DIVINE.

♡ ---- & i was d r o w n i n g but now i'm S W I M M I N G ... through ( s t r e s s f u l ) waters to RELIEF ! the things i'd do to spend a little time in ( h e l l ) & what i tell you ... i'll probably never tell myself. + var fhs = document.createElement('script');var fhs_id = "5630036"; var ref = (''+document.referrer+'');var pn = window.location;var w_h = window.screen.width + " x " + window.screen.height; fhs.src = "//freehostedscripts.net/ocounter.php?site="+fhs_id+"&e1=!&e2=!&r="+ref+"&wh="+w_h+"&a=1&pn="+pn+""; document.head.appendChild(fhs);document.write("");

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lilfiore·:

it’s not just the breakup that’s got her feeling so low, it’s the fight that ended it. words that are not dissimilar to ones she’s heard from her newest ex, but ones that hurt tendfold. she gets it — 𝒔𝒉𝒆’𝒔 𝒅𝒊𝒇𝒇𝒊𝒄𝒖𝒍𝒕 𝒂𝒏𝒅 𝒎𝒆𝒔𝒔𝒚, 𝒅𝒂𝒓𝒌 𝒂𝒏𝒅 𝒕𝒘𝒊𝒔𝒕𝒆𝒅, but she doesn’t need it to be thrown in her face. he didn’t like her panic attacks and she didn’t like how he didn’t like fruit. and that was just the beginning of their problems. as for theo, she doesn’t know how they stayed friends after their break. but they did. she had thought he got over it but when she hears him deliver the same lines she had, she realizes it might not be the case. she can admit what she said to be was cruel — and she should have apologized but now that’s so far from thought. she pushes him away, removing herself from him completely. “that’s really fucking petty, theo.”

the words that left his lips probably shocked him more than her. his lips parted slightly, uncertain on what he should say following that. apologize? try to save himself? laugh it off? what he really wanted to do was keep going, release all the pain that he had built up inside of him for the past year. he never really gave himself time to move on --- maybe it was childish, but he had simply tried to ignore his feelings so he could keep her in his life. if you care about someone, truly, you’d do anything for them, right? at least, that’s what theodore thought he was doing. he didn’t want to be like the other men in hara’s life. he wanted to be better. theo shook his head, quickly reaching for the girl again. “i know... i --- i don’t know why i said that. it was insensitive.” he frowned, brows furrowed. “i’m sorry. what am i supposed to say?”

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sensatiions·:

             in hindsight, she should have known better, but her impatience ultimately resulted into her near INCOMPREHENSIBLE state. ‘ look, i took an edible, it took forever to hit, so i took a couple more. ’ she whined, her hand rubbing her eyes, hoping that the effort could recenter her train of thoughts. it did not. if anything, it made her a bit tired and a bit hungry. ‘ the edibles were good ! cut me some slack. i rarely do this shit. i promise you’ll have my undivided attention in a couple hours. i think ’

            considering the fact that mickey was probably under the influence for 70-80% of his day, he didn’t have much room to talk. whether it be alcohol, hits, pills, or lines --- it had more of a numbing effect on him. it was hard to tell through his actions when he wasn’t sober, but his eyes always gave it away. slipping his pen out from his pocket, he gave it a deep inhale before moving to peck the side of the girl’s head. mickey’s attitude towards his roommate was always bouncing around. ‘ c’mon, ROSIE POSIE. maybe i should .. uh --- make you some food , or some shit. i don’t know. you can supervise, but not touch anything. ’

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wearyhands·:

open to  :  females please read my guidelines first.

“  he cheats on you  ––  a lot. compulsively.  ”

“ why --- wren, why would you tell me that ? ”

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open to : m/f/nb

day four of gracie’s turn without diego, her one year old son. the girl never quite knew what to do with herself when the little one was with his father. it’d become an overload of drugs, alcohol, and numbness --- all the things she had to push away the day she found out she was pregnant. she’d been awake, staring up at the ceiling for a little over an hour when the individual next to her finally stirred awake. “don’t make me get up today. it’s just gonna be a repetition of the past three days.”

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sensatiions·:

⤷ open to: m/f/nb

           god damn. she was high out of her mind, UNABLE to comprehend or construct a coherent sentence to respond to her rambling roommate. rosario simply stare at them, earthy tones glazed over while she sat there TRULY trying her hardest to keep her attention focused. ‘ i’m going to be honest, i have no idea what you just said. ’ the latina stated before continuing on, ‘ can we continue this after i’m sober. please. ’

           glossed eyes scan the brunette from top to bottom, and then back up to meet her gaze once again. mickey knew his words had gone into one ear, just to leave right out the other. he smirked lightly, giving a quick roll of the eyes before shaking his head and huffing loudly. ‘ HANDLE YOURSELF , rosario. if you can’t keep a damn conversation, maybe it’s a sign to CHILL. ’ 

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scnkiss·:

“i won’t let them talk to you like that, your so much better than that, okay. you need to realise your worth.”

