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i feel like i’m faking. like i’m failing at being human. i’ve been off of my medication for three days (because i can’t currently get to my doctor) and i feel like i’m just mimicking human behavior at this point. like nothing i do truly matters because i’m not real.

i’ve NEVER been this dissociated or disconnected from reality and it’s starting to cause me physical pain/discomfort

if anyone has any way they can help, asks and dms are greatly appreciated.

#mental health #anxitey #medication #i need to be medicated #dissociation #generalized anxiety disorder #actually adhd #asks open #ares updates #real talk #this is my therapy journal atp #my diary #life update

Being a queer/trans disabled American makes me want to cry sometimes. I feel like nothing I do will ever be seen as “good enough” — Like I don’t deserve good things.

Is this kinda cringe to be complaining about? Yeah. And I know others have it harder.

But sometimes, it’s nice to have a space to complain. I might start using this blog as a mood tracker, I haven’t decided yet. All I know is my future is bleak — Like yes, I do have a plan for after college, but it feels like it’s not worth it. I’m putting almost a decade in already, what do you mean the minimum I’ll be paying for my doctorate is like $8.3M over 5 years? That’s insane. It shouldn’t be this high.

No matter where I go, it feels like a waste of time. This is what I chose, though, and what I actually do find myself being passionate about.

It’s just all so fucking expensive.

And why would practices ever hire a neurodivergent cane user, when they could hire an allistic/neurotypical, able-bodied person?

I feel like the odds are stacking against me. I’m scared.

#ares journaling #ares updates #college #stress #psychology #psych major #queerphobia #ableism #like on a societal level #why am i paying almost 10mil to be a doctor #i feel like uni costs should be regulated #but fuck if that ever happens LMAO #i don’t like this #✦ 💙

Hi!~

My name is Ares!

I’m a psychology major who follows back from @starrykitwhore <3

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I’ll probably just ramble about my classes! <3

I am aggressively positive and political on here.

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#ares updates — Updates on my life/current situation. It can be fairly triggering so PLEASE be aware of that.

I will block for bad vibes.

DNI IF YOU ARE (A): Cis person that objectify trans people, homophobe, TERF, transphobe, conservative, anti nonsexual age regression, ableist, anti-furry, N@ZI, tr*mp supporter, el*n m*sk sympathizer.

DMs and asks are OPEN for GOOD PEOPLE!!!!