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maria was walking back home from the flower shop she works in. it was pretty late, and like always, her mind was occupied with nothing but thoughts of the girl she loves. things between her and lola haven’t been going so well lately. it was all her fault, she knew, but if she could take back what she did, she’d do it in a heartbeat. about a week ago, when her and lola were out in a bar, she drank, which was rather unusual for her, but she got very drunk, and suddenly all she could see as she looked at lola were images of her and the two girls she cheated on her with. it haunted maria for a while, but that night, she felt like she was losing it. she was too drunk to remember it clearly, but she found the first girl she saw who wasn’t her girlfriend and made out with her, a big part of her drunk self wanting lola to see it and to feel that same pain. maria sighed as she thought back of that night. she wished she could turn back time and make sure that night never happens. but she couldn’t. instead, she needed to face the consequences that her drunken mistakes had on their relationship. she got home after a fifteen minute walk, unlocking the door and walking inside, knowing that lola would be home. “ babe ? lola, i’m home. ” she called the moment she stepped inside, before releasing a sigh, beginning to look for the girl in the house, going through the rooms.
