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The Meeting
After being Ari's one and only, it's only natural to meet the most important woman in his life.
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You bite your lips nervously, fingers drumming against your leg as you stare out the window of the best up truck. The houses are rushing by in a blur, though you can see the street ahead and know time is running out. Despite Sarah and Ari being on good terms, you're still terrified to officially meet her- especially knowing their complicated history. Ari's constant missions and workaholic tendencies tend to interfere with a lot of your time together, but being paired together has allowed more freedom in the relationship that Sarah never had. You can't help but worry about the future, if Sarah doesn't approve of you being near her daughter, or if Maya doesn't like you, or-
"Get out of your head, pretty girl." A large hand takes yours, bringing it to scruffy lips, and you blink out of my thoughts and smile as Ari briefly meets your eyes. “Stop being so nervous, they’re going to love you.”
“Will they?” You raise your eyebrows at him. “It’s your ex-wife, who could think I’m going to try and replace her… Not to mention Maya…”
He squeezes your hand. “Trust me, sweetheart. Sarah will love you. Maya will love you.”
“Says you, you’re biased.” You rest your head on his shoulder, getting comfortable and trying to stop your mind from racing.
“And I’m right,” He kisses your hair, parking along the street. "C'mon pretty girl, let's get you inside. Sarah mentioned some kind of dessert we're supposed to try- daughter's orders."
You can't help but laugh, knowing his sweet tooth knows no limits as you keep a tight grip on his large hand, letting the cool breeze soothe some of your nerves. You bite your lip nervously as Ari firmly knocks against the wood, and you release a slow breath before a beautiful woman opens the door.
"There you are, come on in." Sarah ushers us inside, eying Ari disapprovingly but smiling at you softly. "Nice to meet you. Usually he isn't this early."
You laugh a bit, knowing damn well you're both later than planned. "I <i>tried</i> to get him out the door on time."
She shakes her head, grinning as she crosses her arms. "He's a lost cause," She smirks at Ari teasingly, making him roll his eyes. "I'm just glad he's here and trying with her. She doesn't need an absent father."
You nod, careful not to overstep despite wanting to defend how hard he works. Their relationship has always been delicate since Maya was born, and even though it's out of love for the little girl, you know he wishes it had ended better. "Well, all that matters is that she has you both now."
"True," Sarah smiles, calling for her daughter as Ari winks at you. "I hope you're ready, she's been excitable today."
As if on cue an adorable little girl bounds down, looking so much like her father but having the warm eyes of her mother. “Daddy!” She rushes over, knocking into Ari enough for a small oof to escape his lips as she wraps her arms around his middle. “You’re back!”
“I’m back,” He grins, holding her close to his chest. “I issued you, were you good for your mom?”
“Always,” She grins, and from behind you watch Sarah playfully make a face. “Well, mostly.”
“Sounds familiar,” You grin at Ari, not missing the side eye it earns you.
“I have someone I want you to meet,” He rests a large hand on her head, turning her to face you. “This is (Y/N), my… friend.”
“Girlfriend,” Sarah corrects gently, nodding to Ari reassuringly at his nervous expression. “She’s his girlfriend, just like your aunt has her boyfriend.”
She nods, understanding dawning in her eyes. “Nice to meet you,” She smiles gently, taking your hand. “You gotta come play with us, Daddy always has the best games. Do you work with him? Is he as fun out there as he is here?”
“Maya, take a breath.” Her mother chides, smiling at her energy while Ari makes a face at her ribbing. “She just got here, remember?”
“I’d love to play with you,” You smile as she lights up, chatting excitedly as she leads you upstairs to her room. It’s beautiful but simple, full of art and pictures of her and her mom and dad, but nothing negative about their relationship- a testament to their devotion to her. “These are beautiful, you’re an artist?”
She blushes a bit. “Yeah, but not that much. I like to draw Daddy pictures though.”
Ari clears his throat, and you turn to see him leaning against the doorframe with his arms crossed. “You’ll have to show her more later. What do you want to do first?”
She instantly moves, leading us into several games- some with Ari playing a sea monster and her leading the ship, some of them drawing and creating stories together, and even some where they play board games with her little collection. By the time you have a second to catch your breath it’s been a few hours, Sarah gently calling everyone down to try something Maya made, and you can see with a glance Ari’s worn out from her antics.
“This is great,” You hum, smiling as Maya grins happily. “You’ll have to share more of your desserts with us sometime.”
“Especially with me,” Ari grins, winking at her. “I need more energy to keep up with you.”
Sarah laughs, shaking her head. “We all do if we want to stand a chance,” She rises to start cleaning up, waving her hand dismissively when you and Ari rise to help. “Go relax with her, I know you have to go soon.”
Ari nods, yawning and stretching. “Give me five and I’ll be ready, I need to recharge a bit,” He pads over to the large couch and flops down, almost immediately falling asleep and snoring the way only he can, and Maya giggles as you wink at her.
“I don’t know, I think you should make him spend time with you,” You tease, seeing her grin as she sneaks over to him. Before she can do anything he moves, wrapping his arms around her and dragging her to settle on him without opening his eyes. She laughs and tries to scramble away, making you laugh as he tickles her and kisses over her face. Something in you aches, wanting to give him more chances to be with his daughter, and it takes a moment for you to blink out of it and see Ari’s baby blues watching you intently.
“He’s a good father,” Sarah hums, quietly sitting with you at the table and handing you a mug of tea. “And a good man.”
You blush a bit, taking a sip and letting the warmth soothe you. “He is…”
She gently squeezes your hand. “Things didn’t work out well for us… But I don’t regret the time we spent, or that little girl he loves so much. He’s nothing but an agent, but he’s a damn good father to her.” She smiles at you gently, nothing but warmth and reassurance in her eyes. “He loves you, (Y/N). I can see it in his eyes. You’re a good match.”
You smile shyly, a bit touched she’s being so kind despite her history with your boyfriend. “Thank you, Sarah. “
“What’s going on here?”
You both look up, Sarah smiling as he holds a half-asleep Maya in his arms. “I think it’s about bedtime,” Sarah rises, tea forgotten as she brushes hair from Maya’s face. “Do you want to tuck her in before you go?”
Ari nods, smiling as Maya waves and yawns out a goodnight before he disappears upstairs, giving you time to help gather everything and get ready before Ari rejoins you. After a few goodbyes and promises to visit again soon, he wraps an arm around your shoulders and tugs you closer, kissing your temple. “You ok baby?”
“More than ok,” You lean into his touch, smiling as his arm tightens around you. “I want that. Someday.”
He raises a single eyebrow, glancing down at you. “Want what?”
“That. A warm loving place for you to have a family, a place for you to call home when the thrill of the mission fades. You deserve that happiness.”
“So do you,” He kisses you softly, helping you into his truck but not moving away, keeping his hands on your hips as you spread your legs for him to step closer. “I’d like that. A family with you.” He kisses your ring finger, eyes never leaving yours. “But you’re my home, (Y/N). Not a building, or a city, or even a country. You.” You flush, smiling shyly, and he kisses you again before moving to climb back into the driver's seat. “We have a lot of time to practice… and I intend to start immediately.”
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You're running late to a family barbecue because you've been begging him to change for the last 20 minutes.
"The only way I'm taking this shirt off is if you let me do what it says and wreck that little pussy."
