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literally help me get an adhd assessment this year
hjfvbfbjn i cant remember the word but i have that thign REALLY BAD right now where u r almost done with something and then ur brain just. gives the fck up on the last bit.
no action attention span empty.
this is the first good art ive done in months and it might even be good enough to make prints of (always wanted to do that ;-; ) and i have about 1/6th left to fill in and i FFFFFJNGBKJLGTKNGBNRKJKBJ
if i talk about projects then they won’t get stuck in development hell for so many years... it’s like speaking them into existence. summon the motivation. resurrect the attention span. WIN
any other attention deficits had this experience before where ur thought process used to go like this:
“ohh i can’t play this song too many times even tho im hyperfixated on it right now, i don’t wanna overlisten it and end up hating it :’( ”
but now u go like this:
“LIFE IS SHORT WATCH ME PLAY THIS SONG HUNDREDS OF TIMES IF I WANT TO WHILE I RIDE OUT THIS HYPERFIX..... LIVE IN THE MOMENT! SO WHAT IF I HATE IT LATER?! I LOVE IT !!!NOW!!!”
when you have two hyperfixations it’s like you gotta share custody with them in your head to make it work. h.f. #1 gets attention 3 days of the week, hf #2 gets the other 3 days and then alternating sundays each
i’m always sceptical of these things bc i think “how could anyone NOT score highly on this?!” like my instinct is to not believe it it’s a setup they made a false test specifically for me to find and do wrong
disclaimer i know this is not a diagnostic tool it’s more of a “what to say or bring up in the doctors office when you do get round to seeing a professional” but i still feel like “…naww that can’t be right…” whenever i appear to have the thing i’ve been suspecting i have -_-
man i have been boring (not blogging, that is) this dec 25th. it is because i am not drinking like a fish and also because i do not have a phone to sneakily be on while socialising irl. nothing sneaky about it really, i love to socialise, however just talking leaves me understimulated mentally and makes me wanna go to sleep no matter how good the conversation!
idk i wouldn’t call it an adhd breakdown but a “i screwed up and i hope i did enough to fix it” hopefulness what is the word! words are complicated!