the scene of the crime, the bore of the bar

april | 20s | bisexual | she/her | my writing | my ao3 | my edits | my art | my ko-fi

[drmellking]

hi! i don't know how to start this post so i'll just get to the point. my grandpa died yesterday. it was kind of a sudden, since he was talking with me in the morning and then he went into surgery and next thing i know, the doctors were telling me he was braindead and there was nothing else they could do to help him.

i hate hate hate that i have to do this right now when i should be grieving in peace with my mom, but my grandpa was also the one that paid for the apartment we're currently living in and for most of our expenses. so now we have 20 days to find a new place that we can afford just me and my mom, we have to pay a million pesos (1k dollars ish) to just cremate my grandpa and look for jobs that will pay better than we have right now.

so yeah, i know everyone's going through a lot right now, but if you can donate anything or commission anything, i'd really appreciate it. i mainly draw for 911 and the pitt, but since i'm desperate, i'll draw for any fandom you want me to. the commissions, as always, is whatever you can pay.

my ko-fi <-

i'll leave a few drawings below for the people who might not know me:

and yeah, thanks for even reading this post! <3

[tlirsgender]

I am obsessed with fictional guys being really weird about each other. Hard at work in the plausible deniability mines. You know those pairings who would jerk each other off before they'd kiss

[gaynehollander]

I absolutely do not thing Ilya slept at all during their nap in Boston. He did not want to miss a moment that could be spent holding Shane in his arms, being allowed to feel Shane's steady breaths, getting to watch his profile while unobserved himself. He would have been content to stay there for hours. Just getting to have this, for the first time.

[semiconductiveshanehollander]

i think also ilya devoted a lot of the nap to keeping shane asleep!! i think he was making small adjustments to where his arms were whenever shane would shuffle so that he could be more comfortable, i think a car alarm went off down the road and shane made a small noise and ilya got to shush him so close to his ear that he was louder than the siren and stroked his stomach until shane’s breathing settled again. i think maybe shane twitched and kicked out his leg just a little too far off the bed that he started to tilt out of ilyas grasp and ilya used his foot to pull shane’s leg back under the covers and into the tangle of their calves. he gets to watch shane’s face scrunch up a little at his dream and then soothe him until it goes back into a blank slate. yeah no way he’s giving that up!!

[girlwhodoeskratom]

ok u caught me i’m stupid

[happilyhadesbound]

underrated ship dynamic is 'they deserve each other /derogatory'

[drmellking]

APRILLL I MISS YOU

I MISS U MOREEE ANGEL!!

[drmellking]

Glad you are doing okey 🫶🏼 also butchdiazs has a drive with the lastest season the other one im not sure also stupid question but um does working on a Disney cruise gives you a discount on Disney +? lol it just came to my mind

thank u!! and actually yess!! i have disney+ completely free and 6 passes for the parks for friends and family. plus discount on all disney shops and cruises <33

[drmellking]

life is good <333

[drmellking]

also btw guys does anyone know where i can download the last two seasons of 911??? i have eight hours of wifi, 70 of work a week and a dream 🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻

[drmellking]

Omg April hi how are you doing

im good!! cruise life is insane but i think i like it!! they're sending me to alaska in two months!!! and i have a vacation before that, so im excited!! <33

[drmellking]

hello friends, im alive!!

[greencreekwolf]

the days of begging and the days of theft

buddie | explicit | 51K | read on AO3

Bobby is a corpse. The mere thought is revolting. But it's the truth and it's all he can see. Rot covers the edges of Bobby, black and dark green, bubbling up beneath the skin near his ears and at his throat, coating his fingers so they look like they've been dipped in oil. Wrong wrong wrong. It beats like a pulse. A bloody rhythm. Bobby is a corpse. Wrong wrong wrong. Dead. Wrong wrong wrong. Alive. Wrong wrong wrong. Both. Wrong wrong wrong. or, bobby's ghost haunts buck and eddie

AO3 link

[greencreekwolf]

tags <3

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[leonkennedysprostate]

updated: for those wanting to help venezuelans these are the best general ways to go about it

cruz roja (red cross venezuela)

doctors without borders & world central kitchen

save the children (general campaign focused on venezuela)

+ the AFSC call to action (US)

[asteroidtroglodyte]

Hey so 2016 was 10 years ago how we feeling

[noctuamagna]

[thererisesaredstar]

U.S. Imperialism Get Out

Emory Douglas (1960s)

[homely-lunatic]

we need to talk more about the fandom experience of "I actually do like the idea of these two characters together and think it would have been an interesting direction for the show to have gone in, but unfortunately everyone who openly ships them is so exhaustingly unpleasant about it that it's barely even enjoyable to engage with the fandom at large anymore so the ship itself is now ruined for me"

[mismaxx]

What is the meaning of international law at this point when some countries are allowed complete impunity to do whatever they want without consequences