"But -"
"It's up to you, either I keep the shirt on or I fill you up with so much of my seed that it runs down your leg. Either way, they're gonna know, pumpkin."
Ari's got you cornered at the front door, playing with the hem of your pretty sundress. He's so close your breasts brush against his chest with every breath.
"U-um...I -"
His thick fingers run up your thighs, torturously close to your center where you crave him the most.
"Which is it gonna be, pumpkin?"
Diners & Disasters
A/N: Chapter four of Highways & Heatstrokes
Series Summary: After running away from your small hometown you venture out into the vast landscape, in search of a better life in New York City. When you meet truck driver Ari Levinson at a gas station, he offers you a ride, promising to take you as far as he can. But when it inevitably becomes time to part ways, will you follow your head or your heart?
Chapter Warnings: Angst, conflicted feelings, sexual tension, fluff, smoking kink (heheh). SMUT - oral (m receiving), dirty talk, daddy kink, cum talk, degradation, dumbification, praise, unprotected sex.
Word Count: 4400
The beautiful divider is by @firefly-graphics
By the time you wake up, it's dark outside.
Ari is still wrapped tightly around you, his face tucked into your neck, hands holding you close.
Your fingers move over his back and shoulders gently, coaxing him awake as you whisper, "Ari, baby. We need to get up and have some food, it's dark outside."
Ari grumbles tiredly, his beard tickling you when he nuzzles his face into your skin, "We ain't gotta go nowhere, jus' wanna stay right here.."
You chuckle quietly, your lips lifting into a wide smile as you whisper, "I know baby, I do too. But I have a feeling you're gonna be a real grumpy gus if you don't have some food soon, all you had today was a burger and that was hours ago."
Ari huffs in annoyance, his lips trailing kisses down the side of your neck, "If you're hungry you can just say that."
You giggle when his teeth nip at your skin, but it quickly turns into a breathy gasp when he sucks onto the spot, clearly leaving a mark.
He hums as he continues his ministrations, moving a little further down on your neck to leave another one, his teeth biting down as he sucks before his tongue soothes the sore spot.
"I'm used to starving," you breathe out, your fingers sliding up into his hair, tangling in the soft locks, "You aren't."
"How do you know?" he challenges, not even slightly moving from his former spot.
"No one looks that thick and beefy without eating good," you reply with a smirk, "You're built like a fucking tree."
"A tree?" Ari chuckles, one hand gripping your hip tightly, "Don't think I've heard that one before."
"Mhmm," you tease, "A big, beefy, handsome, delicious tree. The kind of tree you just want to climb all day long."
Ari laughs against your neck, finally moving out of the spot to look down at you as he leans on his forearm, "Is that so? You wanna climb me all day long, sugar?"
"Yeah," you whisper, your eyes holding his cerulean ones, brushing your fingers through his hair when it falls in front of his face, "If it were up to me you'd never wear a stitch of clothing and we'd stay in here forever."
Ari smiles down at you, his fingers delicately trailing over your cheek as his smile turns more solemn, "Can't say those kinda things, sugar."
"Why not?"
Sadness flash across his eyes as he quietly replies, "That's the kinda thing you say to make a man fall head over heels for ya, y'know. Shouldn't say those kinda things for fun."
"I'm not." Your brows furrow as you reach up to cup his bearded jaw, "I'm not just saying it, I mean it."
Ari sighs, his hand moving up to cover your own as you cup his cheek more determinedly, "Don't make me think those things, honey. It'll just make it even harder when you leave me."
A pang of guilt runs through you, your eyes scanning his. You've known each other for 24 hours, and normally you'd never even consider any feelings emerging in such a short amount of time, but this is different.
Ari is different.
Your lips part, words at the tip of your tongue that you desperately want to say, but before you get the chance to, he speaks.
"Let's get some food in you, hm? And water. Can't have ya passin' out, I really did a number on you."
He leans down, pecking your lips quickly before he swings his long legs over the edge of the bed to sit up.
You lie back for a second, your mind running a mile a minute, wondering what the hell is happening to you.
You've never been a huge romantic, your past made you not believe in all that shit. So when someone would tell you how, when you know you know, you never believed it was real.
Your eyes flit to Ari, watching the muscles shift in his broad back as he pulls on his briefs, and then they move back to the ceiling.
What the hell did you get yourself into?
You're probably just overthinking everything. Feelings don't develop this fast, it'll pass, and in a couple of years, you'll think back to this with a laugh. How you had a heated encounter with a trucker on your way to New York.
You tug on the hem of Ari's shirt as you walk across the lot to the diner, the one he gave you to put on while you ate dinner. It smells so much like him, it's making your head swim and your stomach flutter.
It goes to the top of your thighs, but you're wearing your jersey shorts underneath as well, otherwise you would have felt too exposed while you were eating among strangers.
Ari glances back at you when you follow behind him, and then he stops in his tracks, waiting for you to catch up. Once you're close enough, his hand reaches out for you, and you take it with a shy smile.
His fingers entwine with yours before he brings your hand up to his lips, placing a few kisses on your knuckles. He smiles warmly at you as you walk hand in hand, and he doesn't let go even when you enter the diner and walk inside.
He pulls you to the back, guiding you to sit inside a booth, and then he takes a seat across from you.
"So, what kinda food are you in the mood for?" He asks as he picks up the menu, eyes quickly scanning it.
You don't mirror his movements. Instead, your eyes linger on his face, and how his long hair falls over his eyes when he tilts it downwards. You watch how his brows furrow and eyes narrow as he looks over his options, and how his lips part as he takes a breath, revealing his plump bottom lip.
It's pink and inviting, glistening when his tongue darts out to wet it.
How did you not sink your teeth into it, earlier? Fuck, you really need to do that.. Soon.
It's so bitable, maybe he wouldn't mind if you just-
"Sugar?"
Your eyes dart up to Ari's, suddenly realizing that he's put his menu back down on the table and is watching you right now.
"Somethin' the matter?"
You shake your head, "No, sorry.. I just got distracted.."
Ari frowns, glancing over his shoulder before he looks back at you, "By what?"
Your lips lift into a shy smile, fingers fidgeting with the menu lying in front of you on the table, "I just saw a really pretty tree and I wanted to look at it.."
Ari looks at you in utter confusion for a second before he suddenly barks out a laugh. He shakes his head, a hand running through his hair, "You're fuckin' adorable."
Your smile widens at the compliment, eyes moving to your menu as you pick it up and mumble, "You're not too bad yourself, Levinson."
You and Ari eat your dinner while laughing and talking. It feels comfortable and natural with him, no awkward silences, nothing holding you back.
He's an open book, really. He answers anything you ask him honestly, he doesn't hide any aspects of himself.
And it's only making those dangerous feelings you're starting to harbor, even more dangerous.
"So, why truck driving?"
Ari shrugs, stealing a fry off your plate, "Wasn't anythin' I planned, really. But I never settled down, I always felt the need to be on the go."
You tilt your head at his words, "What about relationships, did you never have anyone you wanted to stick around for?"
"Not like that," Ari sighs, scratching at his scalp before his fingers move through the long strands, "I had girlfriends when I was younger, but it was never anythin' serious. And I've been truckin' for the past ten years, that makes a relationship hard to keep."
"You haven't dated at all while you've been on the road?"
