I’m genuinely almost crying, my readers’ art is just too good… Every single piece of art I’ve seen of healer!reader is beautiful and stunning 😭❤️❤️❤️ the details, the lighting, the very design for healer!reader! I truly adore all of it!
What you did is absolutely perfect, healer!reader is designed so that anyone can imagine her physical appearance however they prefer. There’s no fixed or given look for her in the story, aside from a few set traits that might be mentioned here and there (but only as small details).
The patients seeing her as an angel, a beacon of hope for their lives… Even without thinking too deeply about it, you can interpret the image in a way where it’s implied they’re patients before healer!reader uses her powers on them (making it so that, from this poor girl’s perspective, the patients stop being individuals and instead become nothing more than wounds she must heal over and over and over again…).
And yes, what you said about healer!reader is true, she doesn’t see herself as a good person. Being a good person is what she wants to be… believing that being a tool for Masashi is the best way to achieve it.
It’s correct to say that Masashi gives healer!reader all kinds of outfits for when she’s working. Healer!reader herself is completely fed up with all the nurse uniforms she’s had to wear just because of this man’s whims 💔 My girl especially hates it when Masashi gets her too many elaborate outfits and accessories.
Seriously, even more so because Masashi somehow manages to make the nurse outfits heavily inspired by the 90s (1900–1999) while still giving them a more youthful or “childlike” look to suit healer!reader’s tastes. (My girl didn’t hold back when breaking Masashi’s heart by harshly criticizing his fashion sense in some very unfavorable situations 😔 Next time, someone please just punch this man).
I think she wouldn’t dislike the clothes as much if Masashi didn’t get distracted by her whenever healer!reader actually felt like wearing them. This poor girl finds that incredibly irritating.
Don’t worry, I can see the red perfectly (fatigue isn’t going to stop me 😼). It makes me think of how healer!reader also isn’t being rough or harsh in her grip on patients, but because of the pain caused by her own power… no matter how gentle she tries to be, her ability ends up betraying her.
And yes! Healer!reader’s powers work almost exactly like Yosano’s (BSD). She really doesn’t need to physically touch her patients; she just uses her ability to do all the work and heal them in an instant.
Like I mentioned before, her powers work through the use of a needle and threads (as if the patients were nothing more than rag dolls). The more severe the initial injury, the greater the equivalent pain will be.
It’s fitting to say healer!reader always reassures her patients before using her powers. She always says the same promise: It will be quick. And it’s true, the healing process takes only a few short seconds.
The people in the background who wish to be seen are also interesting to analyze. People in such a terrible state that even if they knew about the pain, they would accept any method? After all, that pain is something they’ll only experience once in their lives. Maybe they’re all so used to the pain of being healed in this way, just like she is, making her feel unsettled when she sees that empty yet desperate gaze in their eyes. (Is that really how others saw her?)
Or the fact that healer!reader is shown as an angel while her “blessings” are behind her like monstrosities that must remain hidden, I love everything about this drawing.
When I first saw this, I couldn’t help but think healer!reader is simply an angel who destroys everything she touches. Giving a false sense of hope only to quickly turn it into a horrible despair.
Maybe she even sees herself that way; such a good power in capable hands, yet in hers, it only brings pain and suffering to those she was supposed to save.
If I forgot any detail, then I’m sorry 😭 it’s two in the morning, but when I saw this I really tried to stay strong to reply. This art is just too good, I’m so thankful for all the amazing art my wonderful readers have sent me 😭❤️❤️❤️
Oh my god😭😭 thank yew so much for the kind words i really did try to draw smt ud enjoy recieving🙏
I dont even know what to add you really said everything
Im really reallyy glad to see that you agree with my analysis of your work and that the details added in the drawing inspired you enough to write this comment ^-^ when i recieved this ask i was about to sleep but reading it made me giddy and i was giggling and jumping (litterally) around so much i wasnt even tired anymore😭😭
Your final interpretation (the angel that destroys everything she touches one) reminds me of the term angel of death used in medical fields to describe criminal (specifically ones intentionally harming or killing people) that are employed as a medic of any type and hurting the ones under their care
Healer!reader may not be intentionally causing agony but she is aware that it happens when she uses her ability and still do so anyway..
Lots of thoughts can be thought🤞
TY AGAIN FOR ALL THE NICE WORDS AHHH