‘ why would you fight or try to deny the way that you feel ? ’
SOME MEME || @asianadonis
▌🎶 ▌❝ Because I don’t— I don’t know what I FEEL, alright dude?! I just—- I….. I’m FUCKING CONFUSED! All this time I thought my reason for hating you was because you took Veronica away from me! I THOUGHT….. my jealousy, the resentment I felt when hearing your names, and seeing you two together was because I still loved Veronica. But— I….I didn’t. I mean yes, I’ll always care about Ronnie, She will always be someone I care about, but SHIT dude. I wasn’t jealous of you! I was jealous of her! You two…. when I see you two together I see.. I see just how good you two look good together. And I have to deny my feelings because I can’t DO that to you two! I just can’t take you away from Ronnie! She— I…. you love her… don’t tell me you don’t, because you do. I know what love looks like man, trust me… I know, I’ve been there.. I… I am there. I love you, Reggie. But I’m not going to get between your happiness with Ronnie. So denying is what keeps me from doing something stupid and just ruining everything! ❞ SICK & TIRED of being the person who is KNOWN to be a MESS when it comes to having a love life. He’s no Jughead and Betty, he’s no Midge and Moose! LOOK at him?! He was involved with a fucking teacher for christ sake!
Didn’t know Veronica long before they kissed! He and Val couldn’t even last a month before she saw passed the GINGER STALLION the town painted him out to be and saw the true horror, that is Archie Andrews. Ruines just about everything he touches. Broke Veronica’s heart over the phone… and though he thinks it’s for her own good and he’ll stick with that… because LOOK… it was for her own good. She’s with someone who isn’t just a walking death-bomb. She’s with the person Archie had once found himself experiencing a side he never thought he’d do with another guy. Exploring his sexuality…. learning about himself. He loves girls.. he’ll always love girls but the other boy opened up a whole new world to Archie. It was a kiss, just a kiss… and yet he liked it. It was different from kissing a girl but good different. It was in secret because he preferred it that way. Didn’t know if he was as open enough to shout out to the world that he also liked boys. The only person who knew was Reggie. He saw right through Archie… not even Jughead and Betty saw past him.
The romance between them… or whatever it was… was cut short. Because he got scared. This fooling around between them had become something more. His feelings were getting involved and he wasn’t ready for that… didn’t know how to deal with that?! What to do with these feelings when it was CLEAR…. they weren’t a thing. The red-haired boy heart fought with his brain. Tell him how you feel! Don’t because he doesn’t see you that way! You can’t be with a boy, you don’t even know what you want out of this? You like him… no, you love him! Confess to him! —At the end, his brain won over and everything between them stopped. And that was it. They moved on and never spoke about it again. Though that didn’t mean those feelings went away. The flame that lit for the two of them still lit BRIGHTLY within his chest. A heavy sigh falls past his lips, hands rushing through his hair and pulling at his locks out of frustration. He takes a few steps back. ❝ Just…. fuck dude. I– I gotta go. I can’t.. we can’t. I should have never told you this. I’m sorry, I’m sorry about the past I..I was scared, I was scared cause I wasn’t ready. I wasn’t ready for the world to know I liked guys too. I was scared because I didn’t know how my friends or my family would react! I’m not Kevin! I’m not brave! I’m not you! I have all these thoughts in my head and, and just….. I was scared that you didn’t feel the same way and that… everything we did was nothing. ❞