When life gets to busy or when my head space starts to implode with everything it’s trying to rearrange, I often forget this. I know for me that when my shell was broken from the outside, I very nearly was the end. I also know that once I decided to break my shell from the inside, my life has truly begun to flourish. Yes, there has been an extended amount of time between the outside breaking and the inside breaking free but that time was needed to begin the healing and repair process. As I sit here today (failing at having a rest day) I can honestly say that breaking my shell from the inside, my not be the hardest thing I have ever had to do but it has certainly been the thing that keeps me going. Each day I chip away at my shell and every day I get a little closer to breaking free. Breaking free from everything that has tied me to negativity in my life. Breaking free from everyone that has tied me to negativity in my life. Each day I get a step closer to being the person I know I am destined to be. Each day I get a little more confident in my own abilities and each day I learn yet another reason why I have such a desire to remain on this plant. There are still many changes and many chances to change in my future and for once I am actually looking forward to finding out what they are but more importantly I am looking forward and looking forward is something I never thought I’d be able to do. . . . #ariixproducts #ptsdawareness #ptsdsurvivor #ptsdwarrior #ariixh3fitness #ariixh3plan #ariixtransformation #thanksariix #transformation #buildingabetterme https://www.instagram.com/p/BpXt3-ZBzmY/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1wltq3h4t4pzb
