2, 11, 32 and 46 for the asks?
hey thanks for the ask!! ^_^
2. Their mother? How do they think of her? What do they hate? Love? What influence - literal or imagined - did the mother have?
Ash’s relationship with her mother is very distant v.v
Carolyn Malus wasn’t really ready to be a mother when she had Ash. She was conceived from a one-night stand, so the father never stuck around. Then there was her demanding job, her own poor parents, and a ton of other hurdles life threw at her.
She wasn’t really involved in Ash’s life–work and obligation wouldn’t let her be. She put Ash through school, helped out where she could, bought her gifts. Stood by her through the supernal weirdness that always seemed to follow her around. She never really connected to Ash–got close to her. She was afraid to, always keeping her at arm’s length, never really able to figure out how to understand her. And then the representative from Hogwarts came, explained what the strangeness about her daughter was. The world she belonged to. And from that point on, Carolyn more or less stopped trying to understand her–and hoped that Ash would find what’s best for herself on her own.
Ash resents her for it–though she also understands why she was that way. Their relationship will always be… complicated.
11. How do they see themselves: as smart, as intelligent, uneducated?
Ash doesn’t believe she’s very smart. She is very bright and intelligent, however, her lack of knowledge on the Wizarding World often makes her miss out on things that are considered common sense and knowledge, so she often needs things explained to her, which makes her feel less intelligent than she actually is.
32. How does your character react to stress situations? Defensively? Aggressively? Evasively?
Frantically, I think? Something like that. She tends to panic in stressful situations, and has to make a conscious effort to keep her head on straight so she doesn’t make fatal mistakes. Although she does try to tackle the problems at hand head-on, they often feel like too much, and overwhelm her quite a bit as she gets in over her head.
46. Is your character tall? Short? What about size? Weight? Posture? How do they feel about their physical body?
Well, she’s taller than Lua, I’ll tell you that
I’d say she’s fairly tall? Around 5′8. She’s a little skinny, mildly athletic. Still scrawny. She comfortable in her own skin and doesn’t have any problems with physical body. Except that she’d like to be a little stronger so that she could do cool things like parkour or something. She’ll get there later, though