"No sugar," he chuckles, shaking his head, "I haven't dated."
You quirk a brow at his phrasing, "So you've been doing other stuff, then?"
Ari smirks, shrugging his shoulders, "I mean, I'm not swimming in offers, if that's what you mean. But I haven't exactly been celibate, either."
Ouch.
That hurts. But why?
Perhaps this sort of thing is just what he does; picks up girls that need a ride, spend a few days with them, and then he moves on to the next.
"That's not what this is," he suddenly says when he notices the look on your face, "This isn't just some random hook-up for me, if that's what you're thinkin'."
"That wasn't what I was thinking," you mumble, your eyes focusing on your hands.
"Sugar," Ari sighs, "I don't do this all the time. Certainly not in the last few years. I don't want you to think you're just another notch on my belt, that's not what's happenin' here. I don't usually pick up anyone, and if I do, I certainly don't sleep with them."
"But you just said-"
"I meant when I'd be back home or if I meet someone on those rare occasions when I go out," he murmurs, eyes watching you as you keep your gaze downcast, "I don't pick up girls because I need company."
"Why not?" You ask, looking up at him, "Why don't you sleep with them? Certainly you'd have the opportunity to."
Ari scoffs, "Opportunity to and wantin' to are two very different things, honey."
"But you're alone so much," you interject, "You can't tell me you don't get lonely. I don't blame you for picking up girls and-"
"I don't do that," he interrupts sternly.
"You did it with me," you mumble, looking away from him again.
He frowns, his hand reaching out to take yours, "Hey. I didn't do it with you. I had no intention on followin' any of my urges when it came to you. I didn't offer you a ride with the intention of any of this happenin', and I don't pick up other girls with the intention of it happenin', either. I promise."
You blink for a moment, suddenly realizing that you're acting way out of line. So what, if he picks up girls and fucks them? He's good at it, so good for them, right?
And it's not like it's any of your business, at all. You're just hitching a ride, in a few days you'll be in New York and he'll forget about you and this thing.
Whatever it is.
"I'm sorry," you breathe out in a sigh, "I don't know why I just made that a big deal when it isn't, obviously you can do whatever you want." You shake your head, "I don't know why I said that, it was totally out of line. You can do whatever you'd like, and I don't blame you for needing company from time to time."
His frown deepens when you look up at him. He tilts his head, "What are you talking about?"
"I shouldn't be making you apologize, or ask you to make promises, or anything like that. What you do, and with who you do it, is really none of my business, and I don't know why I was acting like it is."
Ari scoffs, making your brows furrow at the sound. He pulls his hand back, folding them on the table, "You don't want it to be any of your business?"
"What? That's not what I said, I just meant-"
"Yeah, I heard you," he mumbles, and before you can even react, he gets up from the booth, "I'm gonna go get some air. The bill is paid."
You watch with a stunned expression as he walks away, and out of the diner, leaving you sitting alone in the empty booth.
You wait for ten minutes, fidgeting anxiously with the hem of his shirt, the one you're still wearing, but when he doesn't return, you get up to find him.
You walk out of the diner hesitantly, wrapping your arms around yourself as your eyes scan the dark parking lot.
You spot his truck, but the light isn't on inside, which makes you assume he must still be out here.
You walk around the diner in search of him, stopping in your tracks when you spot him. He's leaning against the wall of the diner, his head tilted upwards as he blows out cigarette smoke.
You watch him take another drag of his cigarette, exhaling another long breath as his shoulders slump slightly. When you walk closer, you notice that his eyes are closed, brows furrowed in thought.
"Hey," your voice is quiet as you approach him.
"Hey," he replies, keeping his eyes closed and head tilted upwards as he takes another drag.
"Listen, I'm sorry," you start to say, shifting nervously where you stand, "I'm not sure what happened in there, but I didn't mean to-"
"No one I have ever picked up or offered a ride before has been like this."
You stop talking when he speaks, his head moving down as he turns to face you.
"This isn't just some.. Fuck, I don't even know how to put it," he grumbles, tossing the cigarette on the ground before he steps on it with his boot. "This is just different, alright?" He sighs, running both hands through his hair as he looks down at you, "You're different."
"Ari, I-"
"And I don't want you sayin' this is just some random fuck, and that I do this all the time, because I don't. And sayin' it isn't fair to me, and it isn't fair to you, either. And, I think you already know it ain't true, I think we both know it ain't true. I think we both know there's somethin' happening here, and I think you're just as scared as I am to admit that."
You nod meekly, your eyes moving down to look at your feet, "Yeah, I do know. And I am scared."
"I know."
"Ari," you sigh, meeting his baby blues again, "I'm supposed to go to New York and start a new life, but I have no fucking plan for it. Did you know that? Once I get there, I have no plans, no network. I don't know a soul. I've wanted to turn around and go back so many times because I'm so scared of going, I don't know why I even am, anymore. And now you're here, and I just.."
You cover your face with your hands as you mumble, "My head is all over the place and I can't fucking think straight."
Ari takes a step closer, his warm hand rubbing your arm soothingly, "I know, sugar. I can't either."
"This is so ridiculous," you groan into your hands, "We barely even know each other."
Ari chuckles at that, making you drop your hands to look at him.
"You're right. We barely know each other. But you know what I do know?"
He takes another step closer before he wraps an arm around your waist, pulling you into his firm chest. Your hands land on his shoulders, head tilted upwards to look into his eyes, "No, what do you know?"
"I know it feels fuckin' amazing when I have you this close to me," he whispers, his eyes burning into yours, "And I don't know what's gonna happen in a few days, but what I do know is that I wanna spend that time bein' this close to you as much as I can."
You breathe in deeply, his familiar scent taking over your senses.
"Whaddaya say, sugar? Wanna get lost with me, even if it's just for a little while?"
"Yes," you breathe out, drowning in the blue of his eyes, "Let's forget about the real world until we're forced to face it."
Once you're back in his truck, you pounce on him like an animal.
If you only have a few days with him you're going to make each one of them count.
Ari grunts in surprise when your lips land forcefully on his, your arms wrapping tightly around his neck.
He chuckles against your lips, "Sugar, what's gotten into you?"
"Need you," you breathe between hungry kisses, "Just need to be with you. Now."
Ari groans when your hand slides down his torso to palm at the bulge forming in his pants, your tongue teasing the seam of his lips.
He breaks away from the kiss, panting as he looks at you, "I thought you were sore?"
"I'm fine," you quickly respond before you pull him back to you, your lips finding his eagerly. He groans into the kiss, large hands sliding down your back to grope your ass.
Your touch becomes firmer, feeling the hardness forming against your palm, as your teeth dig into his bottom lip, finally feeling that plumpness you've been craving.
You push him onto the bed roughly, Ari's eyes meeting yours in part confusion and part excitement as you crawl onto the bed and straddle him.
"What has gotten into you?" he breathes as he watches your fingers hastily unbutton his shirt.
"You said yourself we have to get lost and we only have a few days to do it," you mumble, pushing the shirt off his arms, "I'm making the best of the little time we have."
You lean down, your lips meeting the soft skin on his chest, ghosting over the dusting of hair covering it. Ari is breathing heavily as his fingers find your hair, gripping onto it while your tongue dives out, tasting his skin as you move your way down his torso.
