It's not that I don't want you (11193 words) by HB
Chapters: 2/3
Fandom: Project Hail Mary (2026), Project Hail Mary - Andy Weir
Rating: Explicit
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
Relationships: Ryland Grace/Eva Stratt, Ryland Grace & Eva Stratt
Characters: Ryland Grace, Eva Stratt
Additional Tags: Character Study, Aromantic Asexual Ryland Grace, Overthinking, Sexuality Crisis, He doubts EVERYTHING, soon his existence too, Aromantic Asexual Eva Stratt, she is confident in her sexuality, Complicated Relationships, they are a secret third thing, Eventual Smut, Sexuality and trust exploration via smut, Dom/sub, Queerplatonic Relationships, Touch-Starved Ryland Grace, Neurodivergent Ryland Grace, Mix of book and movie canon, Unreliable Narrator, A little of internalized aroacephobia, the first two chapters are just Grace freaking out and discovering you can be AroAce
Summary:
I try to piece together what I do know. We spend a lot of time together. She values my ideas, which is nice, and we seem to understand each other in a way that makes people assume we’re together.
That should count for something, right?
Or: Grace can’t get the rumors about him and Stratt out of his head. What starts as a simple romantic dilemma quickly turns him into an overthinking mess, but he’s determined to find the answer—and figure out his sexuality along the way.