Fudge
I almost had a meltdown in school. I worked really hard on an art assignment and when I showed people I didn't get the reaction I was waiting for. More of a "good job!" rather than an appreciation. I just feel so stupid in my art class, everyone is so so good at drawing except me. And when the teacher came, it felt like she didn't like it. And all she had to say was things to fix. I normally wouldn't care, but everyone else's art impresses her, and she's amazed. But she barely had anything good to say about my art. I felt very conscious and I convinced myself I'm not good enough to draw. I became non-verbal halfway through the conversation and tears were rolling in my eyes. I know she didn't mean harm but I am hyper-sensitive and I just got emotional.
I also didn't know that the art assignment had to be part of our final project and that's what we were going for. I got very anxious because I'm not artistically inclined and good at it either. So hearing I had to expand on it and I couldn't do something else really made me anxious and I was so stressed. I don't like drawing but I can def crochet but it won't work for the project. So now I have to make another piece of art bigger than the one I've made and make it better. So IDK how I'm going to do that
So sorry about the long rant