Jun 22
The way Kryos looks at Majime like: I am so done with this two faced son of a bitch :'D
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The way Kryos looks at Majime like: I am so done with this two faced son of a bitch :'D
Only a few more days left in art fight, hoping to squeeze in a few more attacks from my bookmark list before it's all over. Then after that it's back to reality once more, especially now that I'm unemployed again haha might open commissions for the first time in years if something doesn't come through soon.
So I recently turned 27 and been ruminating on the fact that I'm no where near where I want to be in life. Not that I'm totally dissatisfied with how far I've come, certain things are beyond my control. I've known what I've wanted to do (become an illustrator/writer) but haven't really work towards it, only doing little hops forward for a month or two every 6 months to a year. As such I have been hard on myself for my lack of discipline, which has sometimes gone into near self torment, each passing year that feeling of "it's too late" getting worse and worse.
I have always looked up to Van Gogh, his work being a mixture of hopeful beauty and meloncoly colors, bringing beauty to pain. Ever since I discovered my local museum has 2 Van Goghs in their collection, I've stopped to say hi to the master each time I visit, admiring the little paintings and trying to imagine him standing where I was in front of these canvases.
His life was much harder than mine, but I've always taken solace in the fact he didn't pick up a brush until he was 27. I want to make this year my Van Gogh year, immersing myself in art and writing and truly working as hard as I can towards my goal of becoming an illustrator. My first step is to read his biography written a couple years ago and then his letters to his brother Theo.
I hope you will join me on this journey.
I am glad that I don't Take comissions 😅 everyone would waste their money for nothing + disappointment haha @_#
Artist's World...
RED DELICACY
I wanted to post this a couple of years ago, but I thought it was foolish then. I guess I’ve matured enough to accept my foolishness. So here we go:
I want to say something pithy, cool, and intellectual here… and I could, if I had to. There was a reason why I felt the need to set up this still life and photograph it some fifteen-plus years ago, but I don’t really remember what it was off the top of my head. If I think about it hard enough, and maybe review my notes, I could probably put it all back together and write down the inspiration for this creation for you.
But the truth of the matter is that all of that is meaningless to me now. Years have passed, and I’ve changed, for better or worse, and my outlook on this piece has changed as well. I just like the way it looks, and the reasoning and process I went through to create it all those years ago seem meaningless to me now.
The further we go on our journey through life, the more we find that some of the things that spurred us on, that inspired us, that we thought were essential, are not as important as we made them out to be when we were younger. The sacrifices, the drama, the things we endured to achieve what we were aiming for — they become parts of our past that we eventually let go of as we press forward in life.
It's kinda weird how I draw 'comfort the disturbed' kinda of art with the EXEs or any other characters I like.
Idk it's probably just me =w=