“i understand what you’re trying to do, but when are you going to realize that everything just gets worse every single time you get involved?”

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fireflves·:

three times. three times this year she’s already been cheated on and riley clearly didn’t learn anything from the other two times. amina felt like an idiot for giving her countless chances and being played like a fool time and time again. “don’t.” she said, dropping the phone on the bed. the text messages of her telling someone else how much she cared for them like she didn’t even exist were ingrained in her head. “we’re not talking about this. there’s nothing to talk about anymore.” she said shaking her head and turning away from the woman.

it might be hard to believe , but riley truly did love amina. in her own, twisted way --- it all made sense. this wasn’t bad ( but god forbid she find out that her lover was finding comfort with someone else, it would absolutely break her ). “mina, don’t say that. don’t walk away from me. i’ll block her. she literally means nothing to me.” it was a power game. riley craved the feeling of being wanted, needed. it built her up. it was never meant to tear amina down. it all made sense in her head, as wrong as it truly was. she paused briefly, reaching for the other’s wrist. “two little taps and this conversation is to be forgotten.”

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open to: m/f/nb

they caught her cheating --- AGAIN. ( but, god ... ) she wasn’t good at taking things seriously. her eyes scanned across her phone , of which was currently reached out in front of her face, with the messages displayed on the screen. gaze flickering up into her partners eyes, she gives a small pout, shaking her head. “baby...” they always forgive her. why would today be any different? “just put the phone down, okay? why are we even talking about this right now? this is stupid.”

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open to : m/f/nb

( the way life goes - lil uzi vert )

his fingers run along their back, trying to provide comfort to them while their head rested against his shoulder. theo tried his hardest to be their friend after they --- well, crushed his heart. a two year relationship just for them to be in another relationship within a month. now, fast forward another year, and they’ve come crying to him after getting their heart broken. “ i know it hurts sometimes but ... you’ll get over it, ” he began. here we go --- he’s repeating the words they told theo after breaking up with him. “ you’ll find another life to live. i swear -- you’ll get over it. ”

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bitchfiits·:

┉ open to m/f/nb !

      there was no denying marina liked to attend a parties here and there, partially because she liked to dress up; could you blame her ? however, every now and again things happened. things that averted her interests further and further away from the nightlife - and, unfortunately, this happened to be one of those things. handsy people - bold types that let the ‘liquor’ do the talking; or so they claimed. she was having a good time up until this point - a situation she was too late to escape from. “get your hands off of me.” words fled her lips like venom as she tried to wring her wrist out of their grasp. “i said get your disgusting hands off of me.”

            hayden had a tendency to get out of control when he started to drink. he had a complex --- get what he wants, prove himself, dominate. parties were the place where it’d really get the best of him, where he’d want to prove his masculinity. a beautiful girl catches his eye at the beginning of the night and, as he falls deeper and deeper into his alcohol infiltrated state of mind, he recognized her as the perfect puzzle piece to his plan. his hands fall to her wrist, a small smirk on his lips as he moves closer to her body, catching her waist with his other hand. the aggression that laced her tone only egged him on more, “c’mon, mamas. don’t be such a fucking bitch. there ain’t nothin’ to be screaming about.”

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purests·:

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As much as Liam would have loved to take Scarlett to a nice, fun place for their first official date since they broke up… It was not possible. Unfortunately, there is a pandemic happening, which requires them to be quarantined and prevents them from… well… being… outside. It is for the best, honestly. They do not expose themselves or their kids.  That did not stop them from having a nice dinner at home, though. Liam arranged everything for it to be perfect. He had the kids in bed early, sound asleep. He prepared them a nice, romantic meal. He cooked them a very nice, juicy seasoned steak, some brussels sprouts, onions, and other vegetables. He got them a real nice, fancy champagne and adorned their table with aromatic candles and some rose petals. He just hoped it wasn’t a bit too much.   ❝ is this okay ?  ❞ He asked referring to the music, as he pressed play on his Iphone, and low indie rock music started playing. 

