat enthusiast

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Just moved, Mae hates it

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https://youtu.be/Zkalechxdzg

I did a comic for a song I really like

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https://drive.google.com/file/d/1lF-6g5-bquU1GoLMRw2j7rq6xHudoKAD/view?usp=drivesdk

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Here's me working on a sketch until I hate it

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A sketch I'll probably never touch ever again because the character I was drawing was based on someone who has since been an asshole to me, so. Fuck him. Why finish this doodle when he told me to kill my ESA kitty because I don't want to fuck him anymore. So. Yay.

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A drawing I started back in like, 2024, and then never finished because it was taking forever to get it through the, "I know it looks bad right now but trust me, trust the process, it'll be fine" and no. Nothing I did was making it feel fine. So. To the void of unfinished doodles it goes.

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I forgot to post this since it was supposed to be part of a bigger project I never finished and then like a year later I changed Dee's design. Whoops. Oh well. Still proud of this even if it does look rather wonky in some places. Still. Tis neat.

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Peace and love

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My psychiatrist: well, it's been a year, and we don't necessarily think that this medication does anything? So, I think it's good to try to stop. Hey, let's put you on a stimulant instead~

Me 2 or so months later: *is experiencing dysphoric mania and is being crippled by my OCD* so in conclusion, absolutely everyone to ever exist is a bad person. No matter how good your intentions are, you are a bad person. But you know, even if I know everything I am is bad, I still have to make sure everything I say is 100% morally correct and 100% factually correct. Everything I do is morally correct, but emotionally wrong, so therefore, everything and everyone in existence is just bad. And you know what? I don't deserve people in my life, and no one in existence deserves to have anything really. Everyone is always eternally suffering, and those who believe in an afterlife think people suffer eternally, so. ¯⁠\⁠_⁠ʘ⁠‿⁠ʘ⁠_⁠/⁠¯

Guess this is just how it is. The world is bad. Everyone is bad. If you have thoughts you're bad. If you talk to people you're bad. If you look at people you're bad. If you exist you are bad. And that's just how it is.

My psychiatrist:

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Got gotted by the kitty

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Got some beyblades, hot damn are they fun

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