That's it! I am done feeling so crumby. I am tired of having a negative body image and a reflected low self esteem. I look around and all I can feel is a sense of inadequacy. I feel gross, unattractive, and unhealthy.
After losing my grandpa last week, I realized how important it is to take care of your body and live a healthy life style. Before he got sick, I had went to the gym every day for a month. I was down 17 pounds, but I have gained 7 of them back due to stress eating. I want to learn how to control my emotions, rather than eating my sorrows away.
I have my goals set, and they are not too far off. I have my mind set to get healthy -- and nothing can stop me.
I am restarting this journey, and I plan to document every step of the way.