Feb 26, 2013
Manipulation
I'm so easy to use. To manipulate. I'm ok when you're drunk. Lonely. High. Desiring. Pissed off. Guilty. When is someone going to want me when they're happy? In love? I hate that I'm connotated with pain. That I'm so easy to use. I see what you're doing. Why don't I change it? people except the love they think they deserve That's what eating disorders do. They reveal ones true view of themselves. Recovery says we are better than this. . Sometimes, I think even recovery lied to me