#ask sil

[silvascribble]

Hi! Do you have an insta account for your art?

I do! It is also Silvascribble!

[silvereddaye]

(feel free to answer this privately) hello! I'm a huge sw fan, but not involved in the fandom at all other than reblogging stuff and reading fic right now. I was considering joining a discord server so I could feel more a part of the fandom and maybe participate in yelling about stuff, but didn't want to just join a random server without making sure it was okay. So! Just wanted to stop by and say hello and see if you guys were okay with me joining. Thank you!

Of course! Everyone is welcome. And I understand being new to the fandom and wanting to find places to interact with fans. That is why I made my server. I also understand that it can also scary! I'm a very shy person IRL. So whatever your comfort level is, you are welcome

[silifer]

I hope your friend is alright I tried to send her a message but it keeps shutting down. If either of you needs someone to talk to you can message me or if you know someone please send them my way. I have not been suicidal myself but for the past three years my best friend has and they have been the scariest years of my life and I wouldn't mind if people came to talk to me about their problems :) xx I hope you are safe and you and your friend feel better soon <3

thank you so much!! it’s just. i have so much anger towards online hate especially cowards who go on anon. I’ve only really recently started following her, i was too scared to even talk to her and when i saw those two other bloggers  emmelie and anthea who are in comas (please go check them out and send nice things, at first people were not sure if it was a hacker but it’s better safe than sorry and i really hope anthea is okay)  i just i couldn’t let it happen, i found all the lists bloggers had put up of people who were getting anon hate and sent nice messages to everyone i could and then i found gia. it just hit a nerve and i couldn’t let her do it. if someone was standing on a bridge and people were telling them to jump and shouting hate at them you wouldn’t just walk past and hope someone else talks them down. you’d tell the others to fuck off and try to help that person down. i quite honestly don’t care if people say “oh but what if she’s faking it!” I. DON’T. CARE. no one deserves to die and i need to make sure she’s okay. That’s all i want. it may seem over-dramatic but when i was feeling like that all i wanted was for someone to reach out and if it takes me crying and typing in capslock like a lunatic for someone not to commit suicide then i quite frankly don’t care what i have to do. i’ll do it the spn fandom doesn’t deserve this. thank you so much once again as i’m only one person but i’m so delighted with how the fandom has pulled together, you guys are amazing and i hope tumblr can intervene and everyone will be okay. Again sorry for the paragraph i just really don’t want anyone to feel so alone that they kill themselves.

also here is a few lists of people affected please just do what you can and give them some support.

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[silifer]

is your friend okay? please tell me theyre okay.

i’m so sorry i honestly don’t know i’ve only recently followed her and then this happened and even though i don’t know her well i know she doesnt deserve to die and this is such a trigger for me and i couldn’t bare it if she did this i just. i know it sounds stupid for someone i don’t know that well but i do consider her a friend and i know her struggle iv’e been like that and all i wanted was someone to reach out and break through so i’m trying oh lord am i trying, just please send her some love and tell others if you can. i can’t have someone else die on me. thank you for caring enough to message me anon, stay safe okay. please please i’m only a little blog so i’m doing all i can. please send gia some love. sorry anon this wasn’t supposed to be a rant but someones life literally hangs in the balance and its up to us to do something or the haters win and someone beautiful dies. 

[silifer]

Once you get this you have to say five nice things about yourself and then send it to ten of your favorite followers!

I’m loyal to a fault which can sometimes be a problem but i think people don’t trust one  another as easily as they used to so i actually like that about myself.

I always try to be nice to someone no matter who they are or what people say about them, i found that if you’re nice to someone-even if you don’t like each other- they’ll be nice too and that generally makes life easier.

My early life wasn’t exactly great and i have a lot of insecurities because of it but i’m trying my best not to let them effect what i do with my life.

This one may seem stupid but I have this thing where when i’m tested in school i’ll completely shut down and forget everything i learnt therefore failing the test. I’ve sort of overcome this and the only subject that i was still failing was maths, i stopped the panic and now i’m doing so much better and i don’t know i just get really proud when i think of it :/

I found myself some amazing friends, my problems when i was young mainly stemmed from the company i kept and every time i see those people who made my life hell i just turn around and look at the people next to me and think of how they actually care about who i really am.I don’t know okay, i just like that i got out of the situation i was in on my own and managed to find some amazing people along the way.