Impatient fingers work on his button and zipper before you pull his jeans down his legs, tossing them on the floor. Your hands slide back up his muscular thighs, feeling how they tense under your palms as you move higher.
Your eyes lock on the imprint of his erection hidden in his briefs, making you lick your lips before your delicate fingers slide under the elastic waistband.
Ari gasps breathily when you wrap your hand around his thick cock, pulling it out of it's confinement. Your eyes flit up to his at the sound, a wide grin forming on your face before you glance back down.
"You've got such a pretty cock, daddy," you mewl, thumb swiping over the tip as it glistens with precum, "Wanna taste you."
"Jesus," Ari grits, lifting his hips off the bed to let you remove his briefs. As soon as he's fully naked in front of you, he sits up at the edge of the bed, letting you kneel between his thighs as he looks down at you. He looks huge sitting above you, broad chest moving steadily with every breath, shoulders and arms bulging at the way he's hunched over slightly to keep his eyes on you.
His fingers find your hair again, wrapping in your locks as your hand wraps around his cock. You smile up at him sweetly, tongue darting out to wet your bottom lip before you whisper, "Can I suck your cock, daddy?"
Ari groans, his hair falling over his eyes when he nods, keeping his eyes locked on yours. You break eye contact for a moment as you move closer, tongue slipping out to lick a stripe from the base to the tip of his shaft.
Your eyes find his again when your tongue swirls around the thick mushroom head of his cock, fingers tightening around his girth. He's thick, throbbing in your hand, the tip silky against your tongue.
Ari lets out a sinful moan when you flick your tongue over the slit, your lips wrapping around the head to give you better access.
"Fuckin' hell, sugar," he moans, hands gripping your hair tighter, "Such a sweet mouth."
You hum at the praise, holding eye contact with his beautiful baby blues as your mouth sinks down on his cock, taking more inside.
You moan when he fills you up, hitting the back of your throat. You bob your head slowly, gradually getting used to how heavy he feels on your tongue.
"That's it," he groans, eyes fluttering closed as he throws his head back, "Fuck yeah, just like that. Keep goin', sweetheart, doin' so fuckin' well for me."
You take him further down your throat, gagging at first at the feeling, but it only seems to turn him on more. Your fingers dig into his thick thighs, drool spilling from the corner of your lips down his length.
You slowly slide a hand down his thigh until you can feel his balls, hot and heavy in your hand. You cup them gently at first before your hold gets firmer, making Ari hiss.
"God, you're a fuckin' menace. Not just your pretty little pussy that's magic, is it? It's your mouth too, holy fuck."
Ari tilts his head forward to look at you again, his eyes dark and lustful when they meet yours.
You let your tongue move over his cock as you bob your head up and down, trailing the veins bulging out. He feels so warm, and hard in your mouth, it's making you delirious.
You can feel your wetness seeping into your thin jersey shorts, slick pooling at your inner thighs as you sit on your knees in front of him, working over his cock.
You tug a little on his balls, hesitantly at first until you hear him let out a sound that's between a moan and a whimper. You do it again with more confidence this time, picking up pace as you suck him off.
"Oh shit," He grunts, the hands in your hair starting to help guide your movement. You suck him down your throat quicker and harder, guided by his hands.
"That's fuckin' it," he growls, his breathing heavy, "Fuckin' take my cock, be my good little slut and take it all. Take it, c'mon baby, know you can do it."
You whimper at his words, squeezing your thighs together as your throat struggles to take more of him. You focus on your breathing as you sink lower, letting him fill your throat. Tears pool in your eyes but you're determined to take all of him, even if it's difficult.
You relax your throat as you breathe in, sinking down until your nose brushes the coarse hairs at the base of his cock, and he lets out a loud moan.
"Fuuuck, there it is," he breathes, moans getting louder and higher, "There you go, good girl. Such a good little cockslut, knew you could do it. You were made to take daddy's cock, weren't you?"
You whimper and nod, his eyes burning into yours as you swallow down every inch of his thick cock, pace quickening. His hips buck off the bed, meeting your movements as he grunts, "Gonna come, sugar. Fuck, gonna come, can't fuckin' hold it. You want it, huh? You want my cum down your throat, wanna taste me?"
You nod and whine, the sound muffled by his cock as you continue your movements, tugging on his balls again.
"Shit, so close, fuck! I'm gonna come down your throat sweetheart, gonna make you take all of it. You take it all, don't you dare spill a single drop, you hear me? Don't waste daddy's cum like a dumb baby, you need to swallow all of it. Can you do that?"
You nod again, whimpering when he starts thrusting more determinedly into your mouth, his fingers tightening in your hair.
"God, shit, you're so fucking good, so perfect. I'm gonna come baby, I'm gonna come, oh fuck!"
He throws his head back in a growl as his hot seed spurts into your mouth, filling your throat. You moan at the taste, swallowing around his length, doing your best to ensure everything stays inside. He throbs as he comes undone, his salty taste almost addicting.
When he starts taking heavy breaths, lolling his head forward to look at you with hooded eyes, your tongue darts out to lick him clean. You pull back gradually, carefully licking every inch of him before you pull his cock out of your mouth.
You sit back on your haunches, wiping your mouth with the back of your hand before you smile up at him.
He looks absolutely exhausted, sweat beading on his chest, taking heavy breaths to calm down.
"Holy shit, sugar," he chuckles breathlessly, "That was fuckin' amazing."
You grin, your palms landing flat on his naked thighs, "Yeah? You liked it?"
Ari barks out a breathless laugh, nodding determinedly, "I didn't just like it, sweetheart, I fucking loved it. You do realize this means I can't ever let you leave me, right?"
You giggle, your cheeks heating up when he pulls you up off the floor. His large hands land on the back of your thighs, pulling you into his lap. You rest your hands on his shoulders, still grinning at him when he whispers, "Just give me a second and I promise I'll fuck you into this mattress until you're crying out for me to stop."
And then he leans in to kiss you, his lips moving over yours languidly.
Ari kept his promise.
After a few minutes, he was hard and throbbing again, wasting no time to fuck you into the mattress.
He pulled orgasm after orgasm out of your sensitive body, not stopping even when you were certain you couldn't possibly take any more.
And that brings you to here.
In his lap, his thick cock buried to the hilt inside you. His arms are wrapped tightly around your body, holding you close to his chest as you ride him slowly, sensually, grinding down on him every so often.
Your bodies are slick with sweat, skin sticking together as you gaze into each others eyes. He's looking at you with such adoration, fluttering his eyes closed when you swipe your hand over his damp forehead to push the hair out of his face.
Every pump of his cock inside you is addicting, his hips meeting yours as you bounce and grind in his lap slowly. You're no longer in a rush, both needing to just feel and relish in each other.
Like drawing a map of his body.
You want to feel every ridge and vein of him inside you, you want to feel every firm muscle and soft curve of his body under your fingertips.
And it seems he wants the same. His hands are everywhere, all at once, it's dizzying. Fingers digging into your hips, cupping your ass, brushing over your waist. Sliding over your skin, gripping the back of your neck.
Sometimes a palm will land flat on your ass, bringing a whimper out of you from the stinging sensation. And that'll earn you a grunt and a hard thrust of his hips in return.
But mainly you're just relishing, refusing to return to the real world as your bodies roll against each other, not willing to stop even when the sun starts rising in the distance.
