Maybe i loved him
Somewhere between the lines
Because i paid the price
Of pain for endless nights .
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Maybe i loved him
Somewhere between the lines
Because i paid the price
Of pain for endless nights .
Top Agosto
I was standing far from
His gold coloured eyes
But
The power of his eyes on me;
Overwhelming everything
Fine.
Existence is chaos. // 4.47pm
And I know he is not staying up till 3am.
And he’s not waiting for the good morning messages.
And I know he is switching off the cabin lights on his own and he is not using the lift anymore.
I know he’s not eating much.
And not even going on the terrace.
I know he’s stop seeing sunsets.
I know he’s done with romantic movies
And he stopped writing poems.
I know he’s keeping himself busy
But i am sacred that one fine day he’ll wake up and forgets me
And i am sacred that i will forget everything but him
20th (E)
If the world was ending now and here
I’ll leave my diaries behind and a series of poem;
Which by the way, i wrote with my tears.
Say, every ink spilled on the pages
Is my blood sheds or my rages.
There are some boring love stories
With scrappy endings
With my hopelessly romantic scribblings
That could definitely make some sonnets
But why thought of ending things?
i am just 20, be to honest.
And I wonder if i ever read myself
In someone else’s diary,
Like a half finished story.
Oh but don’t you worry darlin’.
I have written my own series
Dedicated to everyone who
Wonders if i’m writing about them,
I am.
Your memories haunted me for awhile
Had dreams about you, got chills at night;
I lost you in the blink of an eye,
And I miss you when i look at the sky
I went to and fro and i reminisce;
Just to know if there’s something I missed.
But there’s nothing that i can revive;
From the ashes to the dust, then i realised
I loved you too much, i was in a rush
So I cursed, the death of us.
Arcane Existence share full-album stream of Colossus
Band: Arcane ExistenceAlbum: ColossusRelease Date: August 20th, 2021Label: Self-released Speaking of the album, the group offered: “Colossus is a journey through a mystical land following a cult’s quest towards reaching the Colossus castle. Each song paints a different phase of the cultists’ internal conflicts of breaking through their own mind’s illusions. The lore of Colossus is told through…
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