#author speaking

[the-darkest-guy-around]

It’s been a little less than an hour what if you put it up to a poll (the werewolf thing i mean)

ok!!

What kind of werewolf are y’all wanting to make Dark

old school

anthropomorphic beast

just a wolf

my button

Voting ended onApr 7

[blurredeyesight]

Thank you for this

[keykittygirl]

Hey so I want to apologize....

I say I'll post ne zha draft based on that poll right? Well lately I've been stressed over today, yes this dreadful day where my school reports will be given...

Wish me luck...

I hope I'm still alive after this...

[ask-cat-tomura]

Here’s a little update! I’m sorry for the lack of content, i was very I’ll two weeks ago and then my co-worker and I we moved our tattoo shop in a new place… the exact moment my car decided to die on me lmao. Thankfully it’s all good now! You may except new art this weekend hehe…

[chubbyheadquarters]

Hey.

I know it's been a really long time since I've posted anything.

And the reason? Multiple unfortunately.

The first was family issues. I won't go into details, but with all sorts of problems coming up, along with financial issues, I couldn't dedicate time to writing/responding. Hopefully, with the issues being resolved things can be more peaceful.

The second reason being my mental health. The end of last year hit me really hard with multiple things happening, so I had to take more time away. I was just having a hard time...stabilizing? But after some time, I think I'm in a better place now.

The third was a getting ill. This year hasn't started off well, with me getting punched with sickness to the full, and I've been trying to recover as fast as I can, taking medicine and such, getting sleep, etc. I...was also fucked with bppv, or vertigo for short. It stuck around for WAY longer than expected, and I couldn't exactly do much without almost falling over every hour. Thankfully though, I think it's safe to say that it's gone now & I'm doing a hell of a lot better than before, so that's great. Still, I'm gonna take it easy since my poor brain is a pile of mush.

And the last one being anticlimactic-

I just had major writing block.

When I had free time, I came here and to other platforms to try and find inspiration. Hoping something could help get me back into the groove.

I still did a bit of writing here and there, trying to get some of the requests semi-done or done, some of which I did, but others-

I couldn't write anything.

Nothing really felt good enough to post. I like writing, and I want the requester to be happy with what they get. But with the way my mind works, I hold myself to a really high standard, with me trying to make everything absolutely perfect(grammar and sentence structure wise) or add details that the reader may not care about, trying to add words and write in a way that isn't "me", per say. I'm scared that people may not like what I put out and my anxiety does not help one bit.

I've been trying to not be as hard on myself as I usually am, and it's...a work in progress. But it's a bit better now. I know I'm not gonna get everything right, whether it be the grammar or the way I word things, so I always try to keep that in mind.

But I've also been trying to improve my writing for another reason.

Like I stated before, with financial issues hitting me and my mom, I'm gonna need some way to help out some more. So I've been thinking about setting up a Kofi and seeing if there are any other ways to earn money from writing/drawing. It'll be more of an optional thing, but it's one I'm putting up on my platforms. And there will be an exchange for donations, like writing a one shot or having a sketch drawn for a small donation. I haven't quite figured everything out yet, price wise and all, but hopefully I will soon.

To those who have requested, I'm very sorry for the extremely late responses. I'm sure some people have moved on, and that's totally fine! I'll still get them out as soon as I can.

I hope this explains my sudden disappearance and I once again apologize to everyone. Hopefully I'll be back for good and get my full mojo back.

[masterthetackle]

I remember the post I reblogged a few days ago concerning a Magia Record discord. Instead of waiting around to see if someone else would make one or post a link to an already-existing one, I decided to just make one myself! 

https://discord.gg/yvJGwnY

I’ll probably be asleep and wake up to this hopefully, soooo...

[mormorisstayingalive]

I finally got my lazy self awake enough to draw a new avatar after eighteen months.

[keykittygirl]

I wish you the best of reseults and that you’ll past with flying colours kekey! And a reminder that results don’t shape who you are but your efforts and dedication do! It doesn’t matter what others say but just know that you tried your best and that’s worth celebrating than those numbers. Giving you a virtual hug cuz you deserve it!!! Luv ya kekey!!! 💜💜💜💜💜

Late answer sorry 😅 dunno why I want to answer this now lol

Anyway awwww thanks bloomie! 💜

School starts tomorrow here for me (which is sucks cuz I was just starting to enjoy my school break when it's almost over 😭)

And yeah I know, I've been try to do so, it's just my parents... They just keep pressuring me, they just keep lecturing me for no reason...

I mean I know they want me to be on the top, but can't they just appreciate what I already got? My average score this semester is like 91,71 which is already high! But damn they just have to lecture me like I got the lowers score of all!!!

They keep pestering me about it almost the whole break till they eventually stop (well like a few days before my break finish 😭😭😭) and tomorrow I need to go back to school again, being that lonely weird undiagnosed ADHD kid, feeling stressed and overthinking about everything and just idk having an existential crisist like almost everyday! (Is that even normal??????)

Anyway maybe that's all about my rambling today, idk why I did this lol