Heart and Mind Aspect Breakdown
WARNING: I talk about the Self in this breakdown, if you are disturbed by derealization or the question of your experience being fake or otherwise not as it seems, I would not advise reading. Sorry, and thank you. Don't worry, you're perfectly real I promise. *Kisses you on your forehead.* Mwah.
A few weeks ago I made a full aspect breakdown, where I went through each of the Homestuck aspects and wrote a little bit about them. Since then I've thought a lot about aspects. I cant stop. Every time I blink I see the aspect wheel.
But this insanity might yield some more aspect wisdom. So, here's my Heart and Mind.
Heart was particularly hard for me to grasp for a bit, and that's just because I was focusing on it's relationship to Time and Rage, and seeing it as some kind of weird thing about the Self. But, I should've been focusing on it's relationship to Mind, and it being some kind of weird thing about perspective, and how perspective influences actions.
Mind is the aspect opposite to Heart on the wheel. It represents viewing the world through an objective, logical lens. It draws from Light, and uses the objective information to make objectively relevant decisions.
Obviously, I should've taken my understanding of Mind and flipped it so I could see Heart. Heart sees the world through a subjective, inner understanding of things. It draws from Void, and uses irrelevant information that can't be understood to make decisions.
Mind says that the pepper has chemicals inside that will cause a burning sensation, so we shouldn't eat it.
Heart says that the pepper tastes hot, and interesting, and it hurts in a good way.
Notice that neither of these perspectives are wrong. It's all just a take on the human experience of how we understand things. Sometimes we think with our Minds, and sometimes we think with our Hearts. Both are equally valid ways to view and take action on what we see. Simple, heard it again and again all the time. Can't believe I ever didn't understand Heart.
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But hold the fuck on. Is that really all? What about the previous take about Heart being character traits and personality? Yes, yes, that hasn't gone away. I'll talk about how these things all go together, including Mind's opposite take.
Heart sees things through the lens of Void, which represents mystery and secrets. Void is everything you won't ever know in your lifetime. Everything you don't perceive. Like, for example, who you are.
It's quite hard to perceive your Self. Your Ego. Do you know who is reading this? Is it actually [your name]? Or is this body, this name you've got, a room that houses a real you? A lot of individuals feel this is true, that your body and name are only external things that house and label something that has no name, and no body. Or, perhaps just a different set of names and bodies. The only objective thing is what you feel is true about yourself. Are you a boy? A girl? Do you feel like one? Both maybe? Do you even feel like you have a gender? It's all about your personal view, which doesn't come from anywhere external. It comes from Void. What you think you are behind this shell of flesh and persona is your best guess. You find out by asking yourself questions, and the answers come from... Nowhere. Irrelevancy. It's a secret.
Heart's relationship to Time is why it's so introspective. Time is the aspect of the Self, the being, the experience of beginning and ending. It's about ME, ME, ME. I'm here, I'm experiencing, I'm feeling. Heart's relationship to Rage gives it it's action. Rage is the aspect of waking up to the truth. It takes the fact of Light and Void, that there is objectivity and subjectivity, and confusion and clarity. But Rage spends too long looking at one, and gets mad when it finds out that the other exists. Rage lends to Heart the ability to see that your body is not who you are. You are who you are, and who you are is an important part of this world and your experience, so you should take action for what you believe in. "Find the truth about your Self," it says.
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Mind sees objectively, through Light. It takes note of Void, it says, "sure, that's there, but what's here?" It takes an interest in objective things, things it can see and feel and know for a positive fact without much introspection. It's sacrificing the acknowledgement of who's in the room in favor of finding out what the room is, and what's outside of the room.
Notice how I said "sacrificing". Sacrifice is a theme of Space, which is where Mind got the idea of sacrificing trying to look into the unknowns, the Void. It does so in favor of the available information that you do know about, the Light. Light is everything you CAN see, everything you will know in your lifetime. Mind, like Heart, draws from another nearby source. Heart draws Rage for the source of it's action. Mind draws Hope.
Mind is looking at Light, and looking for the best ways to achieve the ideal, the Hope. Ideals are somewhat of an unknown, which is Hope's relationship to Void. Hope is ideal due to it's relationship to Light, Light being the aspect of “the best” and most “correct” outcome. In my All Aspects Breakdown, I said that Hope is so weird because it COULD be true, and it would be sweet if it was. Mind says, "Okay, if it really can be true somehow, I'll try to find the best path towards getting it." This is displaying Mind's relationship to Life. See this shit? See how it all connects? How high do you even have to BE to think of this shit Andrew Hussie? HOW?
So, anyway, if you have any insight into aspects and stuff, I've turned my asks and comments on I think, so you can give me your wisdom on the topic. Thank you for reading! I hope to do more of these in the future, if the inner need arises and I've been on a particularly wild psychologic bender.