Because if you don't stop and return to the real world, it's not there.
And you refuse to face it until you're forced to.
Heated Encounter
A/N: Chapter one of Highways & Heatstrokes
Series Summary: After running away from your small hometown you venture out into the vast landscape, in search of a better life in New York City. When you meet truck driver Ari Levinson at a gas station, he offers you a ride, promising to take you as far as he can. But when it inevitably becomes time to part ways, will you follow your head or your heart?
Chapter Warnings: Misogynistic men, minor violence/attempted assault, hot and sweaty Ari, sexual tension, sassy and confident reader, a bit of angst/uncertainty, fluff.
Word Count: 4100
The beautiful divider is by @firefly-graphics
The only sound reaching your ears is the continuous thump of your sneakers hitting the asphalt.
Your skin is hot at the touch from being in the sun all day and the air feels thick and humid as darkness falls, consuming the deserted highway.
The backpack slung over your shoulders feels heavy, heavier than when you packed it, and you're starting to wonder what the hell you brought along with you that could possibly weigh that much.
Your eyes are focused on one thing and one thing only; the light at the end of the tunnel. The large gas-station sign is the only thing lighting up your way, it's your north star, guiding you towards some form of relief.
Your throat is dry and your legs are sore from walking; so are your feet, and a small part of you is cursing yourself for not accepting the many, many offers you've had on the way today. Cars and trucks alike, pulling over to offer you a ride, but you know better than that.
Mama didn't raise no fool.
But as you trudge your way towards the gas-station you start to wonder if perhaps mama was wrong. A ride would have been nice, surely not everyone is bad. And perhaps you'd have somewhere to sleep tonight, instead of having to sit in a booth in the 24-hour diner at a gas-station.
You've accepted rides before but never from walking alongside the road. In the past it's been with truck drivers you met as they were having dinner at some truck stop you passed on the way, and you'd only ever accept their offer if you felt comfortable in their presence when you'd join them in smalltalk.
This stretch of road felt different, though. It's deserted, stretching on for miles, and that makes you more hesitant to join a stranger in his car or truck. So you followed your gut and decided to walk, and at this point, you've been walking all day.
You tug on the edges of your denim shorts as you reach your destination, walking into the light, relief rushing over you for a moment. You've reached it, which means you're safe. You did the right thing. You're sure of it.
Your tank-top is sticking to your skin, still damp from the heat of today, and the back of your neck feels sticky and warm every time the hair in your ponytail brushes over it.
You scan the lot as you walk across it, checking the several trucks parked on the side. This place must be a favorite for the truckers because you see a lot of them, lined up side by side, and you're not sure whether that's a good or bad thing.
Truckers can be nice, you've even befriended a few in the past when you've made a pit-stop, but they could also be loners. And loners are dangerous.
You've met quite a few of them since you ran away from home, running from that god forsaken small town you grew up in. Ever since your mom died, there was no reason to stick around. Your deadbeat asshole of a father sure wasn't one; out of all the junkies in your small Florida town, he certainly took the cake.
So that's why you decided to leave. You needed to put everything and everyone behind you, and there was only one place to go - New York City.
A brutal city, sure. But you've been through hell and back and you're not one to shy away from a challenge.
Right now, however, the city is not the challenge currently on your mind. Right now, the challenge is getting some food. And water.
The little bell above the door rings when you pull it open, breathing in deeply when the aircon inside hits your sticky skin.
You let yourself soak it in for a second, relishing in the cool air before you walk up to an empty booth and plop yourself down on the leather seat.
The interior of the diner looks to be run down; the once white walls have a tint of yellow to them, the red leather seats in the booths torn and worn down by time. The breakfast bar probably used to be white, and you can tell the metal edge surrounding the counter has been polished, but it's obvious this place has been around for years without proper care.
It may even be older than you.
You place your backpack next to you before you slump into the seat, humming quietly at how the leather cushions feel soft under your tired body.
"Hiya sweets. What can I get ya?"
Your head raises at the sound of the waitress' voice, a tired smile on your lips.
"Some water, please."
"Sure thing," she replies, chewing her bubblegum enthusiastically as she pulls a notepad out of the front pocket of her dress uniform, "Anything else?"
"Yeah, uh.." You pick up the menu, quickly scanning it for the cheapest dish on there, "Could I have the soup of the day, please?"
She nods, blowing out a bright pink bubble as she writes your order down on her small notepad, "That it?"
"Yeah, that's it. Thank you."
"Be right back." She walks off and your smile falters as soon as she turns her back, it's like the extra effort made you even more exhausted.
You rest your elbows on the table, letting out a deep sigh as you crack your neck from side to side and roll your shoulders, trying to relieve the tension in your back.
Your eyes wander over the diner, the fluorescent lights sure to give you a headache before the night is over. You glance over the few people sitting inside; a guy in a cowboy hat sitting on a bar stool, another leaning tiredly in the corner of his booth.
There's a group of guys sitting in a booth at the far end of the diner, your eyes meeting a pair of brown eyes when one of them looks over his shoulder.
You quickly look away, not wanting to encourage anyone to come speak to you, and you feel almost elated when the waitress comes back and places your water and a bowl of tomato soup in front of you.
You thank her with another tired smile as you pick up the spoon placed next to it, not wasting a second before you dig in.
The bell above the front door dings again, announcing another customer, but you're too focused on your food to look up.
You register someone taking a seat at the end of the breakfast bar in your peripheral, but not even the Queen of England could make you break focus from your food right now.
You gulp down the soup eagerly, and far too quickly, feeling disappointed when you slurp down the final spoonful.
And then, just as you put down your spoon, someone plops down in the seat directly in front of you.
Your eyes lift at the sound and you sigh inwardly when you recognize the pair of eyes looking back at you. It's the brown ones from earlier, the ones looking at you from the back of the diner, the edges crinkling when the stranger smiles at you.
"Hey there," he says, a southern drawl to his accent, "How are ya, sweet cheeks?"
You want to roll your eyes at the pet name, but you resist, knowing it's never a good idea to provoke anyone when you're the vulnerable one in the situation.
You smile politely, "I'm good, thanks. And you?"
"Yeah, yeah, just excellent," he snickers, shifting in his seat when he places his elbows on the table to lean in, "You look like you've been walking all day. Going somewhere?"
"Yes," you nod, "I am, actually."
"Need a ride?"
Your smile turns more exaggerated before you shake your head, "No thanks, I'm good."
He frowns at your words, "I'm not some creep or nothin'. You just look like you could need'a hand or two."
"I don't need your hands, thank you," you reply curtly, eyes scanning over the diner when you see his features change.
"No need to be rude, I was jus' offering. Bein' a gentleman."
You chuckle shortly, "I'm sorry, but I'm not a damsel in distress. And I don't need rescuing. Thanks for the offer, though."
You hear someone snorting faintly at your response, but it certainly isn't the man sitting across from you. He looks too upset to be amused by your words.
"Fine," he huffs as he gets up to walk back toward his friends, "No need to be a bitch."
This time, you actually roll your eyes, dropping your head into your hands with a heavy sigh. What a gentleman.
Ten minutes later, the not-such-a-gentleman and his friends leave the diner, and you release another audible sigh. He glances at you over his shoulder as he walks out, but you don't meet his gaze, choosing instead to look over the map you have spread out on the table.
