Send me “You’re my sunshine” for your muse to die in mine’s arms. | NOT ACCEPTING (pls really don't send these anymore it's so sad)
Mother’s pulling small children aside by their collars and dress back’s, pushing them into the arms of older children, whispering them to open the kitchen cupboards and share the dry pastries with the children to keep them inside the house. Sad words leave lips of different people as she turns away from them, with tears brewing in her eyes. She locks the door behind her as she steps inside the wooden greenhouse, kicking down the pole that holds open the wall length open window for the flowers. The only lights left are the small windows high up near the ceiling and the faint glow of some magical flowers.
She knelt next to Guinevere’s body, the girl lying on the dirt floor in the middle of the flowers, with broken poppy stems spread around her limp, gasping body. ❝ My love, my dear thygatéra, why have you abandoned me like this. Have you no idea the pain you cause me with giving in to yours.. You know I could return you to me, but I know you don’t want me to.❞ Her trembling hands reached to pull her into her arms, pressing her face to the girls hair. Her children had always been taught the dangers of flowers, and smaller children weren’t allowed inside the green house without an escort, and she knew that Guinevere had not done her deed on accident.
❝ I hope that where you leave my home to, there you’ll be free of chains of your title, there you’ll find love like no other, that there you’ll be truly happy like you’ve never been before. ❞ Words leave her lips shattering in the air, as tears drip down her cheeks and from the tip of her chin blend into her dirt covered beautiful hair. With Guinevere still firmly in her arms she reached her other hand to release the hairclip she had still in, letting her beautiful waves fall lazily around mother’s arm, reaching the dirt with their tips.
With trembling lips she places kisses on the child’s forehead, feeling the fleeing warmth of her skin under her own, her shaking arms holding her lifeless body so tight against her chest. ❝ You were always my daughter,❞ she whispers with a broken voice against Guinevere’s cooling, pale skin. She rocks her body gently, like putting a child to sleep as she waits for the poison take her completely, finally her teary eyes following the glow of her soul as it escapes from her body. ❝ Thank you for blessing me with a child like you, I love you so much. ❞
When Guinevere’s body grew cold under her touch, she picked her up, oh how weightless she was in her strong arms, her beautiful child, alive no more. With tears streaming still down her trembling cheeks she walked out of the green room with her body on her arms. The wind swirled around them, howling in her ears, as mother cried, all of her being cried for her lost child. She walked with the cold body on her arms, poppy petals that she hadn’t gotten to eat, falling from her clenched fists along the trail they travelled.
Under her own quarter’s window she places her body in a plant box, amongst of the most beautiful hydrangeas and carnations she’d ever grown, the ones she loved the most. With the child she loved so, all together in one. She laid the final kiss on her forehead before she picked the planting box up without touching it, the wind assisting her, a blowing wind holding her in place in the air as mother guided her child to the back garden river. When she laid the box in the water, she swallowed and took one last look of her beautiful child, before sparking the wood in flames. ❝ Goodbye, beautiful soul. ❞