Arthur Morgan x female reader
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He's here..again.
Every now and then the thought of gracing us with his presence crosses his mind, like the afterthought of an annoying relative you sometimes remember to visit...
Couldn't help but overhear the girls around the parlour, always eyeing him like their next prey everytime his stupid broad shoulders burst through the double doors, and always donning the same disappointment when nothing comes to fruition following their not so subtle advances.
"He's a jack of all trades."
I wonder what that entails when it comes to him, because from where I'm standin' one thing is clear - He surely ain't like the others.
Don't get me wrong, I'd be lying if I said I ain't intrigued by his mere presence, but there's something I can't quite put my finger on when it comes to him. He's just as confusing as snow in the middle of july, yet the sight of him just as refreshing.
Whispers of things he's done and company he keeps pale in comparison to the way he talks and carries himself, the cadence he sports so effortlesly drawing you in like a siren luring a sailor out to sea.
I was working the bar when he came in today. Even just the thought of uttering one word to him had my stomach in knots and my knees wobbling as soon as I heard the floorboards rattle under his boots. Is it crazy that I always know it's him as soon as he comes through the doors?
He set his hat down and ordered a whiskey.
When I handed it to him, his fingertips brushed mine and for a mere second, I felt like as though my heart exploded at that very moment.
He downed the glass all while his stare burnt holes through me.
And there I was, never having had a drink before in my life (which is ironic, considering the establishment I've chosen to work in) wishing I was an alcoholic, so desperate for just a taste that I'd go as far as smashing my mouth against his just to chase the aftertaste of his drink, if that meant I could experience the softness of his lips on mine.
Oh god, I think I've finally lost it.
I looked away and tried to find other things to do as my face felt like it caught on fire. He must've noticed me staring as he had a slight smirk plastered on his face.
Smug bastard.
He's definetly aware of the effect he has on women, yet he's never cocky about it and always respectful. All the other buffoons I encounter daily would be drowning themselves in ladies' delicates by now if they ever got the same attention he does. Their not so subtle jealousy is reflected in the resentment and daggers their eyes shoot his way anytime the girls approach him.
He ordered some food and retreated to the back booth.
I've noticed he always carries some sort of journal with him, scribbling away as if his life depends on it. What I wouldn't do to get just a glimpse of what his heart lays on paper everytime he opens it. I wonder if it's just his silly little thoughts or something more profound like things he went through and demons he battles on the daily...
He left while I was down in the cellar, and coming back to an empty table made my heart sting for some reason, because just feeling his presence was enough for me. Enough to ground me and make my head spin at the same time.
When I lifted the plate, a folded piece of paper fell to the ground.
Suddenly the inside of my chest felt like a herd of a dozen wild mustangs running around after lightning struck the fields they laid upon.
It was me. He drew me sitting behind the bar. Hell, he even got the messiness of my curls after a long day of work right.
He wrote something underneath - "I find staring at the sun intolerable, yet looking in your eyes even harder." followed by my initials. How does he even know my name? I mean, of course he knows my name from the thousands of times it's been shouted across the room by all the drunks asking for more drinks, but my last name? Had he asked around about me?
I was so taken aback that I hadn't realised for how long I stood there, not 'til a hand tapping my shoulder startled me so bad I almost dropped the plate on the ground. It was the boss handing me a stack of towels to bring up to the washroom for the next day. I carefully put the drawing in my apron pocket and headed upstairs.
I cursed whichever of the girls forgot to put up the busy sign on the door. I must've looked like a complete fool, walking in on the same man that's been plaguing my every thought for days on end.
Now only in a towel adorning his hips, the only light present being the candle flames swaying with a calm rhytm. Occasional beads of water dripping from his hair to his neck, then down his torso. The smoke cloud from his cigar billowed out his mouth like a freight train passing through a small town. The scent of soap filled the room, yet the smell of gun oil lingered in the air still.
Flustered and embarassed, I apologised and sat the towels down on the chair. As I turned to leave, I couldn't bring myself to reach for the doorknob. It was as if my feet had become one with the floor, making me want to get swallowed by the earth just to avoid the unbelievable embarassement of invading his privacy.
As I stood face to face with the grainy pattern of the door, his heavy footsteps towards me made the ever-present butterflies in my stomach go crazy. He stopped and I could feel the heat radiating off his body on me. He put his right hand on the door, caging me in.
With newfound courage, I turned around to face him.
I swear that for a moment, I could see the whole world reflected in his eyes. The agitated blue sea, waves crashing onto the shore, engulfed by the green rainforests you could get lost in for hours on end with no one to save you.
To any sane person the idea should seem terrifying, yet it awoke a sense of excitement inside me that could only be compared to someone finally stumbling across the lost city of El Dorado after years of search.
"You forgot your drawing." was all I could muster up the courage to say. I was gripping the ends of my sleeves so hard that I could genuinely feel my knuckles growing devoid of colour.
With one hand still on the door behind me, his other found my cheek. His palm, so calloused from what I can only imagine as years of handling pistols and getting into brawls softly traced my features and for a moment, I swear I could feel him tracing hearts on my face. He tucked a strand of loose hair behind my ear and bent down, only to whisper -"I know."
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welp, first fic kinda nervous. just been replaying rdr2 and this came to mind so i'm sorry if it sucks 😔 some of this was inspired by "i can fix him" by taylor swift just cus it's one of my favourite songs of hers and i wanted to get the idea outta my system. first time diving into the world of fics since i love reading them, and this man has been on my mind 24/7
he's just so ughhhhh he makes me feel like this