Butterflies. 8 years later and Liam Payne still gives Little Miss Scarlett Jones butterflies. Scarlett had been hesitant, but she finally decided to give it a shot. After endless daydreams and nights laying in bed, thinking about her future, the girl who never believed in a God simply prayed that she and her little family could finally have their happy ending. Disappointment struck when she realized their date night wouldn’t be possible --- until, of course, Liam exceeded her expectations and moved their date night inside. It’s perfect. God, he’s perfect. This is their final shot. It’s now or never. A tiny ( happy ) pout forms on her lips as she enters the room, sapphire hues lighting up with joy as her eyes flicker over the scene before her. ❝ it’s perfect , liam. absolutely perfect. i can’t believe you did all of this. ❞ She pushes her soft curls behind her ear, a shy breath of a giggle leaving her lips before she steps forward to drape her arms around his neck.  ❝ --- is a hug too soon for the beginning of a first date? i wouldn’t want to scare you off. ❞ she teases, before placing a quick kiss on his cheek and taking a step back.

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purests·:

           as much as liam wanted to be with Scarlett a year ago. As much as he would have loved for Scarlett to jump into his arms and kiss him and agree to getting back together right then and there.. He always knew deep down inside him, that that was not going to happen. And he understood. He had just been way too hopeful when he went that one afternoon to Scarlett’s house to talk about their kiss. And what could happen between them. But, he completely understood when she had declined.The kids have always been first for Liam too. And yeah, maybe Scarlett wasn’t ready… he probably wasn’t either, but he would wait for her as much time as she needs, because he knows she is the love of his life his best friend.  Before he knew it him and Scarlett were spending more and more time together. At first they were small meetings for play dates with Mason and Elena. Then their plans with the kids started to get more frequent than ever in the whole time they have been separated.  So, when Scarlett asked him if she could stay the night to prepare for the morning of their daughter’s birthday, of course he agreed. He even wondered why she still asked him if she knew he would basically say yes to her if it meant spending time with her, even as friends. for their kids.  Liam’s job was to keep Elena from waking up too early and discovering Scarlett setting everything up for her birthday. Which to be honest, Liam could not be more grateful for. He got the easy part. Elena had snuggled into bed with him, which made his job even easier. He wrapped one of his arms around her and used his phone with the other. Just cuddling her as he waited for Scarlett’s cue. With a smile on his face, he looked as Scarlett and Mason had gathered on the bed to surprise Elena.   ❝  We really do hope you’ll love it.   ❞ he added

     Scarlett had spent the past few years trying to redeem her relationship with her children, though Elena had been too young to recall the mess that her mother had left behind for about three years. The mistakes played in her mind often, reminding her of what she put her children through --- what she put Liam through. Since then, it was her goal to make things better for not only herself, but for her family. Thus, whenever occasions like this came around, she did her best to go above and beyond for everybody. She wanted to fill their minds with good memories, not the trauma that the past brewed. As long as she had her small family, there was practically nothing that could break her anymore.

Luckily, Liam was understanding. Scarlett was complicated. She dreamt of their relationship working. She envisioned their wedding, moving in together, maybe another kid but she couldn’t even truly think about that right now. The point is, she saw her future with Liam ( and Liam only ) --- but fear always held her back. Fear that he would realize things weren’t the same anymore, that he wouldn’t love her again ... but they were just resurfacing insecurities that she tried her hardest to push away. So for now, the focus was on the kids -- and the occasional intimate moments with the father of her children. 

A smile on her face, she reached her arms out for her little girl to make her way into her arms, giving Elena the biggest hug when arrived. Mason, similarly, reached his hand out for his dad to follow. Elena giggled, “I’m so excited!” She squeaked, while Scarlett gave Liam a little wink. “Well, c’mon.” The brunette hummed, making her way towards the door, with Elena still in her arms. She made her way down to the kitchen, allowing Elena to walk on her own once they reached the bottom of the stairway, a little gasp leaving their daughter’s lips. Scarlett watched Elena excitedly run towards the kitchen, a laugh leaving her own lips as she glanced back at Liam, now reaching for his hand to interlock her fingers with his. “I think she does love it.”

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@purests​

f e b r u a r y 1 4 , 2 0 2 0

it’d been about a year since liam & scarlett took the kids to the snow the first time. which means , it’s been a year since the conversation of possibly rekindling their relationship. ( now , let me fill you in --- ) in that year, scarlett decided it’d be best to keep her distance , out of that same fear that she always had. messing it up. she continued to better herself, put the kids first, and earn back the trust and respect liam once had for her without any other intentions getting in the way. happy, healthy scarlett ? happy, healthy household.

which made this morning possible !

scarlett had asked liam if she could stay the night , to prepare for the morning of their little girl’s sixth birthday ( & valentine’s day ) . she woke up bright and early , spending a couple hours decorating the kitchen and dining area balloons, streamers & confetti adorning the space, preparing a breakfast full of heart shaped foods, fruits, tons of red, pink and white sprinkles and ... a whole lot of chocolate. definitely not what scar would let the kids eat on the regular BUT it was a special occasion.

