i just wanna say babe i love ur yanbestfreindxreader
i love whatever toxicity happening there
u write it soo scrumptiousssssssssssss
Ahhh babe, I love you, fr. Let me kiss you rn.
I've had a rough patch, but I'm slowly recovering. Knowing that there are people who genuinely appreciate what I write, even if it doesn't belong to a specific fandom, is really lovely to me. I want you to know that I really appreciate the time you took to write this message, and I hope that many beautiful things are happening to you now <3
I really love thinking about those two as well. It's as if they both have a rope that they can't stop pulling, except this one is actually around Reader's neck, and Ryan just enjoys watching how he can strangle you as much as he wants, and you're just going to see it as if he were placing a blessing on your head. ☆
I made some images on Picrew (I'll leave the link below so you can play with them if you want) about how I imagine Ryan, so I thought your message was the best option to showcase them <3
I really like to think that Ryan looked very androgynous as a child, and that he could easily be mistaken for a girl. I feel like he has this really sweet vibe because of his appearance, but his eyes are always empty and watching Reader. He can't feel things the same way as others, so he likes to see your expressions because it allows him to experience the world through your eyes. He knows how to manipulate people and fake emotions, but he doesn't care how others react, so he does it all for you. When he was a child, he also liked to wear hair accessories and pink clothes, just because it made him look more childish for you.
As he grew older, his clothes became a little more demure in terms of colors, but he still wears clothes with cute designs because he knows you like them. His eyes still seem empty most of the time, but he has become better at faking his smiles, so people don't usually notice too much those things that make him look a little less natural. He no longer wears hair accessories, but he has let his hair grow quite long, because he likes to go to your house in the mornings so you can braid his hair or do hairstyles for him. He thinks the longer the better, because that way you spend more time with him.
On the other hand, it's a little funny, because when he was a child he only had eyes for you. Now, to his regret, he has to take some time and observe other people, because he has realized that they have started to notice you, and he really doesn't want anyone to get too close.
He doesn't mind having a feminine appearance, and even finds it quite favorable. People tend to have their guard down around him, and that makes it easier to deal with people he doesn't like. That's also one of the reasons why he became more docile in the eyes of others as he grew up.
The only people who know how twisted he can be are you and his family.
Btw, this post is related to this.
(If the links don't work, please let me know so I can fix it!)