But then you jolt up when a plate is placed on your table with a clink, the waitress from earlier smiling down at you, "Your pancakes, sweets."
You look up at her in confusion, your gaze dropping to the stack of pancakes placed unceremoniously on top of your map, "Uh, what?"
"Pancakes," she quips, blowing out another pink bubble, "With whipped cream."
"I didn't order pancakes," you reply with a shake of your head.
"It's on him," she points her thumb over her shoulder, gesturing to a man sitting at the breakfast bar, "Said you looked hungry."
You peer around her to get a look at the man, but he's not looking in your direction. Your gaze falls over the long, brown hair that's curling up at the ends from the heat, a trucker hat covering the top of his head. He's dressed in a blue denim shirt, of which you can only see his broad back, and denim jeans with a pair of black boots to finish off the look.
You look back at the waitress, asking with a whisper, "Uh, who is he? Are these safe?"
She chuckles with a hearty nod, "Yes, honey. That's Ari, he's a regular. Good guy. Enjoy your pancakes."
Your brows furrow as she walks off, eyes drifting back to the stranger who just bought you food.
Ari.
You're just about to say something, or perhaps refuse the pancakes in case he bought them hoping for anything in return, but when he doesn't look back at you, your eyes move to the plate in front of you.
Your stomach growls loudly when you inhale and the sweet scent fills your nostrils and it only takes you a moment to dig in.
You're eating like a starved animal which, in fairness, you practically are. You have very limited options when it comes to food if you want your small wad of cash to last all the way to New York.
Once you've practically inhaled your food you sit back in the seat with a content sigh, a wide smile on your face. You turn your head to thank the stranger for the meal, but when you look to his spot at the bar, he's no longer there.
Your brows furrow for a moment, you're not used to anyone buying you a meal and not at least trying to talk to you in return, but you honestly don't mind.
This is perfect.
An hour later you need to use the restroom. You pack up your things to bring them with you - you have absolutely no intention of leaving your only possessions unattended at a diner - and ask the waitress to point you in the direction of it.
Your stomach drops when she tells you it's across the lot. It's getting late and it's dark outside, the thought of needing to walk out there in the darkness is unsettling.
You take a breath and square your shoulders before you march out the door determinedly; you're a big girl and darkness doesn't scare you.
You get to the toilet in no time and once you're done, you wash your hands and prepare yourself for the walk back, feeling more relaxed this time around.
But maybe you shouldn't be.
Because after just a couple of steps, an unfortunately familiar voice yells out at you.
"Hey, sweet cheeks! Sure you don't need a ride? Or how 'bout a place to spend the night?"
You turn towards the sound of the voice and see the brown-eyed man from earlier as he walks in your direction. You decide to ignore him, soldiering on as you take quick steps back to the diner, but you're not fast enough.
You flinch when his hand grabs your arm, pulling you roughly back to him, making you shriek.
"Hey! I'm talkin' to you!"
"Let me go!" You yell, trying to tug your arm out of his grasp, "Get the fuck off me and leave me alone, asshole!"
"You little bitch!" He spits, pulling you towards him again, trying to drag you out of the light covering the lot and towards the truck stop, "If you hadn't been such an entitled cunt I would've been nice, but that's too late now!"
You scream and resist when he tries to pull at you, yelling at him to let you go as you start kicking out for him. He grunts in annoyance, clearly not prepared for a fight, and just as you see him raise his hand to strike you, a loud voice makes him freeze.
"LET HER GO, RUMLOW!" The loud voice booms and suddenly someone is behind him, an arm wrapped around Rumlow's throat in a chokehold, "Let go you fucking piece of shit!"
Your arm is released immediately, the lights in the lot finally making you realize that the guy holding Rumlow in a chokehold is the brunette man from earlier.
Ari.
"Get off me, Levinson," Rumlow spits venomously, trying to break free, "She was actin' like a little bitch and I'm gonna-"
Ari roughly pushes him away, seething as he yells, "You're gonna do nothin' but climb into that shitty truck of yours and go to bed, you son of a bitch! You hear me?!"
Rumlow stares at him for a second before his eyes glance to you and then he grumbles out, "Fucking dickhead, why can't you ever just mind your business.." He walks off, in the direction of a truck parked a little away, and you're standing there, wide eyed and stunned as you process what the hell just happened.
"You okay?"
Your eyes move to Ari at the sound of his deep voice, his eyes scanning your face worriedly.
"Did he hurt you?"
You look into his eyes, the cerulean blue of them almost mesmerizing in the harsh light of the gas station, his thick beard covering what is clearly a chiseled jawline. His chest is covered by the same denim shirt from earlier, but a few of the top buttons are popped, revealing a small patch of hair. He looks to be in his late 30's or early 40's and he's big, bigger than you realized earlier, towering over you in his 6'3 frame, and most definitely built. But there's also a softness to him, the way he looks at you, the way he does his best to make his deep voice as soft as possible.
His tan skin makes the blue in his eyes burn even brighter, and you feel your heart beating in your chest as you hold his gaze.
But it's not beating because you almost just got attacked. It's beating for something else.
He tilts his head in question and that finally snaps you out of it, making you realize he asked you something.
"Y-yeah," you stutter, one hand running up your arm comfortingly as you shrink in on yourself, the thought of what might have happened if he hadn't stopped it finally settling in. "Yeah, I'm okay."
Ari eyes you for a moment, clearly not believing you, taking a hesitant step closer. "You sure?"
You nod again, although you know you're not, and he drops his head a little as he sighs, "Alright then. Have a good night."
Just when he's about to walk off you realize that once he leaves, you're a sitting duck inside that diner. It's late now, there are barely any people left at this point, and if you're alone, you're an easy target. Who knows what that asshole might do.
"W-wait," you quickly say as he's about to turn around, "C-could I, uh.. Where are you going?"
Ari's brows furrow as he looks at you, "Right now, to sleep. Gotta get on the road early tomorrow."
Fucking hell.
You glance back towards the diner, and the few people still inside it, and then back at the truck Rumlow just walked into. It's in direct view of it.
You have limited options, but you don't really know if trying to hitch a ride with Ari is better than walking back into the diner. But then you remember the waitress' words from earlier; he's a regular. Good guy.
And, he bought you pancakes, without expecting even as much as a thank you in return.
You look back at Ari with wide eyes as you take a step closer to him, your voice low, "C-could I maybe.. Could I come with you?"
Ari looks you over for a moment, glancing over at the diner and then to Rumlow's truck before he sighs and nods, "Yeah, sure. C'mon."
He places a protective hand on the small of your back as he guides you to his truck and to your own surprise, the touch doesn't feel unnerving. It feels comforting, soothing even.
You walk side by side until you reach an 18-wheeler, the blue cab seeming larger than what you've usually seen.
Ari unlocks it and climbs onto the step to open the door before offering you a hand to help you inside. You take it with a small smile as you climb into the raised front compartment, immediately looking around the cockpit once you enter.
He keeps it organized and tidy; something you've rarely seen on your travels so far. He has a few things on the dash, one of them being a girl wearing a hula skirt (that probably sways when he drives) and he has a picture of a little girl taped to the spot right above his gearshift.
There's a pair of sunglasses lying haphazardly on the seat, probably the pair he wears when he drives.
