i relate to erik lehnsherr sm bc i too, am in love w charles xavier, have had a fucked up childhood, love disappearing and leaving everything behind, and most importantly, am utterly tired of the entirety of homosepians' shit, regardless of race and gender and sexuality.
we all suck. we really do. all the shit going on all around the world. all the innocent lives taken, destroyed, dreams shattered, years gone, because we can. we fucking suck my pals. everyone is making someone's live a misery, not giving a single fuck, NOT A SINGLE FUCK. we kill bc we don't have the same set of beliefs and opinions, same amount of melanin in our skin, same gender identity, same chromosomes, aren't attracted to people with the chromosomes that the other's attracted to, for where on the fucking planet we first breathed, or to just get more of some shit from the imaginary and deeply fake systems we created for ourselves centuries ago (political standing, money, reputation, etc.) we let ourselves do that and we fucking suck for this.
and i genuinely hate us.