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[roseguided-a]

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[monstreusa]

INSTAGRAM    /    ft.  bellamy  blake  (  @atlsbrn  )

[a-shebore]

𝐂𝐋𝐀𝐑𝐊𝐄 𝐆𝐑𝐈𝐅𝐅𝐈𝐍-𝐁𝐋𝐀𝐊𝐄’𝐒 𝐈𝐍𝐒𝐓𝐀𝐆𝐑𝐀𝐌

ft. bellamy blake ( @atlsbrn )

[sheborea]

‘I don’t feel so good’ right back atcha :')

send ‘i don’t feel so good’ for clarke’s reaction to your muse suddenly fading away in front of her. ( or send ‘what’s happening?!’ for the reverse. )  / @atlsbrn / accepting.

“ food’s ready! ” clarke announces and the baby shrieks, clapping her chubby hands happily. she smiles at the sight of her daughter. with her tufts of dark hair and big blue eyes, she’s a perfect mix of the two of them. “ c’mon sweetheart, let’s check on daddy. ” she lifts the infant from her high chair and bounces her a little just because she knew it’d make her giggle. clarke walks out of the kitchen with her daughter in her arms and makes her way upstairs, knowing she’d likely find bellamy in their room since she hadn’t heard him come downstairs. “ whatever you’re doing, it can wait until after you’ve— ” clarke stops as she lingers on the threshold, gaze landing on the man sitting on the edge of the bed. he has an odd expression on his face and the blonde is immediately worried. “ bellamy, what’s wrong? ” she walks toward him and sets their daughter down on the bed, offering her a chew toy in hopes to keep her occupied for a while. 

clarke opens her mouth to ask him again but it’s not necessary. bellamy looks up, their eyes finally meeting, and mumbles ‘ i don’t feel so good ’. “ what do you—are you in pain? ” she gives him a once-over. he doesn’t seem to have any external injuries and she can’t see any blood, which is good. still, the look on his face worries her. a lot. “ baby, talk to me. ” clarke takes a seat next to him. “ just tell me what you’re feeling and i’ll— ” her breathing hitches as she reaches for his hand and finds… nothing. her gaze drops and her eyes nearly pop out of their sockets when she sees the lower half of his body literally fade away. “ oh my god. ” she whispers to herself, completely horrified. what the hell is going on?! “ bellamy, look at me. ” clarke says in a more urgent tone. her hands find the side of his face and she can see, out of the corner of her eyes, that his chest is starting to fade.

“ you’re going to be okay. i-i’m right here, okay? ” she drops her forehead against his, squeezes her eyes shut and keeps repeating it over and over again until she can’t feel his cheeks on her hands anymore. a sob breaks through her before her eyes are even open. clarke doesn’t want to open them but she knows she has to. slowly, she does. and when her eyes adjust to the brightness, bellamy is nowhere to be seen. “ honey? ” she asks weakly, hoping to see him walk out of the bathroom with a smile on his face. instead, all she sees is some sort of dust floating away. clarke starts crying again. her daughter joins her a few seconds later.

[monstreusa]

continued           /           @atlsbrn

[ sms ▸ princess ]  clarke… [ sms ▸ princess ]  you know that’s not what i want. [ sms ▸ princess ]  i want you, just you. [ sms ▸ princess ]  c’mon, princess, please talk to me.

[    sms      »      bellamy b.   ]      i’m done talking, bellamy. [    sms      »      bellamy b.   ]      all we do is hurt each other. [    sms      »      bellamy b.   ]      what else could there possibly be left to say?

[roseguided-a]

[text] Wait… are you serious? ( dad!bell & eveline )

(  msg.  padre. 1:30 pm.  )  »   UH I THINK SO.

( msg.  padre. 1:32 pm. )    »   i like ,  tmi but do you care right now? no , missed my period right so i just . . was gonna check and BAM.   the shIT TURNED BLUE. 

( msg.  padre. 1:33 pm. )   »   i swear on my grandmothers grave that we . . used something ya know.  i’m not dumb , i know what i’m suppose to do if. . that’s happening.   i peed on like five of them and it’s all  blue. 

( msg. grandpadre. 1:45 pm. ) »   dad did you die ?  did i need to call 9-1-1 and get them sent to your work.   ya know some people would hide this, but i’m just telling you. that’s gotta count.  …right?

[roseguided-a]

♡ + family ( lyanna )

@madeatlas ,  meme. 

        lyanna has always known who her family is and those who are not.   it’s a little complicated though ,  because the only person she’s ever really connected with && would , does , trust without a doubt is her older brother roan.    he was who she looked up to as she was growing up , the person she aspired to be like , but he was also the one who shielded her from their mother.  he guided her , protected her ,  && was there when she needed him until she grew up && never treated her any different    (roan was always considered nia’s  ‘star kid’ because he was the heir)   being the child of nia was never easy ,   && because of how her mother chose to treat her ,  teaching her how to be a ‘true azgeda’ ,   lyanna was shaped into the person she was meant to be.    though nia taught her the true azgeda way ,  it was roan who reminded her that there was more than just feeling the need to live up to their mothers expectations.   that she could be azgeda && not completely shut herself down or   keep those she wanted in her life ,  from loving someone else ,  out of her life.    roan is her hero ,  the person she loves most && she’d do anything for him.    she’d give her life for him , protect him , defend him . . whatever the case might be—same goes for her clan.    roan && her clan are all she has ,  && lyanna is content with that.

[monstreusa]

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for a goodbye kiss           /           courtesy  of  @atlsbrn

        she presses every ounce of feeling into the kiss  .  up on her toes  ,  arms wrapped around his neck  ,  not a breath of space between them as her body presses against his  .  this could be it  ,  she reminds herself  ,  makes sure to soak him in as much as she can  .  clarke puts on a brave face  .  jokes around his worry and makes promises she may not be able to keep  .  the desert killed her father  ,  killed so many of the people she grew up with  .  it could kill her too  .  so he holds on to him longer than what may be deemed appropriate for public  .  they’ve only been together  ,  in the same timezone  ,  for a few months  ,  but it’s still killing her to walk away  ,  to leave his arms  .  she pulls back just enough to look into his eyes and prays he’s too caught up in the moment to see the fear in hers  .  one more peck and then she’s sliding away  .  “  i’ll see you on the other side  ,  ”  she hopes she’s not lying  ,  “  and i’ll call you everyday that i can  .  ”