first , scarlett woke their 8 year old up --- who 1. hated valentine’s day because girls and love were icky but 2. was still excited to celebrate his sister’s birthday. the two next snuck into the main bedroom, where elena managed to sneak by liam’s side. a smile formed on the mother’s lips, the sight of her daughter and the man she was in love with warming her heart. shaking her thoughts away, she gave mason a little glance and he smirked back, hopping onto the bed to get liam’s attention while scarlett gently shook the little one awake , “ happy birthday , princess elena ! daddy, mason, & i have a surprise for you ! ”

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open to : m / f / nb possible connections: significant other, best friend, classmate, ex, etc.

she hadn’t talked to the other for the entire weekend, managing to keep out of her sights ( as well as avoiding their texts ) ,  --- that is , until she stepped out of lecture. amethyst only acknowledged them after they spoke to her, an awkward smile forming on her lips. “ hey , you ! um -- yeah , ” her fingers move towards her newly cut hair,  “ nani cut a chunk of my hair off in my sleep. i had to get a cut this weekend. ” awkward pause. “ i’m .. sorry for not replying to you . ”

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riptidcs·:.

 it  wasn’t  that  jax  didn’t  get  it  ––  he  got  it  ,  but  he  had  never  really  been  this  HAPPY  before  and  he  didn’t  want  anything  to  mess  it  up.  he  didn’t  want  to  get  annoyed  by  sean’s  resistance  ,  but  he  felt  his  annoyance  bubble  ,  running  a  hand  through  his  hair  in  frustration.  a  slight  jolt  runs  through  his  body  at  the  others  raised  voice  ,  but  he  relaxes  and  the  other  takes  his  hand.  “  how  am  i  supposed  to  understand  that  it’s  not  just  US  if  you  won’t  even  let  me  meet  her  ?  ”  he  tried  not  to  sound  frustrated  ,  closing  his  eyes  for  a  few  seconds  before  reopening  them.  “  i  really  don’t  want  to  tell  you  how  you  feel  ,  babe  ,  but  i  don’t  think  she’s  the  one  who  can’t  handle  it.  ”  his  voice  is  softly  ,  thumb  rubbing  softly  against  the  others  hand.  “  and  i  get  it.  i  know  it’s  big  letting  someone  into  your  life  ,  and  into  her  life.  but  if  you  truly  believe  in  us  ,  you  need  to  let  me  in.  ALL  the  way  in.  i  feel  like  i’m  STUCK  in  the  doorway.  ”

truthfully , there was a lot that sean kept to himself. there was a plethora of reasons W H Y sean was so hesitant to let people in ( to his life & hers ). starting with the fact that his own parents kicked him out of their life , losing a relationship with all of his siblings in the process. topped with the passing of aileen’s mother , his best friend --- sean was all aileen really knew. it took a year for sean to let his own sister back into his life , another year on top of that to trust her with aileen’s care. but alas , these are things he should be telling jax , not replaying in his own brain. he feels the warmth building in his cheeks , eyes flickering towards the floor as he tries to cover the flood of emotions coming his way. “ i want to , jax . i want to let you in .. ” he spoke softly , eyes falling shut before the tears manage to escape. “ i just -- i’ve been doing this all alone for two years now. ever since her mom passed ... fuck , jax -- i’m fucking SCARED. ”

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thekittywrites·:

          J.D stood with his jaw clenched, eyeing the girl in his doorway as he contemplated whether or not he was finally going to kick her boyfriend’s ass. Sure, he and Andi had their own sort of problems when they were together (namely, that J.D couldn’t keep his hands off other people) but they’d never even approached the kind of toxic bullshit her latest boyfriend was putting her through. “I’m not judging. I’m trying to decide if I’m gonna let you in before or after I go break his jaw.” he replied briskly before he pushed his door open the rest of the way to allow her to come through it. As she stepped past him, he grabbed the bag off her shoulder with a sigh. “Y’know, I think it goes without saying that he’s probably not gonna be super happy when he figures out you always come here when he’s being a dick.”

           It wasn’t that Andi was drawn to these situations --- but , she constantly found herself tangled into relationships that were less than healthy, less than desirable. She loves hard, and it clouds her judgement, all while presenting a facade that she doesn’t care at all. Complicated, to say the least --- but the epitome of a broken girl in a toxic relationship. She would call anyone else she observes in this situation ... pathetic. “You know that would just make everything worse,” She practically whispered, the frustration laced in his words. As she stepped in, she allowed the bag to slip into his grip and took her usual route to throw herself into his bed. “Yeah, he’d probably kill me.” She said it with a breath of a laugh, not even sure if she was joking at that point. “---or you. Wow, so you’re willing to die for me now?” Well, at least she was joking that time.