"It's not much but it works," Ari mumbles as he steps inside behind you, immediately locking the passenger side door.
He brushes past you, maneuvering around you in the small space of the cockpit, before he pushes the curtain hiding the back aside.
You smile softly when your eyes move over his small sleeping space; he has two pillows and a duvet in matching bedding, pictures hanging on the wall of himself with other people, and a small bedside lamp that you'd assume has been hung with double sided tape, or the likes of it. He also has a thick book lying at the edge, one that he quickly picks up and places on the driver's seat.
Your eyes move over the title when Ari starts fussing about, clearly a little flustered that he suddenly has company, and your smile turns wider when you recognize the book.
"Jane Eyre?" You ask as you look back at Ari, watching how he's hunched over on the bed to get it in order. You can sense muscles moving and flexing under the denim shirt he's wearing, and it makes you wonder how a long haul trucker has time to work out.
Ari glances at you over his shoulder, his eyebrows furrowed until he notices the book. He chuckles, "Oh, yeah. I've read it a few times. It's one of my favorites."
He straightens to look at you, placing his hands on his hips as he releases a breath, "Alright, should be all set now."
You smile as you sit down on the passenger seat, placing your backpack on the floor in front of you as you lean back into the cushion, "Okay, cool. Goodnight then."
Ari frowns, glancing back at the bed behind him before he looks at you again, "What? Aren't you gonna go to bed?"
You match his expression as you tilt your head, "Yeah, uh, I'm here?" You toe off your sneakers before you pull your feet onto the seat, your back leaning against the door, "I'm ready for sleep."
Ari scoffs and shakes his head, "Absolutely not."
You blink in surprise at his offended tone, "What?"
"You're not sleeping like that, of course you aren't. C'mon, it's ready for you."
You glance at the small bed behind the cab, your cheeks heating up a little when you notice that he actually made the bed to make it more enticing. You look back up at Ari, "Listen, I really appreciate getting to sleep here, but I'm fine right where I am. I'm already intruding on your personal space, and besides, I'm not really comfortable sleeping in the same bed with a man I just met, so.."
You trail off when you hear yourself, realizing how ungrateful you sound, but it's also the truth. You wouldn't be comfortable, despite how fucking handsome he is, because you don't know anything about him.
To your surprise, Ari just chuckles as he drops his head, his hands staying firm on his hips, "As nice as that sounds sweetheart, I wasn't plannin' on sleeping next to you. I gotta drive early, I'll be able to get a few hours tops, so I was gonna sleep out here and you can sleep in the back."
Your eyes widen, immediately shaking your head, "Oh, no, please, I couldn't take your bed, I'm already-"
"It's not a problem," Ari cuts you off, putting his hand up to stop you, "Please. I wouldn't be alright with you sleeping out here when I'm in there. C'mon, get in there and you can get some shuteye."
You hold eye contact for a few seconds, trying to decipher if he's really serious or not, but when he just raises an expectant brow, you get up from your seat.
You hesitantly walk closer until you need to brush past him to get into the small space, butterflies tumbling around your stomach when you feel his body heat practically radiating off him.
He offers you a soft smile as you take a seat on the bed, he himself sitting on the driver's seat before he takes off his trucker hat and places it on the passenger seat.
You watch as he pushes a hand through his hair, the long locks falling wildly around his face once they're no longer held back by his hat. Your eyes trail over the side of his face, lingering on his thick beard covering his cheek before they move down the side of his neck. You spot a few beauty marks on his tan skin, and you can tell despite the shirt that his chest is firm.
When he senses your stare, he looks over at you, immediately making you clear your throat as your eyes dart away.
"You can pull the curtain if you want some privacy, sweetheart. You should get ready for bed and get some sleep. It's late and I'm pretty sure you've been walkin' all day."
Your cheeks heat a little when you look back at him, meeting his beautiful blue eyes, "Yeah, I have, actually. Thank you. And thank you for this, Ari. I really appreciate it. What, uh.. What time should I get up and leave tomorrow?"
"You only gotta leave if you want," he replies with a warm smile, "What direction are you headed?"
"New York," you reply with a small smile, your eyes focusing on your hands.
Ari nods, "Then you just need to get up when you wake up. I'm heading that direction myself. I'll give you a ride as far as I can."
"Really?" You ask as you look back up at him.
He chuckles, shooting you a breathtaking smile, "Of course, sugar. It's no problem. Besides, it'll be nice to have some company. Now, off to sleep you go."
He settles into the seat, making it clear that it's time for bed, and you chuckle to yourself as you pull the curtain closed. You put on an oversized shirt to sleep in once you're undressed, and then you snuggle under the soft covers, humming happily at how comfortable it feels.
You turn over on your side to face the closed curtain as you whisper, "Ari?"
He hums, "Mhmm?"
"Thanks for the pancakes."
He chuckles tiredly, "You're welcome, sugar. Sweet dreams."
You smile as your nuzzle your face into the pillow, inhaling the clean but somehow musky scent imbedded in it, before you drift off to sleep.
Ari Levinson Masterlist
Undercover [COMPLETE]- When Ethan pairs Anne David with Ari Levinson, all she can imagine is the worst- especially when he’s failed her before. When they’re sent to Italy to take down a mob boss hiding sex trafficking, they have to get very personal and risk it all to save the women being hurt. 1 2 3 4 5 6 Epilogue
Interrogation- Ari finds an unconventional way to practice interrogation. Smut. Tickling.
Risky- Ari Levinson has always been a bit of a legend for you. After he saved thousands of refugees, he set up even more projects… one of which nearly gets you killed.
The Meeting- After being Ari's one and only, it's only natural to meet the most important woman in his life.
this is for us
summary: you'll do anything ari asks, even if it means helping him with a home video
pairing: camboy!ari levinson x fem!reader
word count: 1.8k
warnings: roommate!ari, plot what plot, smut (MINORS DNI) [m masturbation, dry humping, oral (m and f receiving), size kink, mild degradation, mild dacryphilia, kinda cum play?, ari has a filthy mouth, sexual acts being recorded, clit slapping, squirting, unprotected sex, light choking, breeding kink if you squint], excessive use of the word baby, porn with feels bc it's me
a/n: i said i wanted to get out of my comfort zone and boy did i mean it. this is my first time writing ari, my first time writing in present tense, and only my second time writing real true smut, so. don't judge this. or do idc. also not proofread because it's 5am and i just wanna post this and turn my phone off so i dont have to deal with any repercussions. goodnight!
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“Are you sure you wanna do this?” Ari asks, as if you wouldn’t do anything for him. But this was big, bigger than anything he’s asked you to do before.
Ari, your sweet, lovable roommate. Your childhood best friend. Ari, who also happened to be a camboy by night.
You found out by accident - you were a trauma nurse and mostly worked the night shift. But a few weeks ago, you had gone out with a few of your friends on a rare night off. Since Ari thought you were at work, he was doing a live show, and was so absorbed in his work that he didn’t hear you come in.
When you heard his moaning, you assumed he had a girl over, and tried to quickly make your way to your room before they heard you, but when you passed by all you saw was Ari illuminated by his laptop screen.
You never expected to see him - a 6’5 wall of pure muscle - whimpering and moaning like he was, kneeling with his hand wrapped tightly around his cock.
