#ar eats

[quiet-and-unknown2]

Intro Post

Ar ☆ 20 ☆ He/him

Attempting Ana Recovery!!!

This is a vent blog, so I will talk about things like depression, sui ideation, sh and ana

I want my own tags 'cause they seem fun

#ar vents -> vents (block for tws of sh, si and ana)

#ar heals -> positive mental health posts

#ar has a life? -> personal, non mental health related thoughts

#ramblings from ar -> random thoughts

#ar eats -> wieiads

#ar sucks at photography -> my pictures

#ar's whimsical adventures -> my attempts of becoming more whimsical

#lovely people in ar's phone -> my moots

#ar loves to play -> tag games

#ar speaks to people -> asks

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What I eat in a day - Ana Recovery - 26/04/2026

Lunch: golden syrup flavoured porridge

Snack: fruit shortcakes, mini eggs, refresher and peanuts

Dinner: pasta with butter beans, carrots, pepper and tomatoes

Drink: energy drink

I dont think I'm doing too well at recovery. I barely had over 1,000 c@ls today, I felt like I had to get 10k steps in, I'm still tracking and weighing my food. Idk, I just don't think I'm really recovering yk, or at least doing the bare minimum and not really trying

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What I eat in a day - Ana recovery - 24/07/2026

Lunch: quorn turkey and stuffing and salad cream sandwich

Snack: cheese and onion crisps, prawn cocktail crisps and love hearts

Dinner: battered halloumi, vegetable spring rolls and chips

Snack: a rice cake with garlic and herb soft cheese, mini cheddars, 2 pringles, 2 shortbreads, love hearts, 2 cherries, 2 strawberries and biscoff spread from the tub

Drinks: hot chocolate

I was so hungry when I woke up that I felt so bloody nauseous. Like I actually thought I was gonna throw up, it was that bad (I didn't though thankfully)

I had a shower for the first time in a week (please be proud of me and not disgusted by that). I've just haven't had a lot of motivation to do anything really this week, and I've also felt too dysphoric to shower tbh. Like I haven't showered, my rooms a mess, all I've been doing mostly is watch TV or doomscroll. It's not like I'm feeling depressed or anything, I just have zero motivation and don't really feel joy in the things I love rn

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What I eat in a day - Ana Recovery - 17/04/2026

Lunch: tomato soup and a homemade flatbread thing

Snack: some cashews and chocolate

Dinner: quorn cocktail sausages, scrambled egg whites, chips, green beans, seaweed and tomato puree

Dessert: rice pudding

Drinks: latte, hard seltzer

I woke up feeling weird today, idk how to really explain it. I just didn't really feel real, like I was merely observing everything going on around me through a haze. Idk, but I just didn't feel like eating, I didn't feel like doing anything but sleeping for a week straight (or forever). I've had a few good mental health days recently, I should have known it wouldn't last. It never does

The flatbread thingy was pretty undercooked though, it was in the oven for 20 minutes and I just couldn't wait any longer lol. Still tasted good lol

I also don't have any sauces, hence why I used tomato puree instead of ketchup or anything

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What I eat in a day - Ana recovery - 11/07/2026

Breakfast: cheese on toast

Snack: love hearts and a few blueberries and raspberries

Lunch: quorn beef and coleslaw sandwich

Dinner: jacket potato with cheese, quorn fajita fillets, salad and coleslaw

Snack: 5 ginger nuts, prawn cocktail crisps, mini oreos, a creme egg, some walnuts and peanut butter and biscoff spread from the tub

Drinks: energy drink, hot chocolate

I was looking in the mirror when I had a shower earlier and felt pretty shitty cos my boobs are getting bigger and more noticeable and my dysphoria was so bad. Bad enough that I wanted to relapse to make them smaller again yk. Well, not necessarily want to. I'm just tired of recovery atp

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What I eat in a day - Ana recovery - 17/07/2026

Breakfast: peanut butter and chocolate spread on toast

Snack: gold chocolate bar

Lunch: nachos with cheese and guacamole

Snack: 2 twix and a caramel mini roll

Dinner: cheese pizza, chips and a cheese stuffed pepper

Dessert: chocolate filled cookies with salted caramel ice cream

I feel so bad about all the chocolate I've had and how unhealthily I've eaten today and how I was the only one who ate all of their cookies despite having the same amount. I know not every day has to be 'perfect' and it's normal to eat more unhealthily some days, but I still feel really guilty about that

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What I eat in a day - Ana recovery - 28/07/2026

Lunch: vegetarian sausage butty

Snack: ready salted crisps, prawn cocktail crisps, 2 hazelnut kit kats and some biscoff biscuits

Dinner: vegetarian chicken curry and egg fried rice

Snack: a bowl of instant mash, an apple, some rice krispies and chocolate spread from the tub

Drinks: hot chocolate

Ykw, I was actually full after dinner!! Probably cos I had a lot of snacks (like half a pack of biscoff lol). But I'm hardly ever full after dinner nowadays. I was pretty hungry by midnight again though, maybe I should go to bed earlier to snack less at night. I also feel like going back to calorie counting (which ik probably wouldn't be a good thing for me) to try to eat less at night too. It's just so annoying being so hungry all the time and feeling out of control at night

Overall, today was fine though. Not bad like most days recently, but not particularly good either

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What I eat in a day - Ana recovery - 18/05/2026

Breakfast: cottage cheese bowl with berries, chia seeds, peanuts and bran flakes

Lunch: crumpets

Snack: sour cream and chive mini snack a jacks and chocolate biscotti

Dinner: leftover pasta bolognese

Dessert: cookie dough brownie

Drink: latte

Cottage cheese is seriously overhated imo, I love it. And I love crumpets and brownies. Why did I ever deny myself some of my favourite foods??