#arwenadreamer

[trials-era-sam]

Happy crab day! ❤

Awwww thank you so much Arwena!!! 🥰🥰🥰 is it crab day already? Aw unfortunately I might not be able to participate because I am desperately waiting for one of my clients to pay me (for work I did in April no less 🙄) but I really appreciate it!!!!! <3333

[quarterverse]

Not an ask, I just wanted to tell you I love your art. Especially this new quartered icon you created for this new blog!

Thank you so much, my dear...! I’m glad to have another little spn project to tinker with! I hope everyone enjoys, including you. ♥

[sammysnaughtygirl]

id like to thank all those who particitpated in the samslumberparty

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[nancylou444]

arwenadreamer replied to your post: I can not believe what I just read with my own two...

This can not be for real, can it? SMH

Yes, my darling it’s real. That’s why I provided the links  so that you could see for yourself the entire mess. 

[stripperlecki]

My Tumblr Crushes:

jerkbitchandbaby

samstiels

dylanowhyyien

sammichgirl

justjensenanddean

waywardsoulmates

coffee-fanatic

arwenadreamer

frodo-sam

[samwinchesterisourhero]

Like a mirror

What makes Sam Winchester special to me?

This question can´t be answered without addressing the question of what makes Jared Padalecki special to me.

I watched a TV Show (which was in it´s 10th season at that time) and I immediately was absolutely captured in the story. I connected with Sam Winchester right away, watched the story through his eyes, felt with him, feared with him, loved with him, cried with him. He was the character that took me by the hand and lead me into the story and all the way through it, like a well written character in a good story should do. Every good story has several characters to identify with – so that the audience can choose whom they connect with the most. And I connected the most with Sam. But what made him just so special to me? Why is he so much more to me than any other character I connected with before?

As I said: I watched a TV Show. And then I discovered a fandom. A fandom in which all the cast and crew is really close with the fans. Not only there to entertain onstage and putting up a good show. No, all of them are open, connected with the fans and genuinely themselves. So genuinely that I can feel it even if I have never met any of them in person and only see and hear from them on social media.

And yet I got the feeling that I really got to know the person behind Sam Winchester.

And I immediately felt that I could connect to you, Jared, as much as I could connect to Sam. Where Sam took me by the hand and let me through an amazing story I feel like you are taking me by the hand and lead me through real life.

Sometimes I feel like Sam and Jared together are representing everything about my personality. (And isn´t that what makes us connect to a character/person? That we find parts of ourselves in them?) I´m a fighter and an endless optimist like Sam, but I´m sure as hell not as quiet as he is. J I´m chatty and always and easily connecting with people as you, Jared. I know depression and self harm (like both Sam and Jared) and I pulled through it (long before I got to know you Jared; could have used your advice so much back then, but I basically learned the same as you did – get help, keep fighting, you are worth it, it get´s easier) and I fought my way through it (like both Sam and Jared).

I´m LARPing and I´ve found that, no matter what character I play, I always bleed something from my real personality in it. And I think that is exactly what’s happening with Sam Winchester. There is a lot of Jared Padalecki in it.Sam´s strength, Sam´s love, Sam´s passion for people, Sam´s will to always keep fighting. It may have been created by the show, written by the writers, but it´s brought to live onscreen by you, Jared, the real live person behind the fictional character.

And that’s why Sam Winchester means so much to me. He´s more than a character in a story. He´s like a mirror to me, as are you. And I like what I see, when I look into that mirror. It gives me strength and passion. For that I thank both you and Sam with all of my heart!

-Anja @arwenadreamer

[trials-era-sam]

Hi, I saw your post about the SPN book "The usual sacrifices", and I was wondering what you think of the book. Is it good? Would you recommend it? I know that I love all the Tim Wagoner books, but this one is from Yvonne Navarro, and I haven't read anything from her, yet. Also: there’s a cave on the cover. Is a significant part of this book playing in a cave? That would be a huge plus for me, since I love caves.

Have a nice day! 🤗

Hi! So the book’s all right, but it definitely isn’t my favorite. Like you I really enjoy the Tim Wagoner ones and I wouldn’t say this one is as good. For most of the book I feel like Sam and Dean are just... there, like they could just be any other monster hunters named Sam and Dean and there isn’t a lot of effort in terms of characterization (although I’m only saying this about the Winchesters - the author definitely puts a lot of effort into her OCs ). Then towards the end there’s some of the “just leave me here”/“hell no!” stuff that we’ve come to expect from the brothers, and I was like “Finally. There they are.” :)

The cave definitely is a pretty big part of the story! From the beginning you know the mystery centers around it, and the climax of the story takes place there, too.

So I think you could probably give it a try! While I don’t think it’s the best of the bunch it is still a pretty fun read, and if you like caves I would recommend it :)

Thank you, hope you have a nice day as well! 😊

[nancylou444]

arwenadreamer replied to your post: Am I supposed to care about Nick?

Well, don’t want to be bitter about it, but it DOES feel like I’m watching for the side characters, lately. Two side characters, called Sam and Dean.