goldenrod
𝐁𝐎𝐓𝐀𝐍𝐈𝐂𝐀𝐋 𝐇𝐄𝐀𝐃𝐂𝐀𝐍𝐎𝐍𝐒 - does your muse believe in luck or fortune ? why or why not ? where do they believe these things come from ?
sil/co believes that everyone is in charge of their own fortune and luck. he used to pray to janna every single night as a child for something to eat for dinner. pray that his mother would make enough from the mines for them to get the hell out of zaun and forever live in piltover.
but none of those prayers ever came true. no one answered him back. he didn't hear a voice in his head, didn't see any miracles. so he took matters into his own hands. and he has ever since.
per league lore, janna is an ancient and mysterious wind spirit who has come to protect the dispossessed of zaun. her presence is most often felt as a soothing breeze or a ferocious tempest.
given that wind doesn't really reach the depths of the undercity, he believes she just...isn't there. and is more of a fairytale that was made up to give the people of zaun some hope. and he grew up with that hope. but as a kid, he had to grow up faster than any child should have. and that's on ✨TRAUMA✨