You also never expected for him to look up and make eye contact with you as he spilled all over his hand.
Scared he would say something to you, you quickly shuffled down the hall to your room. Through your shared wall you heard him talking lowly - later you would find out he was signing off of his show. A few minutes later, you heard a soft knock at your door, and it slowly opened to let a sliver of light in.
Not wanting to deal with whatever was about to happen, you rolled over and ignored Ari’s quiet call of your name.
The next morning was less conversation and more of him bending you over the kitchen counter once you confessed you’d always found him attractive - and that the night before was something of a twisted dream come true.
Which is how you ended up hooking up every chance you got, even letting him post small snippets of you jerking him off or giving him head.
But tonight was completely different. He asked you a few days ago if you would be willing to record an entire sex tape, something you never in a million years thought you would do, and after taking some time to deliberate, tonight you crawled into his bed and whispered that you would do anything for him.
“Are you sure?” He repeats, giving you one last chance to back out.
Instead, you place your hand over his, pressing the record button, and pull him down for a kiss before he can ask you again.
Immediately melting into your touch, he lays his whole body over yours, every inch of exposed skin touching, making a shiver crawl down your spine. His hands squeeze your hips before flipping over so you’re sitting in his lap.
You arch your back as his lips make their way down your throat, ghosting across the swell of your breasts as his hands come up to up to unclasp your bra. Once you’re free of the fabric, his mouth instantly latches on your nipple, tongue swirling around the hardened nub.
With the hand that isn’t splayed across your back, he trails down your stomach until it comes to rest just above the waistband of your panties, tracing light patterns on the skin there as he moves his mouth to your other nipple.
Sick of his teasing touches, you grind down into his boxer clad length, pulling a low moan from him. He pulls his head back, staring you in the eyes as one hand comes up to pinch sharply at your nipple, which causes you to let out a pathetic whine.
“You that desperate for it, baby? Can’t even wait for me to make you feel good, you just have to go and do it yourself.” He bites into the junction of your shoulder, making your hips buck again. “If you want it so bad, go ahead and take it.”
The sound of your underwear being ripped by your body should surprise you, but it’s not the first and certainly won’t be the last. Ari lays back on the bed, and you try to follow him down, but he squeezes tightly on your hips, stopping you.
“If you wanna come, you’re gonna have to do it yourself, sweet girl.” With that, he lays back, arms cockily crossed behind his head, and you realize what he’s wanting you to do.
Not wanting to waste a second, you plant your hands firmly on his chest, rocking your hips in a gentle motion over the length of his covered cock. The rough feel of the fabric against your clit has your eyes rolling back into your head and your hips speeding up.
As you continue to grind your hips against his, Ari can’t keep his hands off of you - pinching your nipples, running down your sides and arms, touching you every place but where you need him most.
The burning in your stomach keeps growing until his hand wraps around your throat, giving it a gentle squeeze, and you fall apart, soaking his boxers.
“Aw, dumb baby, you made a mess. You know you gotta clean that up.” The glint in his eyes is wicked as you climb off of him, lowering yourself until your face is level with his straining bulge. He’s about to say something else when you lick a stripe up the length of him, matching his moan as you taste yourself on the fabric. You place another few sloppy kisses across cock, before you pull the band of his boxers down, tucking it underneath his balls, making him stand proudly in your face.
Before he can say a word, your mouth is suckling the tip, teeth grazing the sensitive skin, making him hiss as he wraps his hand in your hair. Pushing your head just the slightest bit, you swallow him down as far as you can, the familiar stretch of your jaw uncomfortable but welcome, and use one hand to pump what your mouth can’t reach, the other squeezing his balls.
It’s not until you come up for air that you realize you’ve been grinding into his thigh, your slick coating the wide expanse of muscle. As if sensing your intent to stop, Ari yanks on your hair lightly, urging you to continue.
As you take him in your mouth again, you rock your hips, pace stuttering as you race towards your peak. Just as you reach the edge, Ari bucks his hips up, causing you to gag on his member as you come. When you finally come down from your high, he pulls you off his cock, tears and spit coating your face.
Before you know what’s happening, Ari is flipping you over, mouth leaving a trail of wet kisses down your body, before he nudges your legs apart, settling between them.
“As much as I wanna come in that pretty mouth, I can’t wait another second without tasting your sweet little pussy.” Despite his words, he teases you a few moments more, biting the inside of each thigh, before he slaps your clit, causing you to jolt.
You sit up on your elbows to see him staring up at you innocently, as if he wasn’t teasing you beyond belief.
“What is it, baby? You want something?”
“Fuck, Ari,” you moan as he slaps your clit again, harder this time.
“If you want something, you gotta use your words.”
“Your mouth, Ari, I want your mouth.” You collapse back on the best as he finally wraps his lips around your clit, giving you reprieve from his teasing.
You arch your back, grinding into his face, as he adds one finger, pumping it in and out slowly, before adding a second. His hands are so big, even two fingers is a stretch, but you know it’s nothing compared to when he’s inside you.
He adds a third, curling them to hit that sweet spot he knows so well, and your entire body shakes in pleasure. As he lets his teeth lightly graze your clit, you come undone for the third time tonight, your release coating Ari’s face in an excessive amount.
“Holy shit, sweetheart. You just squirted all over me.” His smile is near feral and he crawls up towards your face. “You’re a fuckin’ treasure, ya know that?”
Your giggle turns into a moan as he kisses you, tasting yourself on his tongue. You whine when he stands up, instantly missing the warmth of his body against yours, until he finally pulls boxers down his legs, completely bare for the first time.
He’s back on you in an instant, spreading your legs wide as glides the tips of his cock through your folds before nudging your waiting entrance.
“Please fuck me,” you whine, sick of his teasing. “I need you.”
You grip at his shoulders, surely leaving marks with your nails as he sinks into you, the stretch of your walls a welcome burn.
“Shit, you’re so fuckin’ tight. That pussy’s just swallowing me up, baby.” You throw your head back in ecstasy as he hikes one leg over his shoulder, hitting that sweet spot inside you even deeper.
You feel as if you’re about to split in every time he pounds into you, mumbling his name with a mix of expletives each time his hips snap against yours.
“Is my little baby so cockdrunk she can’t say anything but my name?” Ari mocks you, reaching down to rub harsh circles on your clit. You clench around him, feeling yourself about to come again. “Go on, come all over this cock, honey.”
As if his words controlled your actions, you came again, soaking both of you as your thighs squeezed around him, but he doesn't stop even as your body stops shaking, determined to get you there one more time.
“Just one more, pretty girl. One more and I’ll fill this little cunt up. That what you want? Want me to keep you full’a me all night?”
He keeps one hand on your clit, the other gripping your hip so hard you know there’ll be bruises tomorrow, and your high crashes over you one last time. Your orgasm triggers his own, his thrusts faltering as he spills into you, fucking you full.
As he finishes, he releases his grip on you, laying his body over you and bringing his lips to yours for a passionate kiss.
He pulls back to look at you, his hands tenderly cupping your jaw.
“You’re so beautiful,” he whispers, pressing his lips sweetly to yours before nuzzling his face into your neck, knowing you love the way his beard tickles you.
“Aren’t you gonna turn the camera off?” you say as he finally slips his softened member out of you.
“Fuck it, that one’